Softheart Full

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A Collection of Softheart Songs
Guest Starring: Truett, Participation Trophy, and SalemJournl [diary]

softheart [and friends] <3

Darth Rose -
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Youtube - www.youtube.com/channel/UCiyDQmFkkDKyPhqf-LvothA
Twitter - twitter.com/DarthRose3

Kami -
Insta - www.instagram.com/buttermykami/
Youtube - www.youtube.com/channel/UClNaWLew5TFVTPPcSpIdYIg?

SEX (Ft. Kami) (Prod. Kami)

YOUR FAVORITE ARTISTS ARE LYING TO YOU
TALENT IS AN ILLUSION
THIS SCENE RUNS ON EGO

just look at me!
i promise you ill look away
like are you kidding me?
these fake fucks won the game
i live in misery 
and never finish anything i start
when i told you that im only in this shit for the”art”
yuh
“no way”
“woah wait”
“how this kid making beats in his room like all day?”
uh…
its fake 
its fake
when i feed off the words everyone tryna say

tell me what i wanna hear 
the serotonin feels so calming
it isn’t real but im an addict 
and i fucking want it

yuh
“no way”
“woah wait”
“how this kid making beats in his room like all day?”
uh…
its fake!
its fake!
when i feed off the words everyone tryna say 
fuck!
i hate this place
that i put myself in
like a bird in a cage
but
there’s no escape from the false narrative 
pull my strings like a play

these damn fools better zip it
maybe pipe down..?
they steady jerkin off artists at the breakdown 
“holy shit”
“omg”
“he liked my tweet”
“let me message all his friends while im kneeling at his feet”
every song you’ve ever heard was just for fun
and your favorite rapper prolly doesn’t even own a gun 
its
lies on lies shoved down your throat
and you don’t realize its such a joke
they say:

yuh
“no way”
“woah wait”
“how this kid making beats in his room like all day?”
uh…
its fake!
its fake!
when i feed off the words everyone tryna say 
fuck!
i hate this place
that i put myself in
like a bird in a cage
but
there’s no escape from the false narrative 
pull my strings like a play

CELLOPHANE

She woke up
Lit a cigarette and put that playlist on
That I made for her when I cared about her
With all her favorite songs
I ain't put my music on it though
She hates the way I talk
About them drugs or the love I lost
But I'm fucked up and too far gone
I'm being honest
You just want those songs to be about you but they not bitch
You just another problem
And I don't need your trauma
It's hard to tell how high I really get when I'm at the bottom
She tried showing off her man to get me jealous so I robbed 'em

She still let me fuck
That's embarrassing as fuck
Or she just really fucking dumb
Either way I'm moving on
Y'all ain't never had the touch
You need them to put you on
How you gonn' get your money up
She fell asleep in the bathtub
With her playlist on
That I made for her when I cared about her
With all her favorite songs
I ain't put my music on it though
She hates the way I talk
About the way we was in love before she gave it fucking up
Lil bitch you lost it
You made this a show and then you left me in the moshpit
Took my clothes and stole my soul you been left me exhausted
Left me low and left me all alone baby you not it
Took that rope and left it on my throat baby you knot it
Heartless heartthrob
Hard times won't stop
She not the one I told y'all
She played me like an old song
I'm in Manta Rey by the ocean with my new bitch givin' me shoulder rubs
We heading back to the city when I sober up

I just lit another cigarette and put that playlist on
That I made for her when I cared about her
With all her favorite songs
I ain't put my music on it though
She hates the way I talk
About them drugs or the love I lost
But I'm fucked up and too far gone I'm being honest

But we past that
She says I lost everything we had but I don't think we ever had that
Fuck shooting shots I want my strap back
Girl you got nowhere left to hide
You a nightmare I got flashbacks
Can't ride with me you need a bus pass
Or you need to learn to pump gas
If you on my mind you trespassed
I need my money back plus tax
Cut you off like mustache
My love for you just rushed past
You wanted a song about you so I made this for your punk ass

She woke up lit a cigarette
And put that playlist on
That I made for her when I cared about her
With all her favorite songs
I ain't put my music on it though
She hates the way I talk
About them drugs or the love I lost
But I'm fucked up and too far gone
I'm being honest
You just want these songs to be about you but they not bitch
You just another problem and I don't need your trauma
Hard to tell how high I really get when I'm at the bottom
She tried showing off her man to get me jealous so I robbed 'em

favorite songs (p. mileage)

stockholm (prod. sorrow bringer)

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Sins

SINS (Siem Spark X Perish)

