The Upload

prod. harvest

♥️

♥ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3S_9GxjF0cM ♥

https://velvetqueen.bandcamp.com/track/let-me-die 

prod. https://soundcloud.com/nbnt
prod. https://soundcloud.com/harvest

[lyrics]
if everything's goin right
then why does it feel so wrong
i think i'm scared of the light
i think i'm scared to go on

i need some opiates now
i need some sadness to drown me
i'm not good at bein happy
i'm only good at bein lonely

these feelings, they don't feel like me
i'm distant from who i used to be
i'm glad that i changed, i am
but i dont think i'll stay as i am

i don't want love i want drugs
i don't want love i want drugs

stop fuckin bein so nice
i don't deserve this 
please let me just die

i don't want love i want drugs
i don't want love i want drugs...

Let Me Die (prod. nobloodnotears & harvest)[video link in description]

instagram.com/harvestdusker
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/0jYjccpOVYyhSSjs6di9DH?si=aSSs6oZVSjmj_2Pw0xiDkA
every night i close my eyes like i'm alright, tell myself that i'll be okay i'll be fine

vocals: @lilxlotus - twitter.com/LILXLOTUS

production: @harvest - twitter.com/hr_vest

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wasting your time w/ lil lotus

the homie @guccihighwaters

lyrics

(gucci)
I build static
I go crazy
Can't put it out if it doesn't sound amazing
and life's too fast baby hold me till it's over
tell me that you love me maybe once when you're sober
Don't wanna die as a memory
I can't leave without my legacy
Leave love letters lying on my tombstone
death is only physical I'd like to have a new home

Anxiety make my body go numb now
I sleep early withdraw on the comedown 
when I was younger it left me in hunger
but now I'm older 
desire to be under x2

(softheart)
you dont even care like you used to 
you aint even there like you used to be
hard like the usual 
you just give me stares like you're used to me

anxious probably up late
tryna hide my face
tryna bring it back
i was thinking that
life is always moving so fast
before you knew it had passed
doing better still bad

i guess im just scared it wont come
true so i dont think it
i swear its so lonely when its snowing
in new england
thought you called me it was just a 
dream was just a figment
of back when you would hold me 
like the only thing you need is
me 
is me 
is me
hate me you hate me so bad
its over hard to stay sober 
as i get older just grow colder
weed make it okay so i stay stoned
just like a boulder

chorus

anxiety (feat. guccihighwaters)

feature: @guccihighwaters

lyrics:

(softheart)
why would i trust in anything
i dont feel the love it dont mean a thing
feels so good then it really sting
i dont really talk but i really sing 
she got me thinking like
oo she had me
cut me off so bad
leave me messed up in my head
only miss us when were bad
i be in my room smoking loud sitting silent
you should be adressed as your highness
i swear every time we touch just mitus
im just roaming through the ridges of your irus
violence got your eyelids looking violet
promise ill get rid of him ill leave him where i find him
i be with the blinds dimmed hidin
vibin

unimpressed and always bored
it aint here yet so i'll wait for it
im depressed and always stoned
im always stressed i can't control it 
uninterested always alone
fire in my chest and my heart cold
bedroom unkept ash all over my floor
i got kush in my breath merijuana my decor


(gucci)
oh
i’m all alone my phone dead
i got thoughts of the end 
and my eyes sell a forfeit
thoughts of brain matter
stain my mattress
thoughts you drown me
like a baptist

girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

(softheart)
yeah and im just an outcast 
only fit in with the skyline 
cause im always lighting up
never really gets me numb enough
sorry i wasnt the one you loved

(gucci&softheart)
girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

i'm not the one you love (feat. guccihighwaters)

download: https://we.tl/9tceOMtpjD

lyrics

BONES CASUALLY INCREASE THE CASUALTIES 
NO I NEVER HEARD OF YOUR SHIT DONT BOTHER ASKING ME
I RESPAWN BACK AT MY TOMB 6 FEET OF DIRT ON ME
DRAG MYSELF OUTTA WHERE THE WORMS AND THE VERMON BE
I THRIVE UNDER ODD CIRCUMSTANCES USED TO PASS OUT CASHED
STOMACH SINGING LIKE THE HANSONS 
DIRT ROADS MADE ME SOMETHING YOU CANT HANDLE
THE SNOW TURNED ME COLD FOREVER ENCHANTING
SKELETON MAGIC BLADE THE ATTACHMENT  
YOU MUST BE CRACKED IF YOU THINK YOUR SHIT SMACKIN
WE KNOW THE TRUTH AND YOU KNOW THE FABLE
COMIN DOWN HARD NO WORDS NO LABEL
I JUST WAKE UP AND ITS OVER FOR YOUR STABLE
DONT MATTER WHERE YOU SIT I TURN THE TABLES
BRAINDEAD BLUNTS GOT ME FEELING UN ABLE
MODERN DAY PACK GOT MY LUNGS LOOKING ANCIENT
EYE LIDS SHUT DEEP BREATHE OUT IN NATURE
BET I BREAK YOU BAD NEWS BET THAT YOU WONT SAY SHIT
I KNOW IM THE REASON THAT YOU SWEATIN TRYING TO MAKE SHIT
CANT NOBODY HEAR YOU IF NEVER REALLY SAYING SHIT

