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Softheart

sadness

the greatest playlist

chill vibes

no return

softheart 💙

im in my bag of excuses for bad decisions i made  
bad actions stemming from trauma that doesnt justificate  
i look around and see all of this destruction and decay 
but i think the only difference is i didnt see what was right in my face 
at some point you have to face it
used to think fixing my problems was caving
i used to think that my problems were what made me special and that shit is dangerous
and i used to think that if i got better my art would suffer as a trade and
it got to the point where i thought that my mental well being aint even worth saving 
but honestly i was mistaken 
what the fuck was i on 
how could i be so wrong 
i was down for so long
i dug myself too far 
what the fuck was i on 
how could i be so wrong 
i made myself the problem 

i was a victim of temptation and my own temperament
i get too passionate i come off batshit and 
im just a magnet for tragic infatuation 
almost had it but i couldnt capture it 
dont wanna trap it  
dont know whats happenin
but when youre laughing
its great distraction 
i think we might just be moving to fast and 
keep your hands in at all times and belts fastened 
i dont know 
what the fuck i was on 
how could i be so wrong 
i was down for so long
i dug myself too far 
what the fuck was i on 
how could i be so wrong 
i made myself the problem 
and honestly i dont know
what the fuck i was on
how could i be so wrong 
i was down for so long
i dug myself too far 
what the fuck was i on 
how could i be so wrong 
i made myself the problem

my big bag of excuses for this hole I dug myself into

Walking With Fire

I Have So Much Love Inside Of Me To Give

Sunray, the thunderstorm

produced by kassgocrazy
mixed and mastered by kassgocrazy
vocals performed by sewerperson

COVERART BY @UNNANOUNCED ON INSTAGRAM

i want you to suffer (feat. sewerperson)

produced by hiraeth and heylog <3

You’ve got nothing to say to me
I’m drowning in the ocean
Always complain to me
I’m dealing with my own shit
Filling my vacancy
(Just breathe)
If I died tomorow I bet nobody’d even notice

harder to breathe
when ur around I’m losing focus
Trying to speak, the words can’t seem to leave my vocal
Getting likes on ig
cause ur half naked in the photos
I’m dying to sleep, if I wake up im meeting god bro

Stay closer to me
I swear that nobody can touch you
if they tried
I’d grit my teeth and fight them all for you
I’m tryna hide, stop tryna reason what I been thru
It’s not my time, I’d kill anyone laying next to you

never should've went for u
and i ain't know your friend exists
if that was the case i would restart and go for her instead
what a shame
u let your life to pieces
who's to blame
(you)
you're the only reason i can't focus
got me losing sleep
and shit oh how i own it
tell that b-
she can drink bleach
you let it out there in the open
u show yourself no respect
and i wonder if u know this

i'm tired of preaching cus babe it really-
babe it hurts from underneath
all the wasted memories
don't go down, get off your knees
it's not the time for any pleasing

bleach ft. heylog

bubbles /
depends, can you go fuck yourself

hira /
i can see a lot of shit coming out of you 
throwing hands until my face turns a darker blue
the evil in your eyes is pouring out of you
i still wonder why, im never mad at you

you could have some decency 
left me vacant while youre down on your knees
i should be more patient 
but its hard to be
when youre out fucking anybody that

breathes

is it too much to ask for your time
love my patience is walking the line
save me
its not like youd try
fell too close
breaking my spine

too close i feel like an option
i keep tryna run girl 
run into the forest
i could use some safety
are you tryna hold me?
stop shaking
eyes are getting blurry

i dont trust nobody
but i saw you as family
its getting too warm im struggling to breathe
its blatant im nothing to see

i can see a lot of shit coming out of you 
throwing hands until my face turns a darker blue
the evil in your eyes is pouring out of you
i still wonder why, im never mad at you

you could have some decency 
left me vacant while youre down on your knees
i should be more patient 
but its hard to be
when youre out fucking anybody that

breathes

breathe

prod. nevrfall and branwen  
@nevrfall 
@branwenmusic

i take this small one and bend 
its like this battle dont got a end
i can get so in my head but still fuck what they say 
i dont know you and you not my friend
i know that i said i wouldnt get fucked up today
but look at me here i am 
i always end up just going the opposite way
if they try to tell me that i cant 
ill do that shit just to spite you and laugh
fuck out my face bout that i give a damn
i dont know you i dont trust you thats facts 
that shit is just how it is 
i would change it if i could but i cant
i let the world try to make me abandon myself
just to be something for them 
just to be something for somebody else

i push away
everything because i need help
bleed out
on the tile i left a big puddle
i love something
and it gets me into big trouble 
do u need enough 
all these tests i hope i bleed enough 
i left that old part of me where 2016 was 
reasons 
i dont need to ever speak of
leave me 
in a big clump
ima big cluts 
bleeding 
from these thick cuts
i can get rid of 

when i stretch
and this conflict eats me to my bone
cant this toxic world leave me alone 
its ingrown 
if its wrong 
let me reap what i sow

dont go closing your eyes
you never know whats gonna wanna come n hurt you right
and when your outside keep some sort of weapon close to your side
im so sick of hearing bad news somebody died 
and it goes like 
dont go closing your eyes
you never know whats gonna wanna come n hurt you right
and when your outside keep some sort of weapon close to your side
im so sick of hearing bad news somebody died

dont go, closing your eyes

Lyrics:

