indeed 3

Emo rap 5

The Upload

she say that's its personal and I dont wanna know
texting other guys on your cellular phone
delete all our pics still gottem in the cloud
stay up all alone while i'm smoking on some loud 
wake up all alone and now i'm thinking about you 
feelin kinda sick i ain't even got the flu 
what the fuck i gotta do to get thru to you
drive all thru the night just to crash inside your pool 

let go of the feelings that you felt right here
ask me how i feel i'll say i'm feeling like shit
open up my eyes, see you in disguise
just tell me you're here

she say that's its personal and I dont wanna know
texting other guys on your cellular phone
delete all our pics still gottem in the cloud
stay up all alone while i'm smoking on some loud 
wake up all alone and now i'm thinking about you 
feelin kinda sick i ain't even got the flu 
what the fuck i gotta do to get thru to you
drive all thru the night just to crash inside your pool

it's been a minute and all the tension is killing me
i been driving for hours 
yeah fuck a meal or a shower 
I just been waiting to see you 
dressed in hot pink 
but this time the colors 
will fade into nothing
quit saying that you don't remember 
crying on my sweater 
i tried to make it better 
you just pulled over 
said that me and you can never be together
tears so soft like a feather
wait, the darkest heart cannot be harmed
we've had enough time to depart
you have my heart dont leave it broken here

she say that's its personal and I dont wanna know
texting other guys on your cellular phone
delete all our pics still gottem in the cloud
stay up all alone while i'm smoking on some loud 
wake up all alone and now i'm thinking about you 
feelin kinda sick i ain't even got the flu 
what the fuck i gotta do to get thru to you
drive all thru the night just to crash inside your pool

crash inside ur pool (prod. pretty boy ron x van beats)

explicit

~2300~

Lyrics: 

Chorus:
I can’t count the times I’ve been double crossed on my 2 hands. You’re in your Sunday best but you’re dancing alone again.

And I know I can’t uphold the promise that I made. At least my words are good for something. Lie through the proof while I lay here with you, she said never I’ll never be the same.

Verse:
Toxic goodbye, homesick lullaby. I only sleep in my own bed, or spend every night feeling hopeless.

Gone out the window my friends went, they figured I wouldn’t notice. Disrespected hearts come out after dark, I’ll find place out among them.

When you notice the pattern it all doesn’t matter, and everything we had in common is gone. Why are we stuck on this wreck in a bottle and who has to know when it’s all said and done?

*CHORUS LOOP*

Double Cross (prod. Bapsxx)

~2300~

Chorus: 
Something isn't right at a phone booth now I'm riding down I-95 and I tried to tell you. That I'm not coming back alive, You'll never get here in time.

This is how it's always been. I've been down and never begged. Now you seem less like all my friends don't say it cause I was afraid of this.

Verse:
come on show me why. Self-destructive all my tendencies and is that how you'll remember me? When my tender love sang you to sleep. Feeling above the world when I'm with you I never doubt those days I still miss you. Sat and we count the rain through your window, same one that I would always come in through.

Tired of thinking that you're better off without me. You stayed away for so long. My skeleton all my bones still long for you to come home.

*CHORUS LOOP*

How It's Been (prod. Bapsxx)

TRACK 1 ON STARK STASH VOLUME ONE

"life is overrated..."

stream the song on spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/track/1Tp2wVKIZwITVSUz80CuCr?si=6ZR6AFPQQ6SN8GLTbejHuA

LYRICS ON GENIUS:
https://genius.com/Ded-stark-jaded-lyrics

Anti - Social medias:

www.facebook.com/dedstarkmusic/
www.instagram.com/dedstark_ig/
twitter.com/nedisdedaf

JADED (PROD. DED STARK)

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Do or Die

Drama

PALACE

LYRICS:

My heart gets a little bit colder
Your lies get a little bit older
My head make it spin on my shoulders
You left and I never got closure

One call we pretend that it's not real
Lines overstepped many times 
So we don't feel
Old scars that I think about still
You can numb all your pain
But it won't help it heal

You can go home
We can lie to ourselves 
Like nothing's wrong
If I told you
I don't feel like I've noticed
A change in the slightest amount

There's another reason to think
I'm a problem
I'm not gonna say shit 
So do what you wanna 
Everything is makeshift 
And I'm never thought of
Wake up with a sense of my worth
And it's all gone

It's all gone
And it's all gone
And it's all gone 
And it's all gone

My heart gets a little bit colder
Your lies get a little bit older
My head make it spin on my shoulders
You left and I never got closure

One call we pretend that it's not real
Lines overstepped many times 
So we don't feel
Old scars that I think about still
You can numb all your pain
But it won't help it heal

Scars (prod. Poe^)

Check Out The Producer:
Soundcloud: @collinsbeats
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/c/collinsbeats
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/weloveyoucollins/

