Locked in the childhood bedroom for a summer and more, and after a lifetime of chasing the dream, known by noone, not even his family, and insane to everyone else around him walking a conventional path, The Boy taught himself every rope of production and writing - high and dry. The album was concieved solely by The Boy, to bare his soul, for others alike. A sacrifice, though ready to be misunderstood and not appreciated; this is one of the most eclectic and unique DIY albums of the recent age, ready to burn ears. This was my summer. You are my friend.

Remastered 2025

my summer

by SNOOGI
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
when there's noone around
and your friends are out of town
oh you're living all by yourself now
just another face in the crowd
i'll never see you now
because you're not around
you'll discover new worlds without me
just another face in the crowd
please just deliver me from this Vow

long oh long ago
i was a selfish hopeless little soul
i had nowhere to go

she saved me from a hell
i couldn't save myself
crying, noone to tell
with a ciggie in my fingers
and a trigger to my health

when there's noone around
and your friends are out of town
oh you're living all by yourself now
just another face in the crowd
i'll never see you now
because you're not around
you'll discover new worlds without me
just another face in the crowd
please just deliver me from this Vow

don't let noone tell you what to do, ay
cause they do not what you've been through, ay
you and i, we're tight like we're a loop, hey
thrive all by yourself because this life is of your choosing
do it by yourself if need be, just like this music

FACE IN THE CROWD

by SNOOGi ♥♥♥

𝓝𝓞 𝓣𝓤𝓡𝓝𝓘𝓝𝓖 𝓑𝓐𝓒𝓚

lyrics:
The water's running so cold and I wont hesitate
The devil's right at the door but he won't have a say
and Someone's calling the phone but they don't have a claim
Just Seeing your face gets much harder the more that I wait
I hold my mistakes like an honor, I wont be ashamed
You gave me the shakes like a dog you're my saltwater wave
Your arrow went straight through my heart, I was never the same
I'll hold on tight as I fall it'll all be OK

Started off full of doubt, how I was so empty
On the top of the sky in a burning city
Ten years gone in a blink, I won't know no pity from em
Cause there's no goin' back from this, back from this hey
However sad or how mad you get, glad you're getting
Know that there's no looking back from this, back from this, hey
We just gotta move past all these trials and tribulations
So no matter what happens next I'll love you till I'm crazy 
Give you all of my time and my shine until I've faded 
Make it all feel alright in this life, I won't betray ya
Take the dive and don't fight the wave, let the waters change ya
Let the waters take ya
Let the waters take dear

the dive.

My head is spinnin
Around and around like a globe
Around and around like a globe
Around and around like a globe

It's so clear
I cannot seem to feel
I can't believe what's real
It's okay, come here I
Can not seem to fear
Lost it in the shadows
Now it's in your ears

Spinnin in your isolation
Chillin at the end of the road
It's only then you really learn to miss it dearly
Though it doesn't seem to matter at all

Spinnin in your isolation
Chillin at the end of the road
It's only then you really learn to miss it dearly
Now it doesn't seem to matter at all
It doesn't matter at all

You
Have a semblance to something that I slew (I'm sorry)
And it's evident that I can't see the truth (I'm going blind)
Does it ever seem like ketamine is proof (taking drugs and staying online)
That the recipe they set to be is cruel
I don't know, I don't know, yeah
I'm just searching for home, yeah
I don't know, I don't know, yeah
Somewhere lost in the globe, yeah

Spinnin in your isolation
Chillin at the end of the road
It's only then you really learn to miss it dearly
Though it doesn't seem to matter at all

Spinnin in your isolation
Chillin at the end of the road
It's only then you really learn to miss it dearly
Now it doesn't seem to matter at all
It doesn't matter at all

It's been so long I can't tell
Just how long it's been
Stuck inside of this chamber, I am
Losing sight of myself
What has been going on
I won't tell
Myself or a friend
I go up to the end of the road
And sit there waiting again
Never will it rain again
Oh never ever again.

Spinnin'

Locked in the childhood bedroom for a summer and more, and after a lifetime of chasing the dream, known by noone, not even his family, and insane to everyone else around him walking a conventional path, The Boy taught himself every rope of production and writing - high and dry. The album was concieved solely by The Boy, to bare his soul, for others alike. A sacrifice, though ready to be misunderstood and not appreciated; this is one of the most eclectic and unique DIY albums of the recent age, ready to burn ears. This was my summer. You are my friend.

Album 1 of 4

June 5 (INTERLUDE)

when there's noone around
and your friends are out of town
oh you're living all by yourself now
just another face in the crowd
i'll never see you now
because you're not around
you'll discover new worlds without me
just another face in the crowd
please just deliver me from this Vow

long oh long ago
i was a selfish helpless little soul
i had nowhere to go

she saved me from a hell
i couldn't save myself
crying, noone to tell
with a ciggie in my fingers
and a trigger to my health

when there's noone around
and your friends are out of town
oh you're living all by yourself now
just another face in the crowd
i'll never see you now
because you're not around
you'll discover new worlds without me
just another face in the crowd
please just deliver me from this Vow

don't let noone tell you what to do, ay
cause they do not what you've been through, ay
you and i, we're tight like we're a loop, hey
thrive all by yourself because this life is of your choosing
do it by yourself if need be, just like this music

Face In The Crowd

No matter what I do
No matter what I do
The sky is always blue
Reminding me of you

Just how much time will pass?
Just how much time has passed?
What was on my mind back then?
How can I survive like this?

