Polarity is a  story that begins with someone falling in love. However, their expression of love has a sea of red flags. It starts to grow into an unhealthy obsession. Before long the main character begins to change their image to reflect the person they admire most, causing a distorted sense of self-image. There is momentary bliss during the time spent with their lover, until they notice the toxic behavior for themselves. The main character becomes over-obsessive, territorial, and bursts in episodes of inappropriate anger. However, their skewed perception of love makes them blind to the actual harm they’re doing to their relationship. They try to control their intense emotions, becoming passive aggressive and bitter. They feel as if the love they’ve given is not being reciprocated, when in reality they’re having a hard time navigating around the thought of personal space and boundaries. Soon the main character experiences depression after their fit of displaced anger. They find something else to obsess over now that their significant other has left them. Unfortunately, the alternative they chose had been substance abuse, landing them in a dark place. While emotions keep oscillating, so do thoughts of suicide and self harm. They feel ultimately worthless and have gone from putting their former lover on the highest pedestal to completely devaluing them. Thinking them out to be a bad person and trying hard to forget who they were. The main character is faced with confrontation after rehabilitating. With a clear head and help from others, they begin to recognize their self destructive patterns and toxicity. In a grand effort, they work on becoming a better person. 

The end of this story is meant to be bittersweet. Although they cannot have the person they want, loving them taught the main character how to manage their emotions and sympathize with the feelings of others. They recount memories of their love for their former partner in a more realistic and healthy way.

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everywhere we can go | 4cid & pinkm00n

mixed by @angy143 
Produced by malloy
cover art drawn and edited my me
Lyrics

Hook)
I'm looking up at the sky tonight pouring up a cup to get me right shawty know what's up she with me all night we fell in love our bond is real tight 
just to get played cause you can't have a rest 
I wanted love but you just wanted see 
I had enough but you keep sending texts 
no more fake love so we can stress less

verse1)
I've just been living fast I don't know if I can slow down I left it all in the past alot of people I don't know now history gets rewritten take the page watch it burn I'm blessed with a curse it hits where it hurts this won't work just leave it in the dirt 

Hook)
I'm looking up at the sky tonight pouring up a cup to get me right shawty know what's up she with me all night we fell in love our bond is real tight 
just to get played cause you can't have a rest 
I wanted love but you just wanted see 
I had enough but you keep sending texts 
no more fake love so we can stress less

verse2)
I've been up for a week I don't think that I can ever sleep funny how they talk about acting like I'm not the that you need 
I'm forever just doing me so it's forever fuck how you feel it's forever drank and perkys it just keeps my heart healed 

Hook)
I'm looking up at the sky tonight pouring up a cup to get me right shawty know what's up she with me all night we fell in love our bond is real tight 
just to get played cause you can't have a rest 
I wanted love but you just wanted see 
I had enough but you keep sending texts 
no more fake love so we can stress less


FAST Ft.Angy (Prod. malloy)

It's a cold, cold world 🌎 yeah they never said it's fair🥺❄

Cold World (Prod. Jean Parker + Gavin Hadley) *ALL PLATS*

Know I gave a thousand reasons not to like me
I got something wrong with me demons excite me
All this hatred in my heart it burns inside me
Imma fuck myself up she gon stare politely 

I’ve been takin all these drugs cause they entice me
I’ve been left out in the cold daily nightly
When I wake up in the night I know I see things 
Please don’t tell me that you know just how I’m feeling

I know that’s it’s not true 
If you saw what I see you’d believe it too 

When I’m asleep inside my dreams 
All of the demons are what i see
Hateful remarks they telling me
Rise from their grasp with lsd

It's so cold in the snow
Why did you have to go
When I needed you most
When I needed you most
You left me in the past now 
I won't ever forget it
 I will never forget it

Demons excite me

Demons Excite me w/ Thrakkz (prod. SPRNG)

Forget my name (Prod.aspect x ayoley)

ghost girl (prod. lil faradeyyy)

PARTY UNTIL THE END 
Beat produced by sogimura go follow his stuff n show him love 

Until the end (Prod.sogimura)

Stained My Heart (prod. The Ushanka Boy)

I'd like to say we gave it a try
I'd like to blame it all on life
Maybe we just weren't right, but that's a lie, that's a lie

And we can deny it as much as we want
But in time our feelings will show

'Cause sooner or later
We'll wonder why we gave up
The truth is everyone knows

Almost, almost is never enough
So close to being in love
If I would have known that you wanted me the way I wanted you
Then maybe we wouldn't be two worlds apart
But right here in each other's arms

If I could change the world overnight
There'd be no such thing as goodbye
You'd be standing right where you were
And we'd get the chance we deserve
The truth is everyone knows

Almost, we almost knew what love was
but almost is never enough

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