Unearthing

The act of sampling ... and that's when i understood

Sooo Um (mix 2)

peachy ━☆ *.･｡ﾟ fuck what you thought its really me live your life and find happiness 2023 and on <3

let me set the scene
its 2am this thick black veil is over everything 
theres nothing here except the wind and faint sounds of the creek
this light glows when i spark it 
i spend life fighting this darkness
i might come back a little scratched but life is never easy 
i found this me then watched myself split into seperate things
scattered all around the fields to go collect again
im almost all together now except some little cracks 
aint shit change im still out back 
ashing joints on back door steps
got some love but will it last 
i can only really guess 
my landlord is garbage 
fuck this house u can ash on the carpet
my brain skips and short circuts 
this life is one big circus  

by the highway we watch shadows pass
and the light bends round your silloette
imma smoke till i cant breath any air
sometimes i dont wanna be anywhere
but i wont leave just please do not turn off the show
this is my favorite episode
lets just close these curtains slow 
   
i just get so scared that youll go 
i cant help its how i cope 
i got habits i cant fix    
i just cant help but self destroy 
i had friends i could have helped  
so i let new ones in my life 
take advantage of me now
and it all looks so clear now
seeing it from this vantage point 

ill be out soon 
im in deep but im making big strides 
i took more than 2
like whats gonna happen this time 
by the highway we watch shadows pass
and the light bends round your silloette
imma smoke till i cant breath any air
sometimes i dont wanna be anywhere
but i wont leave just please do not turn off the show
this is my favorite episode
lets just close all these curtains slow 
stuck in a never ending game
im lost in the bits and code 
someones in my computer screen
and she calls to me i know

rip myself into a million different little pieces (prod. danbarry)

lyrics ⬇️

Cover ur eyes dont look at me if you see me without you
no big surprise i gave you a thousand hours in the rearview
i wasted my time
really thought everything you said was so true
but i wasnt right
ur breaking my spine

they all see me smile still
from the outside it seems like im fine
but right now when i close my eyes
i find out That i crossed the line

im pushing 95 on the backroads
passing street signs i dont see those
got scratched eyes and a runny nose
some feline made me overdose

had one try now im over those
Still some nights 
on the summer roads
see the sunrise
i can see home
but thats not even where i wanna go

(evergarden)

bags under my eyes
i dont think i care enough
too bad i cant fall asleep 
knowing u try to gaslight me 
cross my mind
putting myself first for once
oh its unlike me i think
oh it weighs on me i sink 

she said my songs alright but it sounds unlike me
its just me being honest and its getting too much

i can see home w/ evergarden (yunnygoldz)

[Intro]
4ever young
I hate Shinigami

[Chorus]
I wanna fly to the sky right now
Dissipate to the grave right now
Just thought I would have known it all by now
Put the barrel in my mouth right now
Right now, I'm up
I'm down, can't feel
My body, can't hear
A sound, right now
Right now, I'm up
I'm down, I'm too
Far gone, please hold
Me down

[Verse 1]
I don't think that you noticed
I'm so distant, out of focus
Paint a picture with my ignorance
Feel the spectrum with dissonance
Dissolution, destruction
I am a product of corruption
In due time, I'll find you
Until then, I'll remind you
Of a place you've seen, buried in your dreams
Haven't visited in years, why does it mean so much to me?

9TAILS - right now (ft. shinigami)

9TAILS- look at the moon (prod. scottysplash)

TOLD YOU [GUAPO6X]

4give don’t 4get (sinvets)

REBELMUSIC

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peachy ━☆ *.･｡ﾟ fuck what you thought its really me live your life and find happiness 2023 and on <3

Softheart