Its GX, motherfucker

Why am i like this?
Why am i like this?
I’m a ghost
Theres a hole
And i’m bleeding out

Why am i like this?
Why am i like this?
Down to the bone
I have always been nothing 

Shove it down your throat
Abandon every hope x2

Still i could never be one of you
Most of us never had an option to choose

Frustration 
Impatience 

Eviscerate the souls of the broken
Swallow your words and leave your thoughts unspoken

Nobody’s listening
Nobody’s listening
Nobody’s listening when you scream

Why am i like this?
I’m a ghost
Theres a hole
And i’m bleeding out

Why am i like this?
Why am i like this?
Down to the bone
I have always been nothing 

Nobody’s listening
Nobody’s listening
Nobody’s listening when you scream

Poison coursing thru my veins
This world’s nothing but a stage
My heart is filled with so much hate for all of you 

Poison coursing thru my veins
This world’s nothing but a stage
I will never change
But i will never be like you

turmoil

Lyrics:

What a slap in the face
I’m wiping blood from an open wound
I haven’t slept in a day
I’m watching ghosts roam a vacant room

The trees are all dying
The angels are crying
Move closer
Move closer to me

Drag my body under
In your crosshairs
Taking cover
You taught me how to run away
As far as i can

Everything falls to the floor
Should i pick up the pieces?
Should i just leave it?

Everything falls to the floor
Should i pick up the pieces?
Give me a reason

An echo of hope
Extinguished by flames 
You worship my words
But they’re born from my pain

Drag my body under
In your crosshairs
Taking cover
You taught me how to run away
As far as i can

Everything falls to the floor
Should i pick up the pieces?
Should i just leave it?

Everything falls to the floor
Should i pick up the pieces?
Give me a reason

everything falls to the floor

maybe ill leave, take a trip out of state for a while

been trying to not rhyme lately lmk what u think!

madness art by Raid_E

2017

Sound of Silver

New York, I Love You but You're Bringing Me Down

This Is Happening

Dance Yrself Clean

Drive North

Miley

Single from the 2000GT debut EP "ShallowEnd"
instagram.com/mynameisgriff

Youth

Velvet Sheets

prod @notmorgn

i don’t do no drugs
cus they always kill
everything i fucking love
i don’t go to clubs
i am not the plug 
but my phone is blowin up

fuck emotions
i don’t wanna own them
i don’t wanna see another
day of commotion
focused but hopeless
oh shit im broken
i can be fixed but the
potion to potent

fillin up my lungs
like the pump into a gas tank
blowin out the poison to the air
for the last laugh
sometimes life sucks
and i know it
that’s why you gotta
keep going

i keep on going 
i cannot stop 
cus im growing

i keep on going 
i cannot stop 
cus im growing

i used to fuck with people
now i treat them like a phase
cus i told them i was down
then they laughed up in my face
had a frown
then u jumped up out the frame
one hand painting pictures
other hand counting days

i put in 100
they throwin back 50’s
like i was never with it
but your girl was tryna kiss me
sneak diss me?
bitch i been clearin history
since i was fucking 12 watchin
titties on the big screen

i stay up late 
then i skip the morning
they having lunch?
well, i’m fucking snoring
i stay up late 
then i skip the morning
they having lunch?
well, i’m fucking snoring

i keep on going 
i cannot stop
cus im growing

i keep on going 
i cannot stop 
cus im growing

download

keep on going

Everything on the track was made by me.
<3
LYRICS:
(intro)
Im sorry i couldnt meet your needs
Cuz of what i am not thats just how my demons feed
I dont know who you want me to be
Im just another nobody

(Verse)
follow me baby
i dont wanna be alone
Drive me crazy
cant care of my own

Never switched a light in your house
If theres something wrong with me just go all out

Dont tell me no more lies, i will flip out.
Had enough of this, cant look me in the eyes

(Break/Pre-Chorus)
You wouldnt look at me 
when i told you that you're beautiful
Yeah ive been on my knees, unmovable
but you go back to him as usual