Lyrics
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[Intro]
I was nothin' but a mess again, I know that
Sorry I'm a fuck up, time for the relapse
I know that you see that, I know that I'll be that
If you ever left, do you think that you'd go back?
Vibin' after hittin' my bong again
Say you love me but I'm sick of the song again
If you hate me that's fine, I don't need a friend
I'm just waitin' in my room for the world to end

[Chorus]
I was nothin' but a mess again, I know that
Sorry I'm a fuck up, time for the relapse
I know that you see that, I know that I'll be that
If you ever left, do you think that you'd go back?
Vibin' after hittin' my bong again
Say you love me but I'm sick of the song again
If you hate me that's fine, I don't need a friend
I'm just waitin' in my room for the world to end

[Verse]
Yeah I'm nothin' but a mess again
I keep it in my head
While the streetlights are passing by
Cheap alcohol and cigarettes
They smell it on my breath
Like, don't worry I'm still high
Feel it in my veins it's intense
I feel the weight on my chest
When she don't wanna look me in my eye
All my issues seem to coalesce
But bitch I'm gon' be the best
If I ain't blowin' up then I'm gonna die

Couple grams on me
Bitch I'm gettin' too high for my problems
Ice fall in my drink
Even sober I don't think that I could solve 'em
Now she all up on me
You didn't sound like this when you were callin'
Pussy wet on my jeans
Bitch I feel like I'm fallin'

[Chorus]
I was nothin' but a mess again, I know that
Sorry I'm a fuck up, time for the relapse
I know that you see that, I know that I'll be that
If you ever left, do you think that you'd go back?
Vibin' after hittin' my bong again
Say you love me but I'm sick of the song again
If you hate me that's fine, I don't need a friend
I'm just waitin' in my room for the world to end

[Verse]
Yeah I'm nothin' but a mess again
I keep it in my head
While the streetlights are passing by
Cheap alcohol and cigarettes
They smell it on my breath
Like, don't worry I'm still high
Feel it in my veins it's intense
I feel the weight on my chest
When she don't wanna look me in my eye
All my issues seem to coalesce
But bitch I'm gon' be the best
If I ain't blowin' up then I'm gonna die

Couple grams on me
Bitch I'm gettin' too high for my problems
Ice fall in my drink
Even sober I don't think that I could solve 'em
Now she all up on me
You didn't sound like this when you were callin'
Pussy wet on my jeans
Bitch I feel like I'm fallin'

Mess

Mess [Prod. Collins]

Hills Have Eyes

Hills Have Eyes (Prod. Travis Barker)

Percocet Feelings (feat. Mar90s)

i could never not love you (2019)

goodbyes are the hardest part (didnt make the album) w/ jay vee fatse 93

Lyrics:
you steal could my flow, but i could steal your ho
but i aint trust no bitch, so i just ride solo
im never giving up, until i got a home
all these girls is the same, but keep it way down low

key, low, you dont wanna know me
hold, me, you dont wanna show me
no, sleep, never will console me
lonely, smoke until i OD

smoke until i OD, said it wasnt possible but you dont even know me
fuck up out my face when you say that you a OG
but it dont matter on the lowkey

giving up, cause there aint nothin to talk about
guess we're done, and i prolly wont see you around
one more cup, i dont feel it but its goin down
kill the sun, you dont need it when you in the clouds

said youd be around, you a liar save your bullshit
wake up on the floor i dont even wanna do this
maybe i could die if im always getting too lit
hands up in the sky, cause i give up i could prove it

tie my hands bring me up to the attic
cloak my head in the dark and i panic
lock the door walk away cause you manic
im replaced now im gone like its magic

It's Okay To Be Scared

itsokaytobescared

some guitar n stems by cisco
@waitingoncisco

Cynic Little Cycles (with waitingoncisco)

[+] lost on this hell called earth
* produced by @sobernap *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[chorus:]
I got more than drugs in my bag
he don't want no smoke that sounds just right yea
you can talk that shit I swear it won't phase me
I been on my own since I was a baby

[verse:]
Lost on this hell called Earth
why am I cursed? like who did I hurt? 
yeah u did worse to me, think I need surgery
my heart isn't working see
the feeling is dead, im up next

[chorus:]
I got more than drugs in my bag
he don't want no smoke that sounds just right yea
you can talk that shit I swear it won't phase me
I been on my own since I was a baby

[verse:]
wya ima hit u up and slide thru
like them xannies in my pocket
wanna hide you, I just wanna vibe w you
tell me baby can I ride with you
you aint even have to show that side of you
but you did now im sick
stomach hurting I can't even feel my legs
pop a perc to lift my mood but im still dead
I got lots I could resolve I know I've sinned

Alien Boy

alien boy

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Cynic Little Cycles (with waitingoncisco)

Softheart