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jealous mess

🎙️ Live from the The Environ GONE-MENTAL  Center 

"Breathe in this, now you can see. Premeditated like a leaf falling from its tree, Yet don't always believe what you see. Perception is one's own to achieve. Meditate now just count back from three. Close your eyes and be set free."

ₜₕₑ ⱼₒᵤᵣₙₑy ᵢₛ ₜₕₑ Dₑₛₜᵢₙₐₜᵢₒₙ


I keep pressing ESC yet, the same place I REMAIN

locked up in this cage, memories erased 

https://www.bonfire.com/disaster-delivery160/

If you ever read this..........

I can't explain it....
I can't help but want to be close to you. I see us just laying down under the night sky holding hands and talking about life. Visions have guided me to you, and I want to take care of you, so you can build to be the best version of yourself 💕. You deserve so much love after everything. My heart smiles when I think of you, my eyes brighten at the sight of you. I just want to bring you the joy you have brought to me over the years.

My best friend, my soulmate, my emotional outlet.....not your pen pal......

-Rina

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Everytime I think about the little kissy face you sent in your first photo to me lol. cutie. 

Our conversations of curiosity with each other . 

when I think about you walking off a roof lol..... I never knew my angel drank and didn't know how to fly lol 😆 

I wonder why you reached out to me when you were in the hospital that night. I was a stranger, but I have loved you ever since. 

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just happy to be here

forever young bitch i’m never growing up
only know me from my thoughts just a ghost

jealous mess

Softheart