lyrics:

she thinking i’m dumb girl i promise i see thru the ruse
i been on the hunt run for cover i been in a mood
hotter than the sun stack a ton still ain’t shit to lose
don’t stop till it’s done spin the block like a centrifuge

boy i’m not the one i been running out of patience
if he think it’s fun we gon run him out his laces
beat it like a drum call me when her back need breaking
watch how i succumb find my body in the basement

hold me until u break me
when it’s all done im hoping u hate me
put me down please do it humanely
n when im gone i hope u shelter in safety

i’m going all in i think it’s time we raise the stakes
leave em in the dust if they can’t keep up with the pace
don’t turn ur back n act surprised when i don’t chase 
it’s probably best for both of us to u run away

all u do is ride dick i’m getting chafed 
sewage for a brain im- i’m such a waste
when the lights are off all that matters is her shape
been feeling unbalanced i’m beginning to decay

she tell me she think i’m the one i know there’s been a few
the time will come i just fill space like i’m an interlude
using me for treatment baby i’m not clinical
i can see the nucleus the mass is close to critical

boy i’m not the one i been running out of patience
if he think it’s fun we gon run him out his laces
beat it like a drum call me when her back need breaking
watch how i succumb find my body in the basement

hold me until u break me
when it’s all done im hoping u hate me
put me down please do it humanely
n when im gone i hope u shelter in safety

please be patient with me i’m used to being harmed
once the inners frozen there’s more pain in being  warmed
it’s hideous beneath this skin covered in ink and scars
split ceramic one more blow and imma fall apart

walking a thousand miles anything to see ur face
another body in the pile i just sealed my fate
stuck at the bottom for a while i think imma stay
i feel at home under the force of this crushing weight

critical mass // on the brink (scottysplash)

song of the summer meet rock bottom
with my main man @ejcarrmusic
ep in two weeks !!!
enjoy <3

lyrics:
blink your eyes and it’s here
the pit of all the years
immune from any ending
think fast your stories changing
so sort through the jumbled mess
of old times and stale regrets
as long as you get
what all this truly meant

take a breath
and walk those steps
as you fear the depths
of whatever comes next

how am i meant to say goodbye
open my mouth with just one try
to let go of a person
that means more than
i could ever describe
no choice here
disappear
into anything that’s left
anything that’s left in your mind

go ahead

sometimes its on your doorstep
sometimes u take the fall
i took it on the shoulder
i lost myself in it all
and it gets hard to recognize the person that i was
i said goodbye a hundred times and never understood

the reasons beneath us
you’ll never forget how it feels
a sequence of treason
could never bend us to my will
its hard to fight the future
past tense would hardly suit us
how did i say goodbye so many times
and finally let go for good?

how am i meant to say goodbye
open my mouth with just one try
to let go of a person
that means more than
i could ever describe
no choice here
disappear
into anything that’s left
anything that’s left in your mind
its hard to fight the future
past tense would hardly suit us
how did i say goodbye so many times
and finally let go for good
bye
bye
bye
bye

go ahead, say goodbye

go ahead, say goodbye w/ evan carr [immortal]

spotify & apple <3

undy riffs pt 2

Tanto  Que Tu

November Crack

forever gone

Fucked up - Let Down

Go fuck with the original song it's wonderful 
- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y7FauV3MIUU

Art By Esau Andrews

We were in the back seat bumping away 
I need it so much I just want you to stay 
And it’s 5 am, making out again in your drug rug 
I’m so in love, I’m so fucked up

Never good enough,always second choice 
Shut my fucking mouth, Choke my fucking voice 
Now its Saturday, where my Fucking boys? 
I am not okay, I am not your toy

To be broken, go on cut me open 
There’s a hole in my lungs and I’m chocking 
You gotta young punk misquoted 
Sew me up once my heart’s been stolen

I guess I should have played my part
You Shoulda Checked my chart for my fucked up stars 
If you did would have known from the start, 
Ima fucked up kid with a fucked up heart



I got a new girl now and she’s great, 
But if I’m being honest it won’t ever be the same
Cause you only get one love, like that one love 
Never think of anybody else that way 

Like when you dyed your hair, with the circle 
All our friends are there, being hurtful
You freaked out so bad when, you turned purple 
I wanna stay, but I gotta get to work girl

And I wonder about that day, 
Like if I’d come back maybe you would have stayed 
Put it on a playlist used to be your favorite 
Been a few years, I still listen to the same shit

But it’s been a few months since we’ve spoken 
A few years that my heart’s been broken 
 it’s  my luck that you’re down with  the set now,
 I know I’m a Fuckup,  I know I’m a letdown

Fucked Up. Letdown.

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[Lyrics]
Can not help but follow; you're deceiving
I'm so numb yet hollow, don't you leave me
Gets so hard to swallow, slow my breathing
In shallow love I wallow, hearts not beating

One day I hope you'll read this letter the-
Painkillers help at making me feel better

And I know you don't care at all
Moving so slow, you love to watch me fall
You text but you know I wanna call
Like moths to flames I always crawl

Can not help but follow; you're deceiving
I'm so numb yet hollow, don't you leave me
Gets so hard to swallow, slow my breathing
In shallow love I wallow, hearts not beating

I don't want to
Knew I'd miss you
Wish you'd feel the same 

And I know you don't care at all
Moving so slow, you love to watch me fall
You text but you know I wanna call
Like moths to flames I always crawl

Can not help but follow; you're deceiving
I'm so numb yet hollow, don't you leave me
Gets so hard to swallow, slow my breathing
In shallow love I wallow, hearts not beating

Deceive Me (prod. Tennis Player x Miler)

Intro

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Lyrics:
watch the time moving past but this love everlasting
you're the hot to my cold, you're the waves to my crashing
and I can't find no one who loves me like you do (know it's true)
when I hold you near its clear we will get through (turn from blue)
those green eyes the keep finding the way to my heart
right from the start, cannot tare us apart
found the other part of me in you
~
girl I love you
soon 
we'll get out of this zoo
start up a new
life for each other
and we can pursue
everything that we wanted to do
late nights spent cuddled tight
I take in the view
mattress left vacant
my sheets smell like you
I cannot take this
I'm feeling so blue
cause I really miss my boo

Everlasting [prod. venus]

till its over (ft hix)(prod.P4RA)

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Intro

Softheart