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stolen time

https://linktr.ee/Rivilin
big love to my homie: https://soundcloud.com/skylar_allen

watch the image of me move slow
your angry voice always just makes me stow
the fear I held as a child deep inside
until the skin starts to break and I crumble

down down down in the undertow
friends rise above me as I sink below
into this hell that I made here all on my own
im sitting past rock bottom contemplating suicide yeah wheres my soul

you said id never be anything yeah so why try
floating inside of a capsule till panic subsides
a lack of serotonin so we take SSRIs
medicated by someone else to keep my life in a line

I stay high so I can just pretend that everything is fine
I still have memories of my father in the back of my mind
decide to ruin a family name so I can just pretend
That everything will be fine when the morning starts with the end

pop a pill to relate
cant connect it’s too late
digging flesh wanting more
making cracks in the core

hells above so below
you’re tethered in my soul
in reverse watch the lights
fade back and forth till im gone

I fucked up I cant change
wait a sec ill explain
slipping tongues in the rain
the best times I’ll never gain

the forest always yearns
I hear it calling concern
until I fade away
maybe my life is in vain

Skylarallen:

I can tell from your eyes
See the hate
Deep inside
I’m too late
Never mind
Feels like I can’t get it right

Fool me once
Fool me twice
I come back
Kill the lights
Curtains up
Show is done
I won’t bring you back to life

I learned from every mistake
Trust is not something you break
And when I got too much on my plate
I just remember its fate
Who knew how much it would take
When i got myself in the way

Watching these clouds turn to gray
I’m washing memories away


They told me you won’t be nothing except a let down
Ill watch this world burn to ashes before i melt now
When they turned their backs I was laughing with every step
I went from searching for what’s right now I’m taking everything left
Can’t shake this feeling inside
One minute I close my eyes
Then it’s right back to a life
Where I’ve got nowhere to hide
Try to pretend that I’m fine
When I feel so paralyzed
I feel your words in my spine
With every day I’m alive

Now my backs to the wall
I feel nothing at all
And I wonder how I got here
All the pain from the fall
I feel nothing at all
I feel nothing at all
I feel nothing at all

The Fall Ft. skylarallen

linktr.ee/Rivilin
big love to my homie: https://soundcloud.com/leoivmusic

Rivilin

cus im fucked up left here on my own
the care crashed left my soul on the road
panic attacks stay close to home  
the words you say still cut my core

I chip my tooth yeah on the floor
heavy hands hit the face you love
take pills to cover what I saw
maybe im empty all along

your gonna hate what im gonna have to say cus heartbreak comes in all of the worst ways
im not mentally stable right now, ill be back you know ill call somehow
I hate myself for the way that you can’t bear to look at my face
I hate the fact that you fucked me up in the way where I feel disgraced

each of us has our own fucking problems to deal with
you know it wasn’t fucking fair on me but I still stood through it
but when I fucking needed you where were you to be seen
fucking hanging with my friend fucking him when you meet

so you buy us fucking MD so we feel a bit more
Im fucking doing it to fit in I want to take back it all
it wasn’t worth losing a friend over this shit
We’re so stressed the fuck out we lose our way

leo IV:


so obvious, I'm here alone and speechless
no secrets, why you always playing on the defense better off alone

she had a heart of gold and it turned to stone and mine turned to chrome
like baby where we left off yeah, I'm so fucking pissed off yeah

calm down take two pills baby yea I sleep strong
write bout you in the same song
can you tell me why we never get along

like that would be great, you was a fake
broken-hearted baby with a gun on her waist
I’m so sorry that I even wasted the days
yeah I love you in pain

Heart Breaker ; Dream Chaser FT. Leo IV

Stay a Kid

i was picking something off the vine 
working with what i got if you get it 
bouncing off the walls im in my mind
i can be too much i admit it  
didnt know what to type when i read it
so into the void i let it 
i dont ever wanna stop trying
i dont care if i dont im gon regret it
i been on my own since a lil kid
havent felt at home since a lil kid
everything i wanted i been living it
why the fuck is none of it fulfilling 
i been tryna chase this feeling
all this time and space that its stealing
my life its like if i let you inside 
know it meant the most that you were in it
i was picking something off the vine 
working what i got if you get it 
bouncing off the walls im in my mind
i can be too much i admit it  
didnt know what to type when i read it
so into the void i let it 
i dont ever wanna stop trying
i dont care if i dont im gon regret 
i been on my own since a lil kid
havent felt at home since a lil kid
everything i wanted i been living it
why the fuck is none of it fulfilling

Grapevine (prod. sorrow bringer)

prod: @loe4t x @mikemrozmusic

music video:
https://youtu.be/awBQV_DPlFQ

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feel the feeling (prod. loe4t x mike mroz)

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-the-next-morning-lyrics

free download

the next morning

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-the-first-time-i-met-a-ghost-lyrics

guitar done by @noahwalker

the first time i met a ghost

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-growth-spurts-lyrics

Growth Spurts

lyrics:
https://genius.com/Softheart-still-dont-know-what-im-running-from-lyrics

this song is from around 2017 and it's one of the first songs i made under softheart, i deleted it a long ass time ago and thought it was gone forever but someone happened to upload it to youtube and a fan sent me the link asking about the song so i decided to redo it.

still don't know what i'm running from

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-insecure-lyrics

guitar by noah walker!

Insecure

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just happy to be here