Idektho (prod. sorrow bringer)

violin at the end is by my friend mohini!!

bloodmachineXD

maybe ill leave, take a trip out of state for a while

let me set the scene
its 2am this thick black veil is over everything 
theres nothing here except the wind and faint sounds of the creek
this light glows when i spark it 
i spend life fighting this darkness
i might come back a little scratched but life is never easy 
i found this me then watched myself split into seperate things
scattered all around the fields to go collect again
im almost all together now except some little cracks 
aint shit change im still out back 
ashing joints on back door steps
got some love but will it last 
i can only really guess 
my landlord is garbage 
fuck this house u can ash on the carpet
my brain skips and short circuts 
this life is one big circus  

by the highway we watch shadows pass
and the light bends round your silloette
imma smoke till i cant breath any air
sometimes i dont wanna be anywhere
but i wont leave just please do not turn off the show
this is my favorite episode
lets just close these curtains slow 
   
i just get so scared that youll go 
i cant help its how i cope 
i got habits i cant fix    
i just cant help but self destroy 
i had friends i could have helped  
so i let new ones in my life 
take advantage of me now
and it all looks so clear now
seeing it from this vantage point 

ill be out soon 
im in deep but im making big strides 
i took more than 2
like whats gonna happen this time 
by the highway we watch shadows pass
and the light bends round your silloette
imma smoke till i cant breath any air
sometimes i dont wanna be anywhere
but i wont leave just please do not turn off the show
this is my favorite episode
lets just close all these curtains slow 
stuck in a never ending game
im lost in the bits and code 
someones in my computer screen
and she calls to me i know

rip myself into a million different little pieces (prod. danbarry)

late when its dead in this town im sleepwalking around
through the buildings and dead silent streets 
went to the lake and i walked in the water 
ill come out the other side eventually 
i dont think nothing means nothing to me 
i can find love in every little thing 
i see it when i see you next to me and
i see it in all types of people i meet 
like no
please dont go 
please dont stop this good feeling 
sometimes i cant do whats best 
and i just let people hurt me 
keep expecting things to change
when i keep doing the same things
sometimes i wanna just give up
but for reason i repeat  
 
oo nothing is worth nothing 
and just so you know forever 
ill be there if you want it 
youre just too good for me i dont feel like i deserve it 
but i just wanna be so good to you though regardless 

and the light passes your face
and the love glows on you 
oo nothings everlasting
but the time we shared was magic 
but the time we shard
but the time slipped past us 
its never long enough 
and i cant keep up
when u kiss me i freeze up 
you put me in a dreamstate 
you make me feel so cringey 
i do the stupidest things 
i just want someone to stay 

please dont go away :(

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going fast . (prod. kanebailey)

lol whatever (prod. jaxwannajerk!)

9tails - life problms + im lonely (prod. idealism)

9TAILS - disgraced (prod. beatz era)

how do i

Anything But Subtle

My Childhood Dog

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just happy to be here

going fast . (prod. kanebailey)

Softheart