everyones an asshole 
my plug cuts his coke and my doctor pushes benzos 
my head smacked the floor when i tripped off my board
skating round the halls cause my parents aren't at home
today ive been bored
today i woke up at 4
needed stuff but got too high to drive to the store
at the checkout said "how are you?"
i said "not much"
on my way out i tripped and my thing of eggs crushed

dont be ashamed to be proud of yourself or slow down for a sec 
i say as i quietly critique parts of myself 
i guess i just keep helping so i wont need help
but regardless it helps

can you tell me we're good now?
you left me put down
bad is my good now
when i cry it's a good sound 

(hamilton)
cut it all out
take it all away
i dont wanna feel 
no not today 
numb to the pain numb to it all
hanging by a thread i might fall
i might slip 
lose my grip 
tryna find out where the time went
where it all goes
i dont know
i can only walk the path i chose 
build me up just to break my bones
crushing up drugs on my phone
tryna fix my heart but it got worse
every time i fall in love it hurts
every time i try to not think bout you it dont work
maybe im just meant to be alone with the dirt
but maybe its just meant to be 
i get so high i cant speak
walking round cant feel my feet
when i sleep i grit my teeth
when i sleep youre all i see
so every nights a bad dream 
i dont wanna wake up
just to feel nothing

when i cry it sounds good (with hamilton and sorrow bringer)

i hope you feel this as much as i do
prod ford. or drowsy not sure which one to put

Lyrics:

hold on
could you help me home
let me know
give me hope
how long
you couldn't help me i'm too gone
how long
how long

i need a change right now
could someone fuckin notice
in jus a couple days
went thru a couple pounds of potent
its generic as fuck but i'm really on my own
SHIT
that's jus the show biz is what they say
is what they say
is what they say

is what they say
is what they say
is what they say

i hate the deity above me
if there is one
fuck how hard i have 2 fight
till i'm someone
oh i hear connections nice
at least they tell me
she stomp on my neck n somehow
she can tell me

HOLD ON
COULD YOU HELP ME HOME
LET ME KNOW
GIVE ME HOPE
HOW LONG
YOU COULDN'T HELP ME I'M TOO GONE
HOW LONG
HOW LONG
HOLD ON
COULD YOU HELP ME HOME
LET ME KNOW
GIVE ME HOPE
HOW LONG
YOU COULDN'T HELP ME I'M TOO GONE
HOW LONG
HOW LONG

torture

shoutout to everyone in this song ily all :) <3
prod. sorrow bringer (goat)
mix: epitome, kanashi, autumn, casperrr
master: epitome

EPITOME:

if you look into my blackened soul 
you’ll see i’ve begun to decompose 
and with nothing but a rope around my neck
i’ll hang in the gallows dead
hold back the tears you’ll shed
leave all the words unsaid
i was hanging on by a thread
it’s better off instead 
that i’m 6 feet deep beneath the surface
i’ve said this once i know i’m worthless
i fall short of being perfect 
can you show me that i’m worth it
am i worth saving?
my body’s decaying
my flesh is rotting 
i feel like a zombie
i think the ends approaching
i feel it upon me
now i know i’m not worth saving 
i’m trying but it doesn’t seem to be enough
no one gives a fuck
i don’t even know what i’ve become
(can you tell me what i’ve become i give in too easy oh the end has just begun)

KANASHI:

Ion even know what I’ve become 
shits got me so fucked up…
And pls don’t wake me 
I’m busy taking a break from life
Ion wanna be a part of this anymore 
One foot in and the other out the door 
Cuz nothing lasts forever 
So just toss me like a wrapper on the floor…

AUTUMN:

i can't tell tonight apart from all them in the past
i can speak, i can breathe, but my brain is gonna gache
if you feed off of me, hope you like consuming trash
waking up inside this bed 
is something i'd rather not have
i'm tearing at my skin
could it get much worse than this
that's the only thing i'd ask
besides when you'll text me back

CASPERRR:

don't you text me back 
please i don't wanna relapse
feel this agonizing pressure on my chest
i can't breathe,i can't eat i can't get no rest  

fucked up, over what u told me
u left and now i'm lonely 
got 5gs and smoked that whole shit, holy-moly
u really said i was ur only
that guy was just a homie 
and now im dyin slowly, lonely

epitomeoffailure x kanashi x autumndropsdead x casperrr - blackened soul (sorrow bringer)

[Intro]
Ay

[Verse]
I cannot remember the last time I gave a fuck
About my progress, about my funds
Just my vocals and my lungs
I might kill it just for fun
I got marijuana musk
Camp fire with the blunt
Outside burning woods at dusk

[Chorus]
I think I'm confident enough (I think I'm confident enough)
Aye, homie how you holdin' up? (Homie how you holdin' up?)
I heard you had some things to say about me
My bro, that really says enough

[Verse 2]
Sideshow with the hair I look like bob
Look like a shark when I bob
I make it slap like music was my job
Just something light like aluminum rods
Wow, oh my god
My girl so pretty it looks like mods
Blaow, mardi gras
The way she give the champagne a pop

[Bridge]
Motivate me, woah (Woah)
Yeah

[Pre-Chorus]
Let me flex, let me flex
Autoplay with the way I'm next
Quick reply when i send a text
I'ma stop I think—

[Chorus]
I'm confident enough (I'm confident enough)
Aye, homie how you holdin' up?, uh
I heard you had some things to say about me
My bro, that really says enough, uh
I think you confident enough, uh
I might just have to blow you up (Have to blow you up)
I heard you had some things to say about me
Why don't you tell me what is what
Nut it up, run it up, fuck it up
Light you up and turn you dust
What's the fuss
They hate on me like rust, I can't trust

[Bridge]
Ain't trust
No ain't trust, ain't trust

[Verse 3]
I couldn't tell you the secrets I know
I keep a lot of the plan on the low
I keep a lot of focus on the flow
I don't need nothing to show me where to go
I got a queue in the carry on
Next to a bottle of perignon
I ride her back to the marriott
Not fancy because I'm on road a lot
Im a lethal weapon, no kevin rahm
Still undetected like blood clots
Underground like bedrock
Unbreakable, never fall off

[Chorus]
Confident enough
Aye, homie how you holdin' up? (Homie how you holdin' up?)
I heard you had some things to say about me
My bro, that really says enough
I think you confident enough (I think you confident enough)
I might just have to blow you up (Blow)
I heard you had some things to say about me, aye
Why don't you tell me what is what

9TAILS - confidence (prod. syndrome)

4GOT10 V2 (extended)

MUSIC VIDEO : https://bit.ly/2wY59yY

HUGE thank you to everyone that's supported me so far
this album is a favorite for sure, i hope you all feel the same <3


album credits:

huge thanks to @noahwalker, this album wouldn't be what it is without him 

instrumentation: noah walker, quinn, chris p, coleman, mohini 

production: something worth living for (prod. killedmyself)
all other production done by me

MUSIC VIDEO

somewhere with you (video in desc.)

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-want-it-lyrics

guitar by schiavonp

Want It

Let The Sun In

Put My Things Down

There's A Monster Inside Of Me

Naive

streaming services

Naive (feat. sewerperson) (prod. beatsbyneco x Nato Beats)

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