written, mixed, mastered, and produced by weepings

lyrics:
Started late night texting
Slowly catching feelings
Now she got my affection
Meeting up

Hold on wait one second  
Moving too fast never lasts
But she bad
I don't care enough

She ain't there enough
Got her own life fair enough
Are you scared enough
She can see through every bluff
lighter flicker in the night as I start to puff
I can't help the friction that I'm feeling but I'm acting tough
~
So I put on a show, see what she want 
Then I regain control
switch up the roles
I stole her soul
heart coming next
just to fill up the hole in my chest
never rest
I suggest you play catchup
I'm on a mission, a quest, yes I'm next up
y'all have some hobbies but I am obsessed bruh
fuck a bitch I'll get my bread up

She got two sides to her like dime
I can see through her like glass; no wine
Pour another bottle, now she mine
She suck me like a hoover; Lips maneuver down her spine
X2
love that kamasutra but it dies out quick
sooner I remover her; better life I live
going 90 in a supra, hit the gas; shit kick
swear that everyone has covid way the make me sick
~
uhh huh make me sicker
uhh huh pour that liquor
flick on the light and I start to puff, I know when I've had enough
I put that down
I'm in a fight with myself right now
can't sleep tight been up since 12
been off track gotta fix yourself
gotta grow your wealth, gotta love myself
ride in the night with a blunt by my belt
I don't invite not a soul but myself
I see the scars on my back healing well
rippin apart my own track and my shell
fuck these feelings, I am running out

DIME

Walking With Fire

main loop used is from a killedmyself drumpack

Its a little late for that don't you think?

prod. nevrfall and branwen  
@nevrfall 
@branwenmusic

i take this small one and bend 
its like this battle dont got a end
i can get so in my head but still fuck what they say 
i dont know you and you not my friend
i know that i said i wouldnt get fucked up today
but look at me here i am 
i always end up just going the opposite way
if they try to tell me that i cant 
ill do that shit just to spite you and laugh
fuck out my face bout that i give a damn
i dont know you i dont trust you thats facts 
that shit is just how it is 
i would change it if i could but i cant
i let the world try to make me abandon myself
just to be something for them 
just to be something for somebody else

i push away
everything because i need help
bleed out
on the tile i left a big puddle
i love something
and it gets me into big trouble 
do u need enough 
all these tests i hope i bleed enough 
i left that old part of me where 2016 was 
reasons 
i dont need to ever speak of
leave me 
in a big clump
ima big cluts 
bleeding 
from these thick cuts
i can get rid of 

when i stretch
and this conflict eats me to my bone
cant this toxic world leave me alone 
its ingrown 
if its wrong 
let me reap what i sow

dont go closing your eyes
you never know whats gonna wanna come n hurt you right
and when your outside keep some sort of weapon close to your side
im so sick of hearing bad news somebody died 
and it goes like 
dont go closing your eyes
you never know whats gonna wanna come n hurt you right
and when your outside keep some sort of weapon close to your side
im so sick of hearing bad news somebody died

dont go, closing your eyes

so much pain in my heart
idk where to start 
i keep rollin up blunts
and smokin em all in the dark 
closed in the stu makin art 
about everything thatS a part
of my life and marked me 
to the point where i can't even talk

to anybody i know
bout anything that i go
thru everyday is a struggle
wakin up  wishin i don't
shit got me feeling so low 
going thru this all alone
i got nobody to relate to 
but a pillbox n a bong

everyday is the same/ but just a little bit different
today i was the guilty one again, cuz i didn't listen
yesterday it was still my fault, but surely 4 anotha reason
i think/ shit never changes, despite us changing the szn
i suddenly went cold, like we're in a blizzard
sick of bastards who fold, n runaway like they lizzards
acting like u r dr connors, imma beat u like peter
ain't no way u betraying me, im sick of being beaten

not my choice to be born
not my decision
if it really was up to me
i'd be in a grave not breathing
all the bones that u broke 
r the reason 
why ur so bad for me 
but keep me from kneeling

so much pain in my heart
idk where to start 
i keep rollin up blunts
and smokin em all in the dark 
closed in the stu makin art 
about everything thatS a part
of my life and marked me 
to the point where i can't even talk

to anybody i know
bout anything that i go
thru everyday is a struggle
wakin up  wishin i don't
shit got me feeling so low 
going thru this all alone
i got nobody to relate to 
but a pillbox n a bong

sm pain in mh (tiedforsilver)

people keep telling me i'm a guardin clone, so here's this in spite to start off 2024 :)

