Haunted music for your ears my loves <3

U pushed me down the stairs
I broke my collarbone
I know that you don't care
I never go back home
You love to make scream & Shout..
It’s all you’ve ever known
You grew up under roof
with chaos as your love

U a broken vase
Water's leaking out
Everything will flood
Look at the mess you made
Like omfg
Have u not had enough
Cuz im so close to breaking in your arms I feel so rough ..

Like who are you ?

I'm tryna figure out
are you the one I met?
or the one that screams and shouts?
Like who are you?
I don't know what to do
I cut you fully off and I laugh inside my room .

myspacemark:

Buried in the snow 
Finger tips covered wit frost bite 
Would u believe ur eyes 
If The world lit up with fire flies 
When I had no one else 
You would tell me that’s it’s alright 
Connected to your love 
Connected energy like power lines 

The flowers start to die 
There’s glass and water 
All over the floor
Number nine 
Helmut lang 
On my jeans 
Christian Dior
Butterfly on your skin 
Butterfly all my doors
Gunmetal Vivienne 
Westwood crystal orb

Who Are You w/ myspacemark

"things get better" produced by @pw4prez

Performed/Written by @counterxo & @mental

things get better

things get better w/ mental (sochi)

prod @1luvpurp
(your love song)
Im need you, by my side 
yes i do need you my life
no boo i aint wasting no time
yes im cool, hop up in the ride
im no fool give the side eye
bitch i bool posted with my guys
i had to ball out (hard)
i had to check my cards
i to take my (charge)
simple minded heart 
i dealt with the bullshit (a bunch)
cuz i kept on working on my hunch yeah
im tryna play my part
you see me trying you tear me apart 

Dont do this to me 
Dont to this to me girl(x3)
Dont do this to me (x2)

hop in that spot and i geek (fasho)
when i see you, girl i tweak hah
i am not sure what you see 
ima T up for you & me (promise) hah 
think about it i get no sleep
you be trifling it hits so deep hah 
you do that shit OD
i had to push on P 
ran this shit up by myself 
i never needed no help
i know my bros doing well
you get locked up im paying the bail
and i promise baby i wont fail
these feelings not show n tell
and you not winning thats my whole hell
get you spinning in new chanel 👜

(nice to know this songs now pointless)

new chanel 👜 (luvpurp)

rage - without you (meta)

stay! - Give and Take w/ sh1nuchi and T4Z

"patience" produced by @luvsolstice @kashik05 & @kuriyai443 Performed/Written by @counterxo

IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT, YOU HAVE TO BE PERFECT

patience

patience (solstice + kashik + kuriyai)

Instagram - @soapia.live
Mixed - @NubieLovesMe
Prod - takuori
#HeartSing 💗💌
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Lyrics
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Soapia
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Can you see the pain when you look in my eyes
I'm sorry that I'm like this, I wanna apologize
Crying in your arms and you don't realize
To tell you how I feel, I wish I could, why do i try?
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I try to breathe but everything hurts
It's so fucked up, I don't know what you heard
I try to think now but I know it wont stop
I know I'll wake up the second that you call
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@NubieLovesMe
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And I'm not saying
That you're saying
That I'm wrong
Cut my chains
Feel this pain inside my heart
Who's to say that you're meant to be alone
Feelings change
But I wanna keep you close
And all those memories
Girl I hope you 'member those
I took another pill
I pray to God I overdose
You're feeling sick of yourself
You feel like running off
I hope you know you're enough
I'll give you my life tulip
And I just hope you know that I love you so much
I love the words that you're saying
I'm missing your touch
I'll kiss on your cuts
I'm speaking your tears
I'll sing for your heart
I just wish that you were here
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Soapia
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Can you see the pain when you look in my eyes
I'm sorry that I'm like this, I wanna apologize
Crying in your arms and you don't realize
To tell you how I feel, I wish I could, why do i try?
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I try to breathe but everything hurts
It's so fucked up, I don't know what you heard
I try to think now but I know it wont stop
I know I'll wake up the second that you call

Couldn't Find The Words To Keep You Near. [+takuori]

ecoys - pain away prod violet

kisses in the wind

keepsake - kisses in the wind (halo) [hosted by jane]

NEVERLAND

hurt prod gal

(soap) thank u for listening <3

#heartsing 💖

insta - @soapia.live

discord - .soapia.