one of my favourites if not favourite song of 2020 ty for this <3

Bro this is one of my favorite songs. Glad you made another version!

This sounds different from the original. Where is it?

i love you softheart this song is so fucking perfect. truly an absolute masterpiece

Softhearted

but nothings for nothing. 

@waitingoncisco did some extra guit stems

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-nothings-really-everlasting-lyrics

Nothings really everlasting

stockholm (prod. sorrow bringer)

when it's dark at night will you hold me tight?
fear my mind is losing sanity
I fell so quick for you I swear it wasn't gravity
living in a fantasy
Losing my vitality
walk round like a zombie gotta fix up my mentallity
~
Full Moon In tune
graveyard come to life and spirits coming after 
sippin out the bottle just to lighten up the view
when I'm blacked out on the ground I pray that I don't join them too
x2
~
EMPTYCHEST
that i dont join em too
swear on blood they're hunting me
im blacking out by noon
my chest is just as hollow as the words that i re-use
if i do not find a spot to hide these creatures got me screwed like
loose nails falling out my floorboard
quite similar to my minds framework
scare em nuff n im sure it will work
wax on wax off this the worst grind
noosed up by the 130 clan dr
taught lessons faught wars n made crimes
9 to 5 hell nah ill just write rhymes
rooms a mess but damn i can find time
to live in my fantasy world
but it dont fuckin stop the head twirls
soon enough ill be in my own world
but the moon is full so anyting goes
~
Full Moon In tune
graveyard come to life and spirits coming after 
sippin out the bottle just to lighten up the view
when I'm blacked out on the ground I pray that I don't join them too
~
Lost and writting these songs
feel that I don't belong
Till the grave my thoughts haunt me
entering a state of lunacy
nothing here to see 
turn your head and let me bleed
only death is guaranteed
I've been lost in a maze for sometime now
broken beaten bones, screaming why now?
lights

Full Moon w/ emptychest

rainmaker (prod. sorrow bringer)

Lyrics:

I just need to break down
dont make me do it out here
yea i cry ugly i swear
its not for ur eye i rip and tear

I saw the lights on but I knew that no one else was home
Look at the Nikon and check the camera roll and im all alone
Feel the bottle pop spew it out opening to mouth
Im a cyclops when it comes to seeing no one else 
ok ok
i feel my-

do no harm yea she preaches
while she looks me in the eyes
and her pupils dialate
as we read eachothers minds
memories flood back thru an air filled brain
she's the only one aware when she dish out pain

Im an asshole ok well I know so u can leave
What’s the point though in coming to the function if u cheesed
Im in street clothes but my guys in masks and they dont ski
I dont need throat I just need a girl who proud of me

(Ya I won’t fuck u and shit )
(Cause I won’t cum in this bitch)
yet the kiss comes easily
(Medication bunned my dick)
(There’s no reason I would hit)
and the clothes follow and she's feeling me
(I been working on my wealth)
(Please dont hit me up to help)
she could never concentrate thru her rolled back eyes
(Its the hard way I had learned)
(Now I keep it to myself)
physicalities distract us from our lust to

uh uh uh uh
uh uh uh uh
feel like tails again
Man I cringe at marketing
Who the fuck gon tell me to post his shit when u in a cardigan
I’m on tour and poppin shit
30 minutes to feel my brain
I might be myself right now but its gon cause a ton of pain
I know what u dont
Its ok though I could face u tonight

I just need to break down
dont make  me do it out here
yea i cry ugly i swear
its not for ur eye i rip and tear
Fuck me and dump me im made for disposal
U love me u hate me I hate how u switch roles
I need a lady who versed in her mental
So far I haven’t found a human that makes me comfortable

I feel ears pop when I take the lift up to the spot
(I just need to break down)
In the function sipping on the ace and rolling pot
(dont make me do it out here)
Imma punch in even when im geeked im on the clock
(yea i cry ugly i swear)
Like a pumpkin im lit up and my body start to rot
(its not for ur eye i rip and tear)
Im an asshole ok well I know so u can leave
(i used to follow certain morals)
What’s the point though in coming to the function if u cheesed
(and never asked why first)
Im in street clothes but my guys in masks and they dont ski
(does she give u mercy)
I dont need throat I just need a girl who proud of me
(when u beg her that it hurts)

mixed songs:

https://soundcloud.com/not-a-fucking-hero/breakdown-branwen
https://soundcloud.com/sewerperson/lights_r-on-but-no1s-home-branwen

hero x sewerperson - parking lot breakdown/lights_r on but no1s home (mashup)

lyrics⬇️
crushing the thoughts that been breaking me down
how could i write so much and you never liked my sound
voluntarily always around
but now ur making me feel a way so i gotta get out

lie on the cold ground
duplicate that feeling that you thought you found
maybe this my chance maybe right now
yea or I’ll suffocate in advance if i dont fight it out
even lookin at these plants i i feel like i dont amount 
to all the beauty that they hold cuz i cant even count all the times that i would fold at the fault of my mouth
even when i promised everyone it wouldn’t go south

late gigs knowing that you wont be there

paint a pictire for me knowing that i will not fear

yea cuz i wont breathe ur judgy person air
for once it might be nice to be all the way out your hair

ill push back i dont like it when it feel like that

no crash pad when im falling i fall down hard flat
i dont even have the energy to feel bad
i dont see anyone who wanted a rematch
i been pushin in my memories like way back
Yea u dont want anything like this you want a price tag
money dont mean anything if you cant even buy that 
promise youd be runnin from me if you knew what i had

i live i laugh
but i dont wanna use the stuff that hurts the people most
wait until the night pass
then ill stay low
cuz thats the way that itll last

