softheart❤️

🫡🐐

Softheart Full

8/29/23

Salem☀️

this song was inspired/interpolated from a softheart type beat i found on youtube, please go give some love to w1nter/shy: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UChPhqiihr2QL0nMOr5FmlbQ

New Terrain

Lyrics: 
I been waitin, I been waitin on forever
The next three words I’m gonna say are now or never
You been taking your time while I waste mine 
wondering if what I wear matches the weather
I don’t know what i’m missing
you never keep me up to date
You say it's not the time nor the place
I ain’t no pot to piss in
You tried to put my feelings in a grave
Next to where you buried my name

I’m like silly me shoulda seen this coming 
Shoulda hit the brakes stopped my feet from running
but it's too late I kept the engine gunning 
put the pedal to the metal now I cant feel nothing 
I’m like silly me shoulda seen this coming 
Shoulda hit the brakes stopped my feet from running
but it's too late I kept the engine gunning 
put the pedal to the metal now I cant feel nothing

You didn’t have to be ruthless
But you went and broke my heart
I feel so stupid 
My whole worlds falling apart 
You didn’t have to be ruthless
But you went and broke my heart
I feel so stupid 
My whole worlds falling apart 

Wish that i could say that I hate you
I need you around again, I know that I can’t make you
see the constellation on your face, you
couldn’t stay around I can’t blame you
Ghost in the shell
now i guess I’m by myself
I remember times when you made my heart swell
I can’t even say that I wish you well
see my face everywhere you go I hope it gives you hell

I’m like silly me shoulda seen this coming 
Shoulda hit the brakes stopped my feet from running
 but it's too late I kept the engine gunning 
put the pedal to the metal now I cant feel nothing 
I’m like silly me shoulda seen this coming 
Shoulda hit the brakes stopped my feet from running
 but it's too late I kept the engine gunning 
put the pedal to the metal now I cant feel nothing

You didn’t have to be ruthless
But you went and broke my heart
I feel so stupid 
My whole worlds falling apart 
You didn’t have to be ruthless
But you went and broke my heart
I feel so stupid 
My whole worlds falling apart

silly me! feat. Cybertrash

Silly Me! Feat. Cybertrash

im in my bag of excuses for bad decisions i made  
bad actions stemming from trauma that doesnt justificate  
i look around and see all of this destruction and decay 
but i think the only difference is i didnt see what was right in my face 
at some point you have to face it
used to think fixing my problems was caving
i used to think that my problems were what made me special and that shit is dangerous
and i used to think that if i got better my art would suffer as a trade and
it got to the point where i thought that my mental well being aint even worth saving 
but honestly i was mistaken 
what the fuck was i on 
how could i be so wrong 
i was down for so long
i dug myself too far 
what the fuck was i on 
how could i be so wrong 
i made myself the problem 

i was a victim of temptation and my own temperament
i get too passionate i come off batshit and 
im just a magnet for tragic infatuation 
almost had it but i couldnt capture it 
dont wanna trap it  
dont know whats happenin
but when youre laughing
its great distraction 
i think we might just be moving to fast and 
keep your hands in at all times and belts fastened 
i dont know 
what the fuck i was on 
how could i be so wrong 
i was down for so long
i dug myself too far 
what the fuck was i on 
how could i be so wrong 
i made myself the problem 
and honestly i dont know
what the fuck i was on
how could i be so wrong 
i was down for so long
i dug myself too far 
what the fuck was i on 
how could i be so wrong 
i made myself the problem

my big bag of excuses for this hole I dug myself into

Idektho (prod. sorrow bringer)

GiveUp.demo (prod. sorrow bringer)

And Another Too

your appetite is not easy on me

Prod @izwithonez / @Sinxi synths <33 

LYRICS

Kill me in the background

I don't know the truth, How?

She been in my mind all day

and its been

So hard when I see your face

I don't really like the way I'm in

I don't feel the sizes on her cysts

and i seen your scars that's on ya wrists

and its been

So hard when I see your face

Locked up I don't see the gate

So I guess I'm just falling til I hear

But you don't like the way I am

You hate my face you make a stare

You know just what your doing when you say

I don't love you

I never did

I played you with this medicine

When I

called you love inside my arms

I don't love you

Drop

Leave

Don't care for all the love we had

The life beneath our feet

Cuz I been staring at the stars

The life we built it wasn't ours

to truly drift across the parts

That I been living in my dreams

And I don't like the way we talk

You lift me up then kill me off

Im not gon sit here on the block

Above my head ready to drop

So come down

Breaking off the leaves as you talk down

Shaking on my knees what more now

Every part of me cant believe what you stopped

Spotify

I DON'T LOVE YOU

mindless little conversations
i can see you hiding what youre thinking about 
im sick of you staring at me
like youre tryna figure something out 
i fucking hate grocery shopping
sometimes i cant tell if they wanna kill or fuck me
i left my keys at your apartment
and i think i forgot to pay for the parking
i feel so much its impossible
cant describe without sounding obnoxious 

but the world looks different from outside of the love
outside its rough
all scars and flaws
my heart shaped glasses they distract enough 
i saw the glow the light shines in dark 

they said someones gonna rip ur heart out if ur not careful
either if its someone else or it just gets dull
never cared that much about all of that pessimism
rather get the flood now then see how long the dam holds
lets go make ourselves whole
see how long we can hold
lets make something special 
keep it just for us two
i hate people so much
but i fuckin love u
because i just do

