[+] sick of crying out for help
*produced by @thersx *

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LYRICS:

sick of crying out for help 
you don't seem to hear me baby I cant make a sound
lying on the floor tell me do you see me now
look at what you caused this aint what its bout
yeah its deeper than that there's no feeling
cut thru to the bone now im bleeding
I just try to think of you when im feening
cuz I don't wanna fuck this up
I just need some of your love
is it really that hard?
someone to hit up when im lying in the dark
all alone, baby would you even pick up if I called

crying out for help

crying out for help (feat. skele)

i was picking something off the vine 
working with what i got if you get it 
bouncing off the walls im in my mind
i can be too much i admit it  
didnt know what to type when i read it
so into the void i let it 
i dont ever wanna stop trying
i dont care if i dont im gon regret it
i been on my own since a lil kid
havent felt at home since a lil kid
everything i wanted i been living it
why the fuck is none of it fulfilling 
i been tryna chase this feeling
all this time and space that its stealing
my life its like if i let you inside 
know it meant the most that you were in it
i was picking something off the vine 
working what i got if you get it 
bouncing off the walls im in my mind
i can be too much i admit it  
didnt know what to type when i read it
so into the void i let it 
i dont ever wanna stop trying
i dont care if i dont im gon regret 
i been on my own since a lil kid
havent felt at home since a lil kid
everything i wanted i been living it
why the fuck is none of it fulfilling

Grapevine (prod. sorrow bringer)

lyrics:
girl ill be right here drowning in my pain
hope you fucking feel it when you hear my name
yeah but whyd you have to go make me feel insane
all this fucking mental anguish all thats in my brain

i dont give a fuck you can blame me
ima push my luck with this codeine
hope im never waking up so i stay sleep
if you wanna keep me here gotta make me

frosted windows, give way to the light
of mornings so cold think ill curl up and die
ill go back to sleep cause i dont wanna fight
another day living this cycle of life

im never alright, im not coming home
ill stay out all night, puke blood on the floor
ill damage myself, and ill rot to the core
im breaking inside dont want to anymore

Make Me

make me

well im still alive so i guess thats a plus/.
prod by me

ghost flying out
hoes smiling up
money pilin up yup
i put estradiol in my blunt im high as fuck what
now i feel like dying just because
in this haunted house these ghosts lurk
they hate on me now but so what
its none of ur business
u dont know what goes on

wait
just moving away
just moving away
its not goin away
im just moving the weight
it moves in waves
pack up my things
and move away
its always the same

im dodging bad omens police and texts from my parents that i get
they said maddy were proud of you
i had a disconnect and couldnt reply to it
i gotta vouch for myself cause i know that im worth more than i get
i talk outloud to myself its the way i fill up all this silence
sometimes times i wonder what would have have happend if those pills woulda taken me
but now i feel blessed cause i still remember all those days i was aching
he had hit me again so i threw a brick through the window in the basement
now he says hes proud of his daughter and says hes concerned for my safety

and
thats why im always reminded that everythings meaningless
sometimes i slip
a bit
but u held me body and pressed
when i go somewhere outside in the city i feel like the walking dead
the way that they all on my d-

(just movin away, movin the weight, ect.)
if u missed out
or rainchecked
or if u missed me
gone like it just was a fleeting passing glance
oh and isnt it obvious
its obvious where i went
where i dont go
u should proably go soul search
ur girl she had me so soul sucked
we can both go but ill go first
it might be cringy but so what

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thank u so much for listening. lifes been a lot lately and making music is rly the only thing that i look foreword to sometimes

hallowed ||| Caverned

Acoustic cover of the song: 9TAILS - wtf im crying

9TAILS - wtf im crying *acoustic cover*

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blue stone amulet (prod. nothempts)

hurts 4

Undercover God

Fall On My Sword

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Grapevine (prod. sorrow bringer)

Softheart