(Weepings)

We've been on and off like every other week I fucking swear
Girl you got me crashing out; You got me growing out my hair
I'm doing all these drugs to pretend like I don't care ...
But I do too much
Girl I know you fucked him I feel nauseous but I still miss your touch 
Smoking on some potent pop some oxy till my brain turn dust
I'm bleeding out my back I'm just your toy and my heart soft like plush
A puppet on your string an I will wait for you to treat me such
~
Cuz if the pain I feel is cause by your hands I don't mind
I showed you my darkest parts and you left me behind
Who knew that my love for you would leave me feeling blind
Girl no matter where I go you're still stuck in my mind
~
And flashback to the moment that I met you
Even then I knew I cannot forget you
I remember how you looked at me the night I loved you
But now I fear I'm falling short
Back and forth, every time we speak it feels like we in court
God it hurts, Knowing that the girl I love left me in dirt
What am I holding onto still, like bro ... that hoe left me first
I could never trust another soul, like I trusted you
I still got love for you
I wish you loved me too
Girl honestly I can't see my future with another fucking person in this life

voluntarily w/ Weepings (cxrter x yunnygoldz)

Here is a tribute song composed for a commission from a parent for their child's birthday which is in September. They wanted a song to reflect Johnny's love for PJ Masks, the cartoon series. I need a superhero to combat the evil attracted to music. Now I have DOGBOY!

Dogboy Rises

Love's Like The Wind

Buy on Bandcamp

Taboo Run - Love's Like The Wind

@qawikamri
@i_x_t_a_i_l_s
@killedmyself

lyrics:-
Qawi Kamri
Everyone's just sad now
Everyone's just broke now
No one's really different
Everyone's the same now

Xanny just to fit in
Wrist starts to slit nah
You just want a hit
You promised to quit
Don't really believe you
is that even a choice?

9TAILS
like is that even a choice
woah
filter through the noise
when i speak its not my voice
oh polo
pony on the chest
check the goose its on the vest
vvs is on my neck
run a cheque
make it back
get a couple compliments
dripping sauce
when i walk
all this pressure break my neck
break the bank
break a sweat
im not coming over yet
walking home
in the rain
this is good as life'll get

SPOTIFY

No Divergent. (w 9TAILS) (prod. killedmyself)

guitar by : @waitingoncisco

lyrics:

i could be fake too
just not how i make do
it's not that i hate you 
well i don't know
hard to be great you know 
it's hard to be grateful
it's hard to be thankful
so i don't show
you know we all hurt it's just life
baby i get lost in the midnight
we all got problems i just admit mine
at night my eyes wont close

if i'm a star i'm burnt out and looking down
just cause she love me right now
don't mean she'll always be around
always stoned and in my house 
don't got nobody i can count on 
just stay tucked off by myself
oh i 
only get in my zone when i get on my own
all alone
she hit me up at all
and i shut off my phone
i go ghost
i swear she got those words you feel in your bones
who would have known
the prettiest face would have the ugliest soul

yeah but im a loverboy what'd you expect from me
i swear pretty girls will be the death of me
step to me i'm in the sky
baby i been hearing lies 
all my fucking life
so i always treat them nice
so when they fuck me over i don't even think twice
i just cut em off i don't even want a slice
imma leave her blocked
wish my heart weren't so soft 
wish you weren't my first fuck
all the shit is so dumb

now i just find safety in how 
these memories start all fading
put a knife inside my back
then ask why i'm so filled with hatred

anything but give you space and i'd rather erase myself
put the hurt of my back
chasing feeling's never helps

i could be fake too
just not how i make do
it's not that i hate you, 
well i don't know
hard to be great you know 
it's hard to be grateful
it's hard to be thankful
so i don't show
you know we all hurt it's just life
baby i get lost in the midnight
we all got problems i just admit mine
at night my eyes wont close

ghostboy. (with waitingoncisco)

We could get along, but the world don't like it
Make too many songs but I can't stop writing, my-
Marijauna loud like my mind is
I guess I just can't stand the silence, i
Don't know how you get so fine
One look my way and my chest on fire, ay
Walking with my head so high
I just like the feeling when i think of you like


No, I don't
Know what happens in my head
Just know there's pure intent
I can't control the feelings that i get
Its kind of torturous
Girl I spent fucking years in my regret
Don't need no more of it, no
I still feel her judging me when i'm by myself
I can't even ignore the shit


Never been the one to pretend, i just go with who i am
Maybe we can be friends, now that you know where i stand
Every girl I've ever been with, think i'm singin' bout them
Really I'm just singing to the one i never met
It's so tragic, killing that magic
Used to have a heart now i'm just living with the absence
Only want it more if i know i can't have it
Don't know why i can't stop thinking about it

[2x Chorus]

In My Head

suffocate in my sheets

Choked Up Feat. Sewerperson (Prod. SPLASHGVNG)

guitar and drums performed by Cisco
@waitingoncisco

One Day Youll Get What You Deserve (with waitingoncisco)

Beautiful Innocence

I Will Never Feel Like I Did In 2016

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I Will Never Feel Like I Did In 2016

Softheart

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