porcelain mask

prod. nevrfall and branwen  
@nevrfall 
@branwenmusic

i take this small one and bend 
its like this battle dont got a end
i can get so in my head but still fuck what they say 
i dont know you and you not my friend
i know that i said i wouldnt get fucked up today
but look at me here i am 
i always end up just going the opposite way
if they try to tell me that i cant 
ill do that shit just to spite you and laugh
fuck out my face bout that i give a damn
i dont know you i dont trust you thats facts 
that shit is just how it is 
i would change it if i could but i cant
i let the world try to make me abandon myself
just to be something for them 
just to be something for somebody else

i push away
everything because i need help
bleed out
on the tile i left a big puddle
i love something
and it gets me into big trouble 
do u need enough 
all these tests i hope i bleed enough 
i left that old part of me where 2016 was 
reasons 
i dont need to ever speak of
leave me 
in a big clump
ima big cluts 
bleeding 
from these thick cuts
i can get rid of 

when i stretch
and this conflict eats me to my bone
cant this toxic world leave me alone 
its ingrown 
if its wrong 
let me reap what i sow

dont go closing your eyes
you never know whats gonna wanna come n hurt you right
and when your outside keep some sort of weapon close to your side
im so sick of hearing bad news somebody died 
and it goes like 
dont go closing your eyes
you never know whats gonna wanna come n hurt you right
and when your outside keep some sort of weapon close to your side
im so sick of hearing bad news somebody died

dont go, closing your eyes

Also stream here:
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Hey Arnold!

pillow pit

I created this on a Roland Jupiter 6 Synthesizer. Hope you like it<3

New album 'MAGENTA' out now!

-Lyrics-
You can see me in the star light
Know I've been like this
and I can tell you life is alright
but I don't know if it is

I got this lil shawty in the back of my-
and I don't want her tripping let her know its al-
I know I've been around em let her know its all good
but I've been buggin if you want it I could

I've been looking all night at you
I've been looking all night all night
I've been looking all night at you
and I've been drinking better hold on tight

ooh baby its alright
I know I've been coming around again, again
but I wont walk away no not from you

baby girl
tell me how long you been around this way
I know its all the same ol same ol

I got this lil shawty in the back of my-
and I don't want her tripping let her know its al-
I know I've been around em let her know its all good
but I've been bugging if you want it I could

I've been looking all night at you
I've been looking all night all night
I've been looking all night at you
and I've been drinking better hold on tight

and I've been drinking better hold on tight
and I've been drinking better hold on tight
and I've been drinking better hold on tight
and I've been drinking better hold on tight

Single

Jupiter Six

FREE DOWNLOAD

heartache

the homie @guccihighwaters

lyrics

(gucci)
I build static
I go crazy
Can't put it out if it doesn't sound amazing
and life's too fast baby hold me till it's over
tell me that you love me maybe once when you're sober
Don't wanna die as a memory
I can't leave without my legacy
Leave love letters lying on my tombstone
death is only physical I'd like to have a new home

Anxiety make my body go numb now
I sleep early withdraw on the comedown 
when I was younger it left me in hunger
but now I'm older 
desire to be under x2

(softheart)
you dont even care like you used to 
you aint even there like you used to be
hard like the usual 
you just give me stares like you're used to me

anxious probably up late
tryna hide my face
tryna bring it back
i was thinking that
life is always moving so fast
before you knew it had passed
doing better still bad

i guess im just scared it wont come
true so i dont think it
i swear its so lonely when its snowing
in new england
thought you called me it was just a 
dream was just a figment
of back when you would hold me 
like the only thing you need is
me 
is me 
is me
hate me you hate me so bad
its over hard to stay sober 
as i get older just grow colder
weed make it okay so i stay stoned
just like a boulder

chorus

anxiety (feat. guccihighwaters)

MUSIC VIDEO:

https://youtu.be/sncR0BS40i0

jealous mess

nothing much

hide the tears

the intro to the album . 
lyrics soon

production and main guitar by me
drums and some extra guitar by noah walker

Snow Storms In New England

main guitar by noah walker!

hope you enjoy, lyrics soon

Game Over

main guitar loop by Sorrow Bringer! @sorrow_bringer

Nosedive 2

maniac

art by denevikart

lyrics:

hey hey
i been pullin through
why wassup w you?
im unteachable
seated in stone
carcass past i reap and sew
golden caps i took 3 o those
brand new pack i breath in slow
so much smoke i couldnt see thru the door
theres closure 
ill never find and shit i dont need to know
uuurg
i light up this cape on me and burn
i got so much weight on me it burst
pictures of those days hit me in blurs
man back in the days i was the worst
i still remeber when i heard about when 
there was a village on the top of the mountain
i almost fell to the cold when i found it 
but you if you saw it trust me its astounding 
there was a tale of heartbreak and denial when 
there once was someone that he let close around him 
he closed himself off from fear of letdowns  
and thus closed off love he would have found then
they just dont see it though
why he always seem so low
its insatiable 
no signal up here im unreachable 
its nothing you need to know
noone even knows me yeah thats me you know
damn i used to think you didnt love me enough
how much you hurt me shit i beleive you now  
im unteachable
seated in stone
carcassed past i reap and sew
golden caps i took 3 o those
brand new pack i breath in slow
so much smoke i couldnt see thru the door
theres closure 
ill never find and shit i dont need to know
give me something doc say it straight
give me somethin i can work with
act like i did it on purpose 
like its all purpose 
and its all just context
no its not all words said
we just all want purpose 
we just all want purpose
we just all want purpose
its a gift and a curse idk which side id put first
i know ill be searching
till im in my hearse 
sometimes i feel like life plays out like its all rehearsed 

(chorus)

Little stone statue (prod. LR beats)

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just happy to be here