Locked in the childhood bedroom for a summer and more, and after a lifetime of chasing the dream, known by noone, not even his family, and insane to everyone else around him walking a conventional path, The Boy taught himself every rope of production and writing - high and dry. The album was concieved solely by The Boy, to bare his soul, for others alike. A sacrifice, though ready to be misunderstood and not appreciated; this is one of the most eclectic and unique DIY albums of the recent age, ready to burn ears. This was my summer. You are my friend.

Remastered 2025

my summer

𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐥 » https://youtu.be/B-W6JrZGLdE

astronomy - conan gray (slowed, 8d)

Nightmare before you fall into your dream land
Nightmare before you fall into
And when you finally fall into your dream trance
That's when I finally see the truth
Woah-oh-oh
The curtains roll back
The torch is lit
A sky that falls fast
As you plummet
Forgot yourself now
Forgot your sin
You stretch your wings out
and float along the wind

yet they're on our tail
Through hard rain and hail
They're on our tail
Through hard rain and hail

Could we ever get away?

Well, they can try
Persuade us with their lies
In your disguise
Well, they can try
Invade me in my mind
Under my eyes
Woah-oh-oh
You've seen so many souls now
Seen so many nights, and frights, and riots
And flowers on my bed
How am I still here, running?

And they're on our tail
Through hard rain and hail
They're on our tail
Through hard rain and hail

Wait
Don't wait for me
This place
Won't wait for me
To wake
From the waking world
From the waking world
From the waking world
From the waking world
From the waking world
From the waking world
In the waking world,

They're on our tail
Through hard rain and hail
They're on our tail
Through hard rain and hail

Dreamland

Locked in the childhood bedroom for a summer and more, and after a lifetime of chasing the dream, known by noone, not even his family, and insane to everyone else around him walking a conventional path, The Boy taught himself every rope of production and writing - high and dry. The album was concieved solely by The Boy, to bare his soul, for others alike. A sacrifice, though ready to be misunderstood and not appreciated; this is one of the most eclectic and unique DIY albums of the recent age, ready to burn ears. This was my summer. You are my friend.

Album 1 of 4

June 5 (INTERLUDE)

when there's noone around
and your friends are out of town
oh you're living all by yourself now
just another face in the crowd
i'll never see you now
because you're not around
you'll discover new worlds without me
just another face in the crowd
please just deliver me from this Vow

long oh long ago
i was a selfish helpless little soul
i had nowhere to go

she saved me from a hell
i couldn't save myself
crying, noone to tell
with a ciggie in my fingers
and a trigger to my health

when there's noone around
and your friends are out of town
oh you're living all by yourself now
just another face in the crowd
i'll never see you now
because you're not around
you'll discover new worlds without me
just another face in the crowd
please just deliver me from this Vow

don't let noone tell you what to do, ay
cause they do not what you've been through, ay
you and i, we're tight like we're a loop, hey
thrive all by yourself because this life is of your choosing
do it by yourself if need be, just like this music

Face In The Crowd

No matter what I do
No matter what I do
The sky is always blue
Reminding me of you

Just how much time will pass?
Just how much time has passed?
What was on my mind back then?
How can I survive like this?

You can try so hard
You can try so hard
You can try so hard
Just to crash and burn

I'll grab your hand and take you to the stars
I'll take you to a land where there's no more
I'll grab your hand and take you to the stars
I'll take you to a land where there's no more

No matter what I do
No matter what I do
I'm always thinking of you
I only knew one love

Just how much time will pass?
Just how much time has passed?
What was on my mind back then?
How can I survive like this?

You can try so hard
You can try so hard
You can try so hard
Just to crash and burn

I'll grab your hand and take you to the stars
I'll take you to a land where there's no more
I'll grab your hand and take you to the stars
I'll take you to a land where there's no more

Crash And Burn

At home but in the wrong place
Stuck in the same room for a summer and more
Still lost in a boy's dream
Down a road from depression you'll never come back from it seems
High all the time, crying all the time, but no tears and cold fears
Relationships reflected by the scars on your face
And your fingers
Can't hold peers
Under the wraps for XXII whole years, with no cure
Now losing the wheel to steer
Taught yourself to find the wonders in the spiral so you could go there
With your burnt ears
Your reminder that there's still fire crackling even if noone hears
Heart inside beating too fast or too slow, so who could go near?
So dear
Feral child to those ambiguous around you
Though it seems you finally found you:
Intoxication, mania, and extravagence
Apathy, absence, and carelessness
Persistence yet consistently drained, so harrowing
Sands in the hourglass falling constantly
Still in your head, hearing an end
Rising again as the summer sun burns red
Never forget
You are my friend
You are my friend
You are my friend
You were my friend
You are my friend
You are my friend
You are my friend
You were my friend

FOOL XXII (INTRO)

It was deep inside my head 'fore I realized
It was probably too late
I am hypnotized
I just wanna see you one last time
I just wanna be with you one last time

I just wanna see you in the light
I just wanna speak with you through the night
Never want to forget who we are
Never did I forget who we were
Hitting on a joint while we looked at the lake
She stared into my eyes I didn't know what to say
Look into my eyes while I make mistakes
They questioning my life while I fade away

It was deep inside my head 'fore I realized
It was probably too late
I am hypnotized
I just wanna see you one last time
I just wanna be with you one last time

Now I'm in my car and I'm driving pretty far
Ain't a single person in this world knows what I'm on
How am I so gone?
Where did it go wrong?
Wrong
I don't want to be alone
But I do not have a home
I already lost my soul
And I'm digging a new hole
And I'm digging a new hole
And I'm digging a new hole
Yeah I'm digging a new hole

It was deep inside my head 'fore I realized
It was probably too late
I am hypnotized
I just wanna see you one last time
I just wanna be with you one last time

I just wanna be with through the night
I just wanna be with through the night
I just wanna be with through the night
I just wanna be with you one last time

One Last Time

23 yr old solo artist. outsider. diy, punk. this is my only path. message me

Dreamland

SNOOGI

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