drinking bleach prod darkboy cash global guala beats

lyrics:

Sage green eyes look over me while I break down
U sucked out my life from my heart I need to lay down
I read somewhere u rarely should ever trust what people say now
I didn’t wanna believe but I know it keeps me safe now
Please just learn to fight on ur own cause ur all u got
Its something I hated hearing but honestly it helped a lot
She said rather drink some gin and smoke some pot to block it out
And baby that’s ur decision and I can’t help if u dont hear me out

But still we keep on drinking thru the hard times
These 50 people around keep us occupied
This October is so much colder than last years
I wish I could relax but I dont see any of my friends here
Ive made it this far so Im sure I could never fold here
But before u broke me up I didn’t know tears
I blow my cigarette smoke in fall air
U look so good but oh my god u bite
I didn’t trust nobody and oh my god I was right to
love didn’t use to mean that they’d try lock u up and hide u
Baby it’s a big world and I’m trying but I hate this
As soon u gain some traction oh its funny how the plot twist
Its all the same when the last breath comes
Who would u save and who would u rather have die
Dont focus on the blade look me in my eyes
Im here to wipe the last tears u cry
I was never the one to avenge ur life
Cause in ur last move u sacrificed mine
So baby I garuntee that it’ll be only bad dreams tonight
And in the worst of it all I show teeth tonight
Because me of still free tonight
Because of me I still breath
But because of u I cant sleep
It seems ur smells still stuck in my sheets tonight

Sage green eyes look over me while I break down
U sucked out my life from my heart I need to lay down
I read somewhere u rarely should ever trust what people say now
I didn’t wanna believe but I know it keeps me safe now
Please just learn to fight on ur own cause ur all u got
Its something I hated hearing but honestly it helped a lot
She said rather drink some gin and smoke some pot to block it out
And baby that’s ur decision and I can’t help if u dont hear me out

life sucker (taylor morgan x punk)

molotov

fix things

produced by sk8miles

originally performed by rainbow kitten surprise

completely non profit

lyrics

listen when it isnt what ur talking for ur name's sake
jesus, mary-magdalene u are, are u okay?
sitting by the well, jill ur falling down the hill
jack and everybody laughed
dont u pray
dont u pray

to a cocaine jesus in a black 4 seater
got a man dont need him but u wait
call me if u want or just call me if u need
if u only ever need it for the day

high wont hold, wont hold
and i have no more
then all u left of me
i have i have i have no more
then all u leave

high as hell, feeling fine
nothing bad but nothing kind
no not a word from me
nothing u would mind
in my head 
in my head
i get lonely sometimes

feeling fly, coming down
never bad cus we're never out
u'll never call the cops again
i'll never call her mine
in my head
in my head
i get lonely sometimes

when u find an old picture of us
and u clear away the dust
i hope u miss me sometimes
when u see a frame that reminds u of me
and u remember the times
oh the times that we believed

in a cocaine jesus in a black 4 seater
got a man dont need him but u wait
call me if u wan or just call me if u need
if u only ever need it for the day

and i am nothing more 
than a page unwritten on the pavement
blowing in the wind
u win a lot
and u lose just a little bit more than u gained in the end

but god i wish that i
was better than i am
but no luck, no love
no gospel i could understand
im nothing that u ever wanted to lean on
yeah
but even then

i am nothing more than a page unwritten on the pavement
u need it til' u left
but im more than a need
or something u believe
or a word that u leave unsaid

cocaine_ jesus_  (sk8miles)

losing touch (prod. by NeptuneVoid)

guitar by : @waitingoncisco

lyrics:

i could be fake too
just not how i make do
it's not that i hate you 
well i don't know
hard to be great you know 
it's hard to be grateful
it's hard to be thankful
so i don't show
you know we all hurt it's just life
baby i get lost in the midnight
we all got problems i just admit mine
at night my eyes wont close

if i'm a star i'm burnt out and looking down
just cause she love me right now
don't mean she'll always be around
always stoned and in my house 
don't got nobody i can count on 
just stay tucked off by myself
oh i 
only get in my zone when i get on my own
all alone
she hit me up at all
and i shut off my phone
i go ghost
i swear she got those words you feel in your bones
who would have known
the prettiest face would have the ugliest soul

yeah but im a loverboy what'd you expect from me
i swear pretty girls will be the death of me
step to me i'm in the sky
baby i been hearing lies 
all my fucking life
so i always treat them nice
so when they fuck me over i don't even think twice
i just cut em off i don't even want a slice
imma leave her blocked
wish my heart weren't so soft 
wish you weren't my first fuck
all the shit is so dumb

now i just find safety in how 
these memories start all fading
put a knife inside my back
then ask why i'm so filled with hatred

anything but give you space and i'd rather erase myself
put the hurt of my back
chasing feeling's never helps

i could be fake too
just not how i make do
it's not that i hate you, 
well i don't know
hard to be great you know 
it's hard to be grateful
it's hard to be thankful
so i don't show
you know we all hurt it's just life
baby i get lost in the midnight
we all got problems i just admit mine
at night my eyes wont close

ghostboy. (with waitingoncisco)

i don't wanna be a burden anymore (prod. toofargone)

