song of the summer meet rock bottom
with my main man @ejcarrmusic
ep in two weeks !!!
enjoy <3

lyrics:
blink your eyes and it’s here
the pit of all the years
immune from any ending
think fast your stories changing
so sort through the jumbled mess
of old times and stale regrets
as long as you get
what all this truly meant

take a breath
and walk those steps
as you fear the depths
of whatever comes next

how am i meant to say goodbye
open my mouth with just one try
to let go of a person
that means more than
i could ever describe
no choice here
disappear
into anything that’s left
anything that’s left in your mind

go ahead

sometimes its on your doorstep
sometimes u take the fall
i took it on the shoulder
i lost myself in it all
and it gets hard to recognize the person that i was
i said goodbye a hundred times and never understood

the reasons beneath us
you’ll never forget how it feels
a sequence of treason
could never bend us to my will
its hard to fight the future
past tense would hardly suit us
how did i say goodbye so many times
and finally let go for good?

how am i meant to say goodbye
open my mouth with just one try
to let go of a person
that means more than
i could ever describe
no choice here
disappear
into anything that’s left
anything that’s left in your mind
its hard to fight the future
past tense would hardly suit us
how did i say goodbye so many times
and finally let go for good
bye
bye
bye
bye

go ahead, say goodbye

go ahead, say goodbye w/ evan carr [immortal]

spotify & apple <3

undy riffs pt 2

yup this is one of those songs you sit back and play right before you

HARD DRIVE [p. methboiswag]

sorrowintheway(myss)

I know I can be a bit scattered sometimes. And even if it doesn’t always seem like it, you really matter to me and mean so much in my life. Please don’t forget that

Music from the Seiko film, The Gift of Time directed by Paula Chowles.

Sharing Tea

experimenting recording a gong with five different microphones

gong experiment 1

finger on the trigger of a loaded gun

Intro

Support Venus: https://www.youtube.com/c/venusboy

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Lyrics:
watch the time moving past but this love everlasting
you're the hot to my cold, you're the waves to my crashing
and I can't find no one who loves me like you do (know it's true)
when I hold you near its clear we will get through (turn from blue)
those green eyes the keep finding the way to my heart
right from the start, cannot tare us apart
found the other part of me in you
~
girl I love you
soon 
we'll get out of this zoo
start up a new
life for each other
and we can pursue
everything that we wanted to do
late nights spent cuddled tight
I take in the view
mattress left vacant
my sheets smell like you
I cannot take this
I'm feeling so blue
cause I really miss my boo

Everlasting [prod. venus]

till its over (ft hix)(prod.P4RA)

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just happy to be here

Intro

Softheart