Its Gone (Prod. Trench Boy)

Feels the same

shoutout to everyone in this song ily all :) <3
prod. sorrow bringer (goat)
mix: epitome, kanashi, autumn, casperrr
master: epitome

EPITOME:

if you look into my blackened soul 
you’ll see i’ve begun to decompose 
and with nothing but a rope around my neck
i’ll hang in the gallows dead
hold back the tears you’ll shed
leave all the words unsaid
i was hanging on by a thread
it’s better off instead 
that i’m 6 feet deep beneath the surface
i’ve said this once i know i’m worthless
i fall short of being perfect 
can you show me that i’m worth it
am i worth saving?
my body’s decaying
my flesh is rotting 
i feel like a zombie
i think the ends approaching
i feel it upon me
now i know i’m not worth saving 
i’m trying but it doesn’t seem to be enough
no one gives a fuck
i don’t even know what i’ve become
(can you tell me what i’ve become i give in too easy oh the end has just begun)

KANASHI:

Ion even know what I’ve become 
shits got me so fucked up…
And pls don’t wake me 
I’m busy taking a break from life
Ion wanna be a part of this anymore 
One foot in and the other out the door 
Cuz nothing lasts forever 
So just toss me like a wrapper on the floor…

AUTUMN:

i can't tell tonight apart from all them in the past
i can speak, i can breathe, but my brain is gonna gache
if you feed off of me, hope you like consuming trash
waking up inside this bed 
is something i'd rather not have
i'm tearing at my skin
could it get much worse than this
that's the only thing i'd ask
besides when you'll text me back

CASPERRR:

don't you text me back 
please i don't wanna relapse
feel this agonizing pressure on my chest
i can't breathe,i can't eat i can't get no rest  

fucked up, over what u told me
u left and now i'm lonely 
got 5gs and smoked that whole shit, holy-moly
u really said i was ur only
that guy was just a homie 
and now im dyin slowly, lonely

epitomeoffailure x kanashi x autumndropsdead x casperrr - blackened soul (sorrow bringer)

Lyrics:

bitch you made a monster, im a fiend, ima get mine
used to be so docile in the crib while i was still fine
now im saying fuck it ima slide and hit the big time
if you hit me up a couple years i prolly been died

put that on my suicide, now i know its do or die
is he gonna live or is he gonna bump and do a line
bitch i said im fuckin fine, homie this is 29
i could give a shit if i aint never make the pain subside

bitch know if i want it ima get it, huh
drowning deep inside and all this pain it got me spinnin, huh
i aint know much longer ima live so im just spittin, huh
get all my thoughts up out my brain and all my feelings, huh

on the block they call me emo dont condone this
Ruger in my hoodie put the dot up on they throat bitch
i been through some shit since we talked and you know this
all went out the window im just puttin you on notice

i aint really care bout nothin
i could die any day while im stuntin
put the glock to my brain just for fun bitch
im a pro not the first time i done this
so fuck it all

think that im startin to forget your face
got laced lean so i jet into space
its more like the gutter, same shit anyway
when youre dying real slow plus you hooked on the K

ever since you went away, i been high like every day
struggle with my demons had to stop, making me insane
now i dont got nothin but myself just to ease the pain
perkys out the window and the bottles they all look the same

i cant even hit that THC, man that shit just bothers me
cause it send me straight to hell, bitch i rather face the beam
put that shit up to my face, i dont wanna die disgraced
so im out here pushing through, since somebody took my place

i aint gonna lie, i still hope that you alright
but im moving on with life, pick my shit up say goodbye
going crazy on the low, i still feel it you dont know
why you cant just understand, im tryna dip with the pole

Notice

pillow pit

RUNAWAY

Track 11 from "Digital Flowerings Vol. 5"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Z9uuNBhrl4&list=PLbKIh585gb8pwb77gaKfu1UehRB5OiBZ-

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Softheart - My Poisin Is My Medicine [Prod. By Truett]

Or At Least Thats What I Tell Myself

Timeout

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