FoLlOW SoRroW HeRe: @sorrow_bringer

Follow two 22 here https://soundcloud.com/twotwntytwo

Art by twitter.com/endmypainnow

I been feeling like Chester 

And it’s making my Chest hurt

Came in the game with something to say 

Put some money away and let the rest burn 

Cause money won’t heal your soul, hell no, it just shows the fake friends you gotta let go 

Hope I never see you at one of my shows 

Trying to adjust to a life on hold 

(Two 22)
Everyday wake up the same
Sadness stuck inside my brain
driving fast and switching lane
nothing left to numb the pain

Wanted you forevermore
Now you’re gone and I’m so sore
Crushed me like tyrannosaur
Traveled, axon, gone in store

I lost my faith under surface
I’m gone, and baby I have no purpose
So numb, girl, I just cannot feel shit
Depression, through my skin, I can transmit

Where is the light when the night comes?
Crying inside of a chasm
falling away im in a dark glum
Feeling smaller than an atom

(Lil Xtra) 

But I’ve been having my best year 

Things are going just fine I hear 

So why is that that every time I open my eyes I’m barely holding back these tears?



Cause  this life ain’t copacetic 

Don’t need you to tell me I’m pathetic 

Stress been steady cranked to 11 and I’m way past trying to get into heaven so



..I been thinking bout Chester..

And how our success is measured 

Given so much on earth to treasure what’s really enough to keep your world together?



Cause there’s a lot of that In myself I see 

Sadness clinched inside my teeth 

I could have all I want and need 

AND IT COULD STILL COME BACK FOR ME



INHERENT SADNESS MY DISEASE 

IT NEVER PASSES CAN YOU PLEASE 

SEND SOME WEED OR SEND SOME HELP

CAUSE I CANT SAVE ME FROM  MYSELF 



I MIGHT SELF DESTRUCT TODAY

BUT IF I DIE THAN IT’S OKAY 

AT LEAST I GOT THIS CHANCE TO SAY 

 IT’S MY FAULT ANYWAY

L(Chester) I (Bennington) T (Was) A (Murdered) - Feat. Two 22 - Prod. Sorrow Bringer

engineered by @iofmusic !

with @kingtheta 

prod. @lilrodger

lyrics

theta:
4 in the morning, a menthol to the face
Exploring how I can get out of this place
Bounce out, I don't got no more time I can waste
With no warning, without even leaving a trace

Always wanna run away
Always being chased, cause,
the Devil's in the back of my brain
I'm sleepin through my day
Even though I'm awake, cause,
I'm stuck identifying with the pain

So no I'm not ok, but it's okay
No I'm not ok, but it's okay
No I'm not ok, but it's okay
But it's okay
But it's okay

kajvaek: 
if you run away now then you might escape
you thought i was the one but im just a disgrace
i dont wanna feel this way take two to the face
im holding onto nothing gotta leave this place
it was 4am smoking ciggarettes at your parents place

what a waste
what a shame
im used to that
and its not ok
its ok
im not ok
itll be ok
but im not ok
tell me sweet lies while i waste away

IM NOT OKAY

theta:

Always wanna run away
Always being chased, cause,
the Devil's in the back of my brain
I'm sleepin through my day
Even though I'm awake, cause,
I'm stuck identifying with the pain

So no I'm not ok, but it's okay
No I'm not ok, but it's okay
No I'm not ok, but it's okay
But it's okay
But it's okay

kajvaek & theta:

its ok, im sick of being chased
murder my shadow, why do i feel this way?
think im a demon, do you know the pain?
do i deserve this? should i run away?

im holding onto things from a past life
remember last night? i know its not right.
but im ok, how was your day?
... "i dont wanna say," .. "ok."


theta:

Always wanna run away
Always being chased, cause,
the Devil's in the back of my brain
I'm sleepin through my day
Even though I'm awake, cause,
I'm stuck identifying with the pain

But it's okay
But it's okay

king theta x jackvaek - im more awake in REM [p. rodger]

Dreams Are Yours

Let Go (Feat. Alan Watts)

Phase - Sorrow (ft. Atlas Music)

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just happy to be here

ghostboy. (with waitingoncisco)

Softheart