You're still hiding something i can tell
I see it in your eyes you feel ashamed
Never been bad, but I'm in hell
Ive never really cried, i just feel drained

(Hook)
Dont fuckin text me, out all night. 
Dont fuckin talk to me im alright.
2018 new year, Ill be grinding now
Ima ride these waves somehow

2xU - Secrets

prod. reaper https://soundcloud.com/prodreaper
gucci https://soundcloud.com/guccihighwaters
iof https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic

My Place (feat. guccihighwaters) [prod. reaper]

MUSIC VIDEO : https://bit.ly/2wY59yY

HUGE thank you to everyone that's supported me so far
this album is a favorite for sure, i hope you all feel the same <3


album credits:

huge thanks to @noahwalker, this album wouldn't be what it is without him 

instrumentation: noah walker, quinn, chris p, coleman, mohini 

production: something worth living for (prod. killedmyself)
all other production done by me

MUSIC VIDEO

somewhere with you (video in desc.)

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sy6F-hKr3Y4

violin by mohini

something to live for (prod. killedmyself)VIDEO IN DESC.

meet me by the moonlight
watch me beat the heartbreak, start a new life
change it if it aint right
way too high
how i spend my late nights
who are you to think
you can give me good advice
tell em goodbye
just tryna have a good time 
keep my good side
somewhere in the sunshine
having mood swings
only good sometimes
i stay true to me
not that hard for you to lie

i just wanna go
get somewhere out of this place
i just want some gold on my chest
to help balance the weight on my back
hear it all
just don't give a fuck what you say that's my bad
getting over it
just gotta get myself on the right track
you can't make it up 
i like making love
i don't wanna fuck
my heart in my hand i act like i can't love enough
was it fun?
i don't know how i could be so dumb
i thought you were the one
but know i know that you're nothing but trouble
yuh yuh
better off dead baby leave me in the ground
i just need a girl that can hold me down
act like i dont see you tryna bite my sound
and my haters all just wondering when i might slow down
fuck em
watch me put my face in a pound like its nothing
she keeps spreading rumors all around me like she love it
all that shit is week baby 
i could give a fucking shit what they think
they em they can all suck it

meet me by the moonlight
watch me beat the heartbreak, start a new life
change it if it aint right
way too high
how i spend my late nights
who are you to think
you can give me good advice
tell em goodbye
just tryna have a good time 
keep my good side
somewhere in the sunshine
having mood swings
only good sometimes
i stay true to me
not that hard for you to lie

i spend each day 
tryna push back this weight but nothing happens
dont get why its still so bad
its not like i dont get the practice
practicly
dead up in this half plastic seat
i sit back and
back to back i pack and ash it
can't feel shit but i keep packing, ay
she gon rip my heart up out my chest
and i still wish her the best
cause i know one day i'll be dead and i'm not leaving with regrets
but the pain ain't nothing less 
bitch 
in the end i just hope that you're impressed
bitch

meet me by the moonlight
watch me beat the heartbreak, start a new life
change it if it aint right
way too high
how i spend my late nights
who are you to think
you can give me good advice
tell em goodbye
just tryna have a good time 
keep my good side
somewhere in the sunshine
having mood swings
only good sometimes
i stay true to me
not that hard for you to lie

Lies, Rumors, and Gossip

RIP LIL PEEP 

this is a remix of angeldust

shout out to @mysticphonk too cause i think he made the guitar sample all credit to him

wasting time

www.instagram.com/notemrys
cursed with the halo

ft. @guccihighwaters
www.instagram.com/guccihighwaters
prod. nrmn.btz.

Spotify

cursed ft. guccihighwaters (prod. nrmn.btz.)

Can you hear my voice through the storm?
Tell me what it is we're fighting for...

ANA
I love you </3

Stream / Save on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5jvnEE9aPgPXh9UgjvYMLw

Must always credit in title (prod. Zaini)
Lease Beats: https://zainibeats.beatstars.com/

Stream on Spotify

can you hear my voice

ошибка

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-the-next-morning-lyrics

free download

the next morning

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-the-first-time-i-met-a-ghost-lyrics

guitar done by @noahwalker

the first time i met a ghost

sample: gert taberner - fallen 
https://soundcloud.com/gerttabernermusic

Instagram

you don't love me anymore

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-growth-spurts-lyrics

Growth Spurts

lyrics:
https://genius.com/Softheart-still-dont-know-what-im-running-from-lyrics

this song is from around 2017 and it's one of the first songs i made under softheart, i deleted it a long ass time ago and thought it was gone forever but someone happened to upload it to youtube and a fan sent me the link asking about the song so i decided to redo it.

still don't know what i'm running from

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-insecure-lyrics

guitar by noah walker!

Insecure

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just happy to be here