What's the point of being in love
What is the use of feeling numb
I never asked for much, All I wanted was your heart
I guess I'm not the one, I'll never be enough
My Lonely broken heart
you knew this from the start
I'll never be enough, for you 

will she stop and hear me sing, will you turn and run away
I've been crying out for her, but you don't want to stay
Boy don't turn out like me, a worthless waste of space
I don't want to live, I'm so sick of empty days
I used to want to spend my time reinvent my life for the better
Ever since she left I don't have to drive to do any better

Never Been Enough (prod. Sorrow Bringer)

I'm Not Myself

outside ghost . heart farm

my first jerseyclub song with @mannyily enjoy

Luv It Feat. Mannyily *OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS*

end of the rainbow (prod. hrpr)

it sits in the heart. the heart is where it sits. it sits in the heart. the heart is where it sits

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heartache

all i see is trouble
i dont see the love 
yeah i dont need to know
yeah i dont need the truth
i just stay alone between these four corners
i just stay alone making beats in my room
and i cant get back those days spent 
dazed and chasing around with you
and i cant no i wont pretend
every single day i would waist it again
i would waist it again

sometimes i wanna die
but i dont like to think about that
cause of fear for it
and sometimes i cant recognize 
the face thats looking back
in the mirror x3

wanna end the pain so bad 
but im scared and i dont wanna let all these people down
every time i come around smell the weed in the air 
yeah my lungs are full of loud
yeah
i just wanna know
baby i just wanna know
no wait i dont wanna know a thing

repeat

all i see is trouble

lyrics 4 the fan that asked for em shout out to you 

nightshade
and my Styrofoam in twos 
i change
and when i go home with you i'll stay

these nights in this waistland, ay
keep me right by your waistband, ay

ooo, leave me on my own too high
leave me make me start a new life
seen it far to much it aint right
too many times

nightshade (prod. truett)

the homie @guccihighwaters

lyrics

(gucci)
I build static
I go crazy
Can't put it out if it doesn't sound amazing
and life's too fast baby hold me till it's over
tell me that you love me maybe once when you're sober
Don't wanna die as a memory
I can't leave without my legacy
Leave love letters lying on my tombstone
death is only physical I'd like to have a new home

Anxiety make my body go numb now
I sleep early withdraw on the comedown 
when I was younger it left me in hunger
but now I'm older 
desire to be under x2

(softheart)
you dont even care like you used to 
you aint even there like you used to be
hard like the usual 
you just give me stares like you're used to me

anxious probably up late
tryna hide my face
tryna bring it back
i was thinking that
life is always moving so fast
before you knew it had passed
doing better still bad

i guess im just scared it wont come
true so i dont think it
i swear its so lonely when its snowing
in new england
thought you called me it was just a 
dream was just a figment
of back when you would hold me 
like the only thing you need is
me 
is me 
is me
hate me you hate me so bad
its over hard to stay sober 
as i get older just grow colder
weed make it okay so i stay stoned
just like a boulder

chorus

anxiety (feat. guccihighwaters)

MUSIC VIDEO:

https://youtu.be/sncR0BS40i0

jealous mess

nothing much

hide the tears

Music video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ctOyErSZ4Wk

guitar by noah walker and chris p
bass by coleman
violin by mohini 
lyrics: 

I go ghost 
It's like myself haunt me I 
I, I let the snow fall on me 
Run from love it's like my heart harm me i
I 
Don't wanna hurt nobody
(repeat)

Don't really like what the truth is 
Better if we just pretend 
Looked in her face and I knew it
That's it she'll never be with me again
Somethings whispering to me
Said go where the road meets with the grass
There's nothing for me where streetlights shine on the highway 
Swear Nothing that feels good lasts

I just look up in the mirror thinking god damn how the hell did I get here 
Says she sincere but I look and can't see her
Wish I woulda back then now I see it so clear 
Ooo 
Walking with a hole in my heart
I know that im over my head
why I'm always upset  
If i told you know youd say you wanna help
But I look around and the only one i see is myself  
Oh well
I really don't understand anymore 
No I don't even really know who I am anymore 
Letting go and falling back 
If youre ever holding out your hand 
I Bet you could understand its just
So much easier to
Hate us just
Moving through the cold like it
Ain't nothing 

I go ghost 
It's like myself haunt me I 
I, I let the snow fall on me 
Run from love it's like my heart harm me i
I 
Don't wanna hurt nobody
(repeat)

Don't really like what the truth is 
Better if we just pretend 
Looked in her face and I knew it
That's it she'll never be with me again
Somethings whispering to me
Said go where the road meets with the grass
There's nothing for me where streetlights shine on the highway 
Swear Nothing that feels good lasts

MUSIC VIDEO

spooky! (video in desc.)

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just happy to be here