feat. https://soundcloud.com/unknxwn7
prod. https://soundcloud.com/user-597676997

Lyrics:

I've been waiting for the day when I fall apart
I've been steady grinding in room no I don't care
working in the silence, I can't help but feel the stare
looking right upon me
smoking palm trees in the air
I don't know where to go, where you at babe?
I can't get their quick I'm stuck up in the traffic
up a couple days making tracks now
turn up the attack think I'm gonna snap wow
thats shit hit, jump in crowds getting lit
like down another bottle of the gold bacardi quick
pop out to your party but I'm sad asf
I can't find no fucking end I never get enough
~
I cannot fight that
feeling so I sit and zone by myself again
In love with creation
Taking my mind to a different location
Fill up the spots in my chest that lay vacant
It's like a drug cannot refuse to take it
Exhale all the vapor I've been holding in ...
Use it as my Medicine ...
Frequency Irrelevant
Vision going black, back to the past now
Got all of our pictures on the wall
Slowly watch us fall
this winter the end of it all
~
Unknxwn
I've been waiting everyday but you don't call
I don't think I can be saved from the snowfall
I don't feel no love inside of my heart no more
If this only the start than I dont' want to know more
All I really wanna know it where you at babe?
Got my heart trapped stuck inside a damn cage
I don't like that baby don't you damn play
This getting old, Don't hit me up anymore
bullshit again I can't take this
Fucking with me and I hate it
Can't give a fuck no not no more
In the cold I've been stuck I done got so cold
Lost all my trust I can't cope no more
Mind filled with love that I can't show
Anyone what I feel inside
Anyone get what that feel like?
I can't let no one get inside
Of what I like to call my mind
I've been waiting for the day when I fall apart
I've been steady grinding in room no I don't care
working in the silence, I can't help but feel the stare
looking right upon me
smoking palm trees in the air
I don't know where to go, where you at babe?
I can't get their quick I'm stuck up in the traffic
up a couple days making tracks now
turn up the attack think I'm gonna snap wow
thats shit hit, jump in crowds getting lit
like down another bottle of the gold bacardi quick
pop out to your party but I'm sad asf
I can't find no fucking end I never get enough

where you at babe? w/ unknxwn [prod capsctrl]

im in my bag of excuses for bad decisions i made  
bad actions stemming from trauma that doesnt justificate  
i look around and see all of this destruction and decay 
but i think the only difference is i didnt see what was right in my face 
at some point you have to face it
used to think fixing my problems was caving
i used to think that my problems were what made me special and that shit is dangerous
and i used to think that if i got better my art would suffer as a trade and
it got to the point where i thought that my mental well being aint even worth saving 
but honestly i was mistaken 
what the fuck was i on 
how could i be so wrong 
i was down for so long
i dug myself too far 
what the fuck was i on 
how could i be so wrong 
i made myself the problem 

i was a victim of temptation and my own temperament
i get too passionate i come off batshit and 
im just a magnet for tragic infatuation 
almost had it but i couldnt capture it 
dont wanna trap it  
dont know whats happenin
but when youre laughing
its great distraction 
i think we might just be moving to fast and 
keep your hands in at all times and belts fastened 
i dont know 
what the fuck i was on 
how could i be so wrong 
i was down for so long
i dug myself too far 
what the fuck was i on 
how could i be so wrong 
i made myself the problem 
and honestly i dont know
what the fuck i was on
how could i be so wrong 
i was down for so long
i dug myself too far 
what the fuck was i on 
how could i be so wrong 
i made myself the problem

my big bag of excuses for this hole I dug myself into

The Edge

I'M STILL BREATHIN (ICP Cover)

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MUSIC VIDEO:

https://youtu.be/sncR0BS40i0

jealous mess

A single from the upcoming EP 'Syrup Tape'

when i cant high i just fall asleep
been in the same bed now for 13 weeks
and i dont really care if you think of me
but thats the fuckin lie that i always speak

i been rollin up these blunts and smokin plenty of weed
i been abusin all this syrup cuz i cant get no sleep
and i been searchin for some pills to kill the devil in me
and maybe if im lucky find me dead in the street

i always run away everytime you get close
you try to help me out i know you do the most
but maybe i should leave maybe ill be a ghost, i know its better for your health i never been diagnosed

i sit and pay attention all the shit that you do
say you got some big dreams so go make it come tru
i know that you dont need me cuz you makin it through
i wish that you would hate me so you get up and move, on

you say that it can work but i know that it wont
you say you wanna spend your time just holding me close
you say you want me there so i share in your growth, but the truth is that im broken i gave up long ago

i know this shit so hard but there aint no other way
thats just what happens when you fall in love in a day
i wish that i could help you but dont know what to say
i tried to save myself but then got lost in the haze

cuz you know im a lost cause
im gettin money but im too flawed
shit too real so i gotta pause
i was better now i have withdraws, know we be good and we gon be alright
we just sip a lil syrup mix it up with the sprite
i just hate myself so much i cant take my own advice
so i turn into a cliche im the same as those guys

when i cant high i just fall asleep
been in the same bed now for 13 weeks
and i dont really care if you think of me
but thats the fuckin lie that i always speak

i been rollin up these blunts and smokin plenty of weed
i been abusin all this syrup cuz i cant get no sleep
and i been searchin for some pills to kill the devil in me
and maybe if im lucky find me dead in the street

lost

https://soundcloud.com/gothurted
https://soundcloud.com/nicoteenninyo

Lyrics:
[gothurted]
And if I would disappear right now nobody will notice that
I don't care about why but how did I fall for you so bad
Put my hand on your chest let me grab your heart
Take all of your stuff and leave with me shawty let's depart
together

[nicoteen ninyo]
If I would disappear right now, would u come and find me
Or was I just the weight on ur back, holding down ur wings?
Shawty put ur flame up to my face
Let me feel the warmth of ur cold embrace
Let our hearts race
Forever

gothurted - if i would disappear (ft. nicoteen ninyo)

My Childhood Dog

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-growth-spurts-lyrics

Growth Spurts

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-shhh-rockband-lyrics

prod and mix by me

Shhh! (rockband)

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just happy to be here