song leaked a month ago idk how to change the date whateva

Hail (prod. harvest & saint tomorrow)

Basketcase - Softheart

And Another Too

the first half is basically is a cover of a laura les song called gone with a knife, given all wrong!!!!!!1!!!1!11
https://soundcloud.com/osno1/gone-with-a-knife-given-all-wrong

gone

(prod sorrow bringer)
@sorrow_bringer

its a nightmare no its not a fairytale
im an alien 
im not american
and im not ur fucking experiment
for you to discard
when the times up and youre sick of listening
its embarassing
you dont care a bit
grab my face and i scratch claw and tear at it
till i rip it off
i never liked it much when i was wearing it 
i know that they staring
i dont care a bit
and i know that i love to my own detriment 
can we just talk about something else instead
and every time i think about u i just drop dead
and now im just standing there holding my head
i dont wanna miss out if im not there
i dont wanna leave the house when your haunt it
i dont wanna leave the house when u ----
its a nightmare no its not a fairytale
im an alien 
not american
and im not ur fucking experiment
for you to discard
when the times up and youre sick of listening
its embarassing
you dont care a bit
grab my face and i scratch claw and tear at it
till i rip it off
i never liked it much when i was wearing it

drop dead

"I will never know" - is a poetic descent into the fog of dementia — a song about the slow unravelling of self, memory, and the bonds that once defined a life. Through vivid imagery of fading books, lost seasons, and fractured identity, the piece explores the quiet tragedy of watching the world slip away from within.
It is a lament for the person we were, and the love that struggles to remain when names, faces, and moments drift into shadow.
A haunting reflection on memory, identity, and the ache of becoming a stranger to your own life.

I will never know - 1

'to have & to hold' is not a biography, a lecture, or a historical reconstruction. It is an imagined world — one you step into to feel your way around an idea rather than to learn it.

The album takes place loosely in early-20th-century Cambridge, at the moment when Western thought was beginning to strain under its own certainty. Science had proved astonishingly powerful at breaking reality into parts, explaining mechanisms, and producing results — yet at the same time it was encountering problems it could no longer fully contain. Probability was replacing certainty. Events mattered as much as objects. Meaning no longer sat still.

Out of this tension emerged process philosophy: the idea that reality is not made of finished things, but of ongoing happenings — that love, time, marriage, and even truth itself are not states you reach, but activities you keep participating in.

The album imagines this moment through a human lens. A mathematician trying to complete a system of logic. A thinker insisting that nothing important is ever truly finished. Proofs accumulating. Years passing. A marriage understood first as a statement, then slowly revealed as a practice. Love appearing not as romance in the foreground, but as something quietly unfolding elsewhere — happening whether it is attended to or not.

Rather than explaining these ideas directly, the songs allow you to inhabit them. You hear bells ring. You feel evenings close in. You sense the weight of unfinished work and the relief of letting something continue without control. The philosophy is not taught; it is lived.

This is a soft documentary in sound — an audio quantum leap into a world. Its purpose is not accuracy, quotation, or instruction, but immersion. By the time the album ends, you may not be able to define process philosophy in a sentence — but you may feel why it arose, what problem it was answering, and why it still matters.

To Have and To Hold is an exploration of commitment not as possession, but as attention.
Of marriage not as a conclusion, but as renewal.
Of understanding not as something you arrive at — but something that keeps happening.

If you listen closely, nothing here ever quite resolves.
But something continues.

Eighty Pages

Anything But Subtle

Check Now (it's a trap!)

@sewerperson is one of the greatest things to ever happen to me. his music changed my mindset on life. and saved my life and I will forever appreciate that. i have finally got a feature with him after 2.5 years of grinding. <3 Dreams Come True I love you Anxiety Gang <3

On All Platforms! 
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/xelfiy/broke-heart-chain

Lyrics:

150 we been flying down the highway
If we crashing we dyin in the wrong lane 
3 am and we hidin in the dark 
Like we haven't been hiding all day 

Broke heart on my me
Broke heart on my chain
Broke heart on my me
Broke heart on my chain
Whole squad wit me 
There is no one to blame

Broke heart on my Tee
Broke heart on my chain
Whole squad wit me 
There is no one to blame

And there's nothing I would change 
But I could use more money in the bank
I been scraping up change 
calling me out cuz they been seeing the fame 
Told my whole fam 
nothing gonna be the same 
Breaking up kinda Broke me up
Every thing changed 

Switchin flows Switchin hoes Switch lanes 
I know I could do better But I loved you
I waited I wanted I cryed
Now I'm running from you 

Jealous of her texts She Said they just friends 
All I see is the sex All I see is the next on you 
Scratches on my neck all i feel is the bruises i am a wreak

I swear you drive high cuz you kinda wanna die 
You family is mess But baby so is mine 
Ion why ion why we keep going threw this like this
Maybe I was hoping we would get threw this
But you just noticed me

I swear you drive high cuz you kinda wanna die 
You family is mess But baby so is mine 
Ion why ion why we keep going threw this like this
Maybe I was hoping we would get threw this
But you never noticed me

never noticed me
breaks my heart in to peices
they falling to the crease of the universe
crystals reborn i guess 

ill find you
from these frozen wastes
baby ill save you
whatever it takes
i hear voices from hell
guide me closer to peril
from the edge of the world
i brought stories to tell
i shed my skin in the moonlight
felt this flesh growing to tight
i put my hands over pink eyes
im allergic to sunlight
maybe one day
we could get along alright
but the cruel world
force my hand into the night
skies of infinite gray
feel this storm from the bay
baby girl its ok
in this cabin were safe
and in the moments i miss you
stalling here in the twilight
i look back in my rear view
and i pray that ur alright

ALL PLATFORMS

Broken Heart Chain (feat. Sewerperson) (Prod. River Beats)

additional instrumentation by Cisco
@waitingoncisco

Space Princess (with waitingoncisco)

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just happy to be here