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softheart❤️

Azentrix

this song was inspired/interpolated from a softheart type beat i found on youtube, please go give some love to w1nter/shy: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UChPhqiihr2QL0nMOr5FmlbQ

New Terrain

im in my bag of excuses for bad decisions i made  
bad actions stemming from trauma that doesnt justificate  
i look around and see all of this destruction and decay 
but i think the only difference is i didnt see what was right in my face 
at some point you have to face it
used to think fixing my problems was caving
i used to think that my problems were what made me special and that shit is dangerous
and i used to think that if i got better my art would suffer as a trade and
it got to the point where i thought that my mental well being aint even worth saving 
but honestly i was mistaken 
what the fuck was i on 
how could i be so wrong 
i was down for so long
i dug myself too far 
what the fuck was i on 
how could i be so wrong 
i made myself the problem 

i was a victim of temptation and my own temperament
i get too passionate i come off batshit and 
im just a magnet for tragic infatuation 
almost had it but i couldnt capture it 
dont wanna trap it  
dont know whats happenin
but when youre laughing
its great distraction 
i think we might just be moving to fast and 
keep your hands in at all times and belts fastened 
i dont know 
what the fuck i was on 
how could i be so wrong 
i was down for so long
i dug myself too far 
what the fuck was i on 
how could i be so wrong 
i made myself the problem 
and honestly i dont know
what the fuck i was on
how could i be so wrong 
i was down for so long
i dug myself too far 
what the fuck was i on 
how could i be so wrong 
i made myself the problem

my big bag of excuses for this hole I dug myself into

LYRICS:

They counted me out but im back in
Watch as I pop in this bitch like acne
She want me to hit from the back end
Baby just arch ur back in
Im on the tippy toes up at the side of ur bed so I feel like Michael Jackson
Im blowing this blunt its salmon piss
And they paying me bare to talk a bit
Im up at the top of the world lil bitch
Im Like How the fuck I accomplish this
Im high as fuck in this mask right now and I thought I was Darth Vader yea
She got a corny ass boyfriend say shit like see u later alligator

Ion know how to choke
Ion know how to choke
He got the cannon he firing balls in this bitch huh jeronamo
I feel so lucky i was blessed with a gift that me handle all my problems
I get too down on myself at the end of the night but the music always there
Dont be afraid
Dont be afraid
Dont be afraid its ok im good company
Dont be afraid
Dont be afraid
Ion know what to say what else could anyone ever want for me
Dont
Dont
I was almost out of this bitch but I cant leave my home
And I stopped going on twitter I swear its made for assholes
Why everyone so bitter with shit they really aint even know
Everyone here the same sinner lil bitch I promise you’d be exposed
I promise I dont give a fuck about the opinion of a cunt
U chronically online I pray u walk out for some sun
Feel the earth
Do u feel a rush

They counted me out but im back in
Watch as I pop in this bitch like acne
She want me to hit from the back end
Baby just arch ur back in
Im on the tippy toes up at the side of ur bed so I feel like Michael Jackson
Im blowing this blunt its salmon piss
And they paying me bare to talk a bit
Im up at the top of the world lil bitch
Im Like How the fuck I accomplish this
Im high as fuck in this mask right now and I thought I was Darth Vader yea
She got a corny ass boyfriend say shit like see u later alligator

DONT BE AFRAID (taylor morgan X 4evr)

i find it kinda fucked up
how you fucked two guys and called it bad luck
(called it bad luck)
im never, okay
i haven't been the same since 2018
and what a shame that is
it really coulda been nice 
but you marked my heart 
and tore it out with a knife
and no i dont think its fair
you put me on life support
and now you're pulling the cord,
baby, why so short?
yeah, why so short?
you cut me off the leash
and now you're never gonna get me back
(why dont they want me?)
yeah my nose is running
and my heart is hurting
i dont wanna do it now
i dont wanna go outside
i been falling

i find it kinda fucked up
how you fucked two guys and called it bad luck
(called it bad luck)
im never, okay
i haven't been the same since 2018
and what a shame that is
it really coulda been nice 
but you marked my heart 
and tore it out with a knife
and no i dont think its fair
you put me on life support
and now you're pulling the cord,
baby, why so short?
yeah, why so short?
you cut me off the leash
and now you're never gonna get me back
(why dont they want me?)
yeah my nose is running
and my heart is hurting
i dont wanna live if its not with you
i dont wanna be someone you knew
i guess it was fun while it lasted, now im dead
only 17 but im lying in my bed.