LivingSucks

Bones - NightShift (prod. by Harvest)

Produced by Harvest
Lyrics

the deadest the pettiest why would they let me in
why the fuck would anybody start with me
bones the ruler that ruger wont do shit ill prove it
put one to my head and watch me still breathe
you dont gotta go and believe me
see the day that i l e a v e this whole scene will terminate permanently
they see the skull and they know its the team
design you like tyrus put you in a creek
6 feet deep thats where you can find me
i know all the spots no way you can hide from me
extendo clip in the glock oh please oh behave watch me reprimand thee
dunce cap on ya put you in a corner
teamsesh bone head turn you to a goner
lifespan longer my songs shorter
only lines you gots the ones that you snortin 
i became a legend fuck all these peasents
1522 countin riches peep the ledger
vegan leather synthetic suede lock you in a cage like the food that u ate
take you to thehealingfields lay you down make it real
time for vacation cabin hidden in the hills
pop quiz i got it locked bitch its the deadman graveyard lock smith
top notch shit on the block shit buck knives in my right and left pockets

Uncle Ricky's Album

Bones - VeganLeather

stream: https://spoti.fi/2FT8LZs

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-right-back-to-the-beginning-lyrics

piano loop used by dusthill

Right Back To The Beginning

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-and-guccihighwaters-when-it-runs-up-lyrics

produced by @guccihighwaters and softheart
guitar by @cisco-kid-music

When It Runs Up (feat. guccihighwaters)

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-today-lyrics

wow i cant believe i got truett to do a feature verse without any credit  what a good guy

Today

i try to give my all to you
i'm all for you
but i ain't foh you
oh no
u try to give me sugared truths
knowing my sweet tooth
will fall foh u
oh no
what am i sposed to do
when i can't hold u
but u tell me to 
hold on
what then when the feelins gone 
and u say u loved me all along 

fuck everything i've ever fucking loved
i've burned it to the ground
cuh ion wanna see it run
ur love tastes like a bullet and a gun
loving you back sounded like 
suicidal fun but
it ain't alright
and i'm not fine 
youd have me cut my wrists cuz u wanna die 
have me die first so u have someone waiting on the other side 
shorty don't even care if i cried (X3)

i try to give my all to you
i'm all for you
but i ain't foh you
oh no
u try to give me sugared truths
knowing my sweet tooth
will fall foh u
oh no
what am i sposed to do
when i can't hold u
but u tell me to 
hold on
what then when the feelins gone 
and u say u loved me all along

sweet tooth (prod. smokerose)

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Prod. @reedkun
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Lyrics:
Circles forming under my eyes
I lost count of days gone by
I just want to make someone mine
Even if i die Imma try, 
imma try

Im sorry for all those times
I sat there and made you cry
Lately i been getting high
Wasting time, wasting time


It just hurts
It just gets worse
It just hurts
It just gets worse

I been on my own, I been in the dirt
I been all alone, i just wanna skrt
Where i wanna go, gotta make it work
Ice on my bones, i feel like a jerk


Circles forming under my eyes
I lost count of days gone by
I just want to make someone mine
Even if i die Imma try, 
imma try

Im sorry for all those times
I sat there and made you cry
Lately i been getting high
Wasting time, wasting time


I dont know where my life is going
I hope my heartaches never showing
Sometimes i feel time slowing
Im stuck here and im smoking

Drugs ill sniff so i keep on going
Why she up on me till the morning
Blood on her lips and her fangs are showing
Fantasy girl, pretty eyes are glowing


Im exhausted with the state that i been in
Im emotionally drained and on a thin line
Of not giving a fuck bout anything
Or getting so depressed bout everything


Circles forming under my eyes
I lost count of days gone by
I just want to make someone mine
Even if i die Imma try, 
imma try

Im sorry for all those times
I sat there and made you cry
Lately i been getting high
Wasting time, wasting time

🔄 Circles 🔄[Prod. Reedkun]

Current (with harvest)

Disappearing Act

Starcourt

starcourt

Lyrics

I don't like the way I feel when I'm alone without you here
All I do is scream for help but I don't think you ever hear
Hate inside my veins everyday that you're away 
And I don't feel the same, I just wanna see your face

I wanna get so fucked up right now but I'm really trying not to go that route
I can't even lie I really miss your touch now, I really wish you'd come back now
I don't see the point of going on without you
I get so annoyed when I wake up without you here

I feel like ice
My skin so cold
I miss those nights
You'd hold me close

My voice breaks and cracks when I talk to you now 
I don't think we'll get back when you were still around 
I hate that fucking song where I sampled your laugh
Because it really shows you laugh at me when I'm down

I have so much more love than I would ever show 
And I did so damn much that you will never know
And it was all for you but you're a fucking ghost 
I'm glad we're fucking through but I don't really know

agony. (unwritten) | Produced by nicasso

joke's on you

intentions

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just happy to be here