You can try so hard
You can try so hard
You can try so hard
Just to crash and burn

I'll grab your hand and take you to the stars
I'll take you to a land where there's no more
I'll grab your hand and take you to the stars
I'll take you to a land where there's no more

No matter what I do
No matter what I do
I'm always thinking of you
I only knew one love

Just how much time will pass?
Just how much time has passed?
What was on my mind back then?
How can I survive like this?

You can try so hard
You can try so hard
You can try so hard
Just to crash and burn

I'll grab your hand and take you to the stars
I'll take you to a land where there's no more
I'll grab your hand and take you to the stars
I'll take you to a land where there's no more

Crash And Burn

At home but in the wrong place
Stuck in the same room for a summer and more
Still lost in a boy's dream
Down a road from depression you'll never come back from it seems
High all the time, crying all the time, but no tears and cold fears
Relationships reflected by the scars on your face
And your fingers
Can't hold peers
Under the wraps for XXII whole years, with no cure
Now losing the wheel to steer
Taught yourself to find the wonders in the spiral so you could go there
With your burnt ears
Your reminder that there's still fire crackling even if noone hears
Heart inside beating too fast or too slow, so who could go near?
So dear
Feral child to those ambiguous around you
Though it seems you finally found you:
Intoxication, mania, and extravagence
Apathy, absence, and carelessness
Persistence yet consistently drained, so harrowing
Sands in the hourglass falling constantly
Still in your head, hearing an end
Rising again as the summer sun burns red
Never forget
You are my friend
You are my friend
You are my friend
You were my friend
You are my friend
You are my friend
You are my friend
You were my friend

FOOL XXII (INTRO)

It was deep inside my head 'fore I realized
It was probably too late
I am hypnotized
I just wanna see you one last time
I just wanna be with you one last time

I just wanna see you in the light
I just wanna speak with you through the night
Never want to forget who we are
Never did I forget who we were
Hitting on a joint while we looked at the lake
She stared into my eyes I didn't know what to say
Look into my eyes while I make mistakes
They questioning my life while I fade away

It was deep inside my head 'fore I realized
It was probably too late
I am hypnotized
I just wanna see you one last time
I just wanna be with you one last time

Now I'm in my car and I'm driving pretty far
Ain't a single person in this world knows what I'm on
How am I so gone?
Where did it go wrong?
Wrong
I don't want to be alone
But I do not have a home
I already lost my soul
And I'm digging a new hole
And I'm digging a new hole
And I'm digging a new hole
Yeah I'm digging a new hole

It was deep inside my head 'fore I realized
It was probably too late
I am hypnotized
I just wanna see you one last time
I just wanna be with you one last time

I just wanna be with through the night
I just wanna be with through the night
I just wanna be with through the night
I just wanna be with you one last time

One Last Time

"chemicals" OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yz6pEhQh8ZI

CHEMICALS - CHEMICALS - CHEMICALS - CHEMICALS
Lighting up another blunt
Smoke it up until you're dumb
Ain't no feelings they all gone
Lost em to the chemicals
Yeah

I can't remember when I had a brain
Dont remember when I drove in this lane
Yeah I'm messed up but there's nothing wrong with me
At least my friends know I'm a limosine
For free, for free, for free
I'ma scare your shadow off like mike wazowski
Holy, holy, holy
Wish I never had a gun this glock 19

When I was 19 I was on the floor lying and crying
When I was 20 I was out the door driving and driving
When I was 21 I was buying bud and buying bud and grinding
22 means nothing to you you lying and mimin
My nerve endings were so annoying that I burned em
I burned em, I burned em, I burned em
Now they will not talk to me, wish I deserved em
deserved em, deserved em, deserved em

Why do I keep doing this to myself
Tryna stay sane tryna keep my health
People round me tryna bleed my wealth
Like I ain't bleed myself to receive that amount
Smoking out the window like a child, ay
I just wanna see what's really out there
But I can't move 'cause I'm stuck here
So I'll just reach for another

Lighting up another blunt
Smoke it up until you're dumb
Ain't no feelings they all gone
Lost em to the chemicals
Yeah

Wow
I cant believe I made it this far
so many bitches on mfn call
my money so tall i cannot stack it all up
i'm starting to feel like i can't feel my tongue
graffiti the walls and graffiti the halls
i'm starting to feel like its feel like its feel like its
i wish that you wished that i was doing well
my mind is feeling fuzzy and my body seems to tell
who was that up on my bed yelling to turn it down?
no one

so light up on another cause my body's shutting down
fly off to another place where there's noone around
so light up on another cause your body's shutting down
fly off to another place where there's noone around

Lighting up another blunt (light it up, light it up)
Smoke it up until you're dumb (smoke it up, smoke it up)
Ain't no feelings they all gone (ain't no feelings, ain't no feelings)
Lost em to the chemicals (lost em all to chemicals)

I can't remember when I had a brain
Dont remember when I drove in this lane
Yeah I'm messed up but there's nothing wrong with me
At least my friends know I'm a limosine
For free, for free, for free
I'ma scare your shadow off like mike wazowski
Holy, holy, holy
Wish I never had a gun this glock 19

chemicals

23 yr old solo artist. outsider. diy, punk. this is my only path. message me

Spinnin'

SNOOGI

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