bad luck (boyfifty)

And Another Too

Intro: Bones & Dylan Ross - LikeITaughtYou

https://soundcloud.com/teamsesh/sets/bones-dylan-ross

ThatsTheFaceYouMakeWhenYouReallyLoseSomething [edit]

https://soundcloud.com/613ninja


and it hurts still when you cut slowly
and my heart still beating when it's broken
getting harder now to breathe when i'm choking
i don't wanna feel the heat nah i'm frozen

and i'm fucked up reason why i'm lonely
i'm a lost cause ain't no point in knowing me
i'm a ghost now ain't nobody saw me
and i'm gone now i don't know where i'm going

[District]
i know you don’t understand, I
don’t see you reaching your hand out, no
don’t try to call me again
ayy
fuck all these feels, it’s just chemicals
now where have you been?
wondering when,
will she ever get the fuck out my head?
still don’t understand, how could u....
shit, I saw the hurt from the cuts on her skin

[Ja¥en]
i can’t feel anything inside my body
numbing everything, need escape from pain.
dead, now I’m a ghost
wonder if you even saw me
my heart falling apart
i’m the one to blame 

[Ja¥en x District]

i’m a ghost u can’t see me, yeah I’m gone now
floating off into space, where the stars are
in the Phantom windows tinted, music so loud
i don’t know where I’m going, but it’s so far
x2

Hurt w/ Ja¥en x District (prod. Sleye)

a collection of music from the last 4 months w/ Zack

thank you for all your love & continued support.

special thanks to Reaper, Nadiak, Ten50, & Bonta for the production.
thank you to T. Aubrey for direction and keeping us on track.

I'm Wrong w/ SpaceMan Zack (prod. Reaper)

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-the-next-morning-lyrics

free download

the next morning

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-the-first-time-i-met-a-ghost-lyrics

guitar done by @noahwalker

the first time i met a ghost

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-growth-spurts-lyrics

Growth Spurts

lyrics:
https://genius.com/Softheart-still-dont-know-what-im-running-from-lyrics

this song is from around 2017 and it's one of the first songs i made under softheart, i deleted it a long ass time ago and thought it was gone forever but someone happened to upload it to youtube and a fan sent me the link asking about the song so i decided to redo it.

still don't know what i'm running from

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-insecure-lyrics

guitar by noah walker!

Insecure

main guitar loop by Sorrow Bringer! @sorrow_bringer

Nosedive 2

maniac

art by denevikart

lyrics:

hey hey
i been pullin through
why wassup w you?
im unteachable
seated in stone
carcass past i reap and sew
golden caps i took 3 o those
brand new pack i breath in slow
so much smoke i couldnt see thru the door
theres closure 
ill never find and shit i dont need to know
uuurg
i light up this cape on me and burn
i got so much weight on me it burst
pictures of those days hit me in blurs
man back in the days i was the worst
i still remeber when i heard about when 
there was a village on the top of the mountain
i almost fell to the cold when i found it 
but you if you saw it trust me its astounding 
there was a tale of heartbreak and denial when 
there once was someone that he let close around him 
he closed himself off from fear of letdowns  
and thus closed off love he would have found then
they just dont see it though
why he always seem so low
its insatiable 
no signal up here im unreachable 
its nothing you need to know
noone even knows me yeah thats me you know
damn i used to think you didnt love me enough
how much you hurt me shit i beleive you now  
im unteachable
seated in stone
carcassed past i reap and sew
golden caps i took 3 o those
brand new pack i breath in slow
so much smoke i couldnt see thru the door
theres closure 
ill never find and shit i dont need to know
give me something doc say it straight
give me somethin i can work with
act like i did it on purpose 
like its all purpose 
and its all just context
no its not all words said
we just all want purpose 
we just all want purpose
we just all want purpose
its a gift and a curse idk which side id put first
i know ill be searching
till im in my hearse 
sometimes i feel like life plays out like its all rehearsed 

(chorus)

Little stone statue (prod. LR beats)

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just happy to be here