Lyrics:

like where did all my friends go?
where'd the passion all go
writing private in my bed hoe
rip a verse out of my chest woah
i ain't feelin the best so
i subdue all the stress
left behind and i can't cope
make a new scene all on my own
all on my own

like where did all my friends go?
where'd the passion all go
writing private in my bed hoe
rip a verse out of my chest woah
i ain't feelin the best so
i subdue all the stress
left behind and i can't cope
make a new scene all on my own
all on my own

she could read minds in the first place
she could read minds in the worst way
that means she should know that i can't stay :(
that means she should know this ain't my day
spent my whole life chasing first place
somehow i'm 5th wheeling on my birthday
taco bell 3am on a thursday
wish i could share it with you come to my place
ay
double stack chicken wrap yuh
ay
babygirl where you at love :(
crush up 9 grams gurl i'm terrified
still i'm feeling alright this deep in your eyes 

like where did all my friends go
where'd the passion all go
writing private in my bed hoe
rip a verse out of my chest woah
i ain't feelin the best so
i subdue all the stress
left behind and i can't cope- 

YUH

like where did all my friends go
where'd the passion all go
writing private in my bed hoe
rip a verse out of my chest woah
i ain't feelin the best so
i subdue all the stress
left behind and i can't cope
make a new scene all on my own
all on my own

solitary (dash)

And i wanted
to be next to you, i know
and everytime u come back, i know
I walk down the hallway
looked at my door,
im scared to explore
Don't wanna talk back 
(don't wanna talk back)
I'll lose my patience
U need a piece of me, 
I know u want it
And all those time we talk,
at night till the morning
I need you with me,
but don't come back for me
We live and we hurt,
just like a bouquet
(bouquet)
and everytime u come back, i know

IknoW

@softhert

Mind always racing
I’m always chasing
The dreams that I’m making
Are mine for the taking
Mind always racing
My mind always racing

Cracks and crumbles, falling down
If no ones there, does it make sound?
I try to flip and turn my frown
I’m killed by chemical compounds

Weight of an empty room
Keeps me inside a tomb
Dust my thoughts off with a broom
A flower in the dark may bloom

Wake me up in another reality
Help me find a piece of vitality
Do my best to protect my morality
Escape the thought that this is the finality

Creep through the night like a monster
I’ve broken her heart, I know it haunts her
Maintaining sight, but I still wander

Mind always racing
I’m always chasing
The dreams that I’m making
Are mine for the taking
Mind always racing
My mind always racing

i waited for you all night long 
just to get let down
just to get led on
do it for the days i was skating
tryna build a park in the backyard
now im smoking on the lawn
and im smoking dank
trust me you can smell the stink
when you walk up in my place
catch me rolling up a big ass jibbah
imma face it then dip
i got i big weed dependance
in a daze how i'm living

i can hear em talking telling lies 
like it aint shit
prolly somewhere looking at the sky
like an ancient
theres a cherry in my joint
but i'm smoking on grape bitch
yeah i'm smoking good 
but i'm tryna be great bitch
everybody wanna try doubting me
got me all up in my head im drowing
nothing without me
no i didn't find the music it found me

youtube

racing - ft. softheart (prod. syndrome)

A single from the upcoming EP 'Syrup Tape'

when i cant high i just fall asleep
been in the same bed now for 13 weeks
and i dont really care if you think of me
but thats the fuckin lie that i always speak

i been rollin up these blunts and smokin plenty of weed
i been abusin all this syrup cuz i cant get no sleep
and i been searchin for some pills to kill the devil in me
and maybe if im lucky find me dead in the street

i always run away everytime you get close
you try to help me out i know you do the most
but maybe i should leave maybe ill be a ghost, i know its better for your health i never been diagnosed

i sit and pay attention all the shit that you do
say you got some big dreams so go make it come tru
i know that you dont need me cuz you makin it through
i wish that you would hate me so you get up and move, on

you say that it can work but i know that it wont
you say you wanna spend your time just holding me close
you say you want me there so i share in your growth, but the truth is that im broken i gave up long ago

i know this shit so hard but there aint no other way
thats just what happens when you fall in love in a day
i wish that i could help you but dont know what to say
i tried to save myself but then got lost in the haze

cuz you know im a lost cause
im gettin money but im too flawed
shit too real so i gotta pause
i was better now i have withdraws, know we be good and we gon be alright
we just sip a lil syrup mix it up with the sprite
i just hate myself so much i cant take my own advice
so i turn into a cliche im the same as those guys

when i cant high i just fall asleep
been in the same bed now for 13 weeks
and i dont really care if you think of me
but thats the fuckin lie that i always speak

i been rollin up these blunts and smokin plenty of weed
i been abusin all this syrup cuz i cant get no sleep
and i been searchin for some pills to kill the devil in me
and maybe if im lucky find me dead in the street

lost

Dancing With The Devil

I Will Never Feel Like I Did In 2016

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just happy to be here

I Will Never Feel Like I Did In 2016

Softheart