Softheart

Softheart Full

Nyeste shit 2024

August 2024

Sad Expresso

A Collection of Softheart Songs
Guest Starring: Truett, Participation Trophy, and SalemJournl [diary]

softheart [and friends] <3

LYRICS:

I’m young and I'm on my way to being rich
I got 99 problems I ain’t worried bout a bitch
I got momma on my two’s and the sinners on my six
They’ll break a nigga down ‘fore I ever feel the threat
That’s a flex
Gamble w ya life lil bae, that’s a bet
Call the kin. That’s the set
Gimme space, lemme stretch
Lemme cook, lemme quest
Yeah, woah, lemme quest

This new age philosophy
The baby’s in a trance
There’s static on the screen
There’s plastic in the leaves
This new age philosophy
The sky is falling down
Cahoots your enemies
There’s powder in your tree

Nigga
Don’t smoke that, don’t smoke that
Don’t smoke that, don’t smoke that
Nigga, don’t smoke that, don’t smoke that
Don’t smoke that, don’t smoke that
Baby, don’t smoke that, don’t smoke that
Don’t smoke that, don’t smoke that
Baby, don’t smoke that, don’t don’t
Baby don’t smoke that (yeah, woah)
It’s a half past 3 and the sun is going down
Shorter days shorter smiles cause the air is toxic now
Traffic longer than the nile
The displaced are walking ‘round under corporate funded banks that’s shading the whole town

The trash is piling up, ain’t no value in the buck
All the good and the clean fall to crannies and the nooks
While your racist ass granny is president runner up
We fucked, think we fucked

I’m young and I'm on my way to being rich
I got 99 problems I ain’t worried bout a bitch
I got momma on my two’s and my sinners on my six
They’ll lock a nigga down ‘fore I ever feel the threat
That’s a flex
Gamble w ya life lil bae, that’s a bet
Call the kin. That’s the set
Gimme space, lemme stretch
Lemme cook, lemme quest

This new age philosophy
The baby’s in a trance
There’s static on the screen
There’s plastic in the leaves

Wake Up

sorry it took a year for me to mix this

5 miles to town
fine if i drown
n my mind so loud
ion wanna fight now
bish pipe down
ridin 165 bish no malcolm in middle
had sum problem shit to pawn off n get solved like a riddle
before i put the glock 9 bullet right in my temple
dyin its simple, look bish im dying its simple

late last december
low life like my face from a time i remember
the head down inside moms crib, drugged up temper
wit fucked up love this shitty house never better
its how life go i guess
been sweater weather forever inside of ur chest
but this shit never hurt when u had died in ur head
lie alone in bed
eyes filled wit dread 
no cry for the meds
now im-
caught in crossfire baby tell me who i am
ion think you understand
if i hit ts then i do it all again tonight
crossfaded put a cup in each hand on ice
all nite till a.m. been feeling alright
grab onto my hand we could ride away
or u could pass me up by like rightaway
pass me a blunt need it right away
(shorty gon say she not part of me
but stay bumpin "armory"
honest to god its like)
fuck out my way
stay zooted, fucked up in my place
like you is the source of the cause of my pain
so of course that shit go thru my brain
red the hatred run, course thru my veins
let my body erupt thru the flames
never feeding myself as of late
evermore im feeling it's my fate

5 miles to town
fine if i drown
n my mind so loud
ion wanna fight now
bish pipe down
ridin 165 bish no malcolm in middle
had sum problem shit to pawn off n get solved like a riddle
before i put the glock 9 bullet right in my temple
dyin its simple, look bish im dying its simple

inter_165 (thaibeats)

[intro]
So talk your shit behind my back
you've always been just like the rest
you never ask what's in my head
a zombie trapped inside my bed

[chorus]
So talk your shit behind my back
you've always been just like the rest
you never ask what's in my head
a zombie trapped inside my bed
and comment on the way I sleep
I've given room for you to speak
pretend you gave a fuck 'bout me
I've always been the black sheep

[verse]
I have a habit of running away from all of my problems
I know I should solve them
it's becoming less like it is an option and more of a bother
put the blame on my father
I'm chronically smoking narcotics to cure all of my conflicts
astonished at what I've accomplished
still im unwanted
I'm always exhausted
this system is toxic

I'm tempted to test if I'm bulletproof
the only escape to this cruel abuse
you made the mistakes but you're mad at me
your betrayal is something that frightens me
I'm constantly seen as the enemy
I never wanted to admit defeat
your failure to change your insensitive ways
caused the double-edged sword to devour me

[chorus]
So talk your shit behind my back
you've always been just like the rest
you never ask what's in my head
a zombie trapped inside my bed
and comment on the way I sleep
I've given room for you to speak
pretend you gave a fuck 'bout me
I've always been the black sheep

Black Sheep (prod. DESPAIRINTOASHES)

F**k You FREESTYLE

Insecure

Yacht Master

forget me / when the summer ends

when the summer ends

no pulse

got em running quick and by the morning in the mountains

9tails - honor roll (prod. guillermo)

(notahero)
your lips provide a memory
made it out of seventeen
save me from this hole that i’ve dug
or treat me like i’m supposed to be
impromptus and parking fees
maybe one day we can finally
get that sleep we always talk about
i’m exhausted from running all around

it don’t pleasure me to tell
i’m scared of growing older
tears surround my face
right now i wish that i was sober
i wish time could freeze in place
i need some time to think this over
cause i’m scared of everything
but she says that i just need closure

breakfast
on 9nth
but i fell in love
on independence drive

reminisce
on 9nth
but i fell in love
on independence drive

i’ll be with you till i’m dead
i know i don’t talk when i’m mad
but i don’t equate it to love lost
i turn it into a folk song

(greenwood)
if im nothing to me
who could i be for you
i just want to be here
i know that you don't want to

sorry about the fog
its the wine and the street pens
i just need to stop
we don't talk about the reasons
think i fell apart 
hear you talk when you're sleeping
everything is good and it's safe and it's easy

there's colour in your face and water on your skin
and thoughts inside my head to ruin your life again
disconnected from the body that i'm living in
i dont remember much of anything
to give me peace in Copeland
its not been easy coping
love you the more i'm told it
i know you'd never know it

just stay another night
i'm sick of sleeping on my side
and waking up alone and faking it 
scared of death like why we play with it



(notahero)

your lips provide a memory
made it out of seventeen
save me from this hole that i’ve dug
or treat me like i’m supposed to be
impromptus and parking fees
maybe one day we can finally
get that sleep we always talk about
i’m exhausted from running all around

parking fees w/ greenwood (nathanp)

PRODUC3D BY ST33ZY PR1M3 NAT32T1M3Z ND BLOCKTAN3
MIX3D & MAST3R3D BY POL3ARM ND SA1LOR

pitch black inna dark forest
blood stains on a sharp sword
chest plate cracked in all sorts
hellhound ready on all fours
smoke clears from the large flames
ghosts lay where my heads safe
cold chains and my jeans torn
know its hard to tell but my heart at war

i dont feel sorry knowing your the one at fault
from my view im being honest
id jus rather go crash through the wall ...

**TH1$ R1GHT H3R3 1$ R3AL MUS1c**

lets see the shit through
im rlly w u
like whats the issue?
they out to get you
going on for hours now forget what i meant to
like whats why issue?

gon for a while
mind running wild
stay among the clouds
tryna figure my shit out
but they hate me know
i still play it down
tryna find my sound
let off like 50 rounds
dont get me started
id rather go ghost away from these goofys regardless
im on my pogo high up in the ceiling i spark it
im in my dojo be that she gon feel me regardless
it aint no new friends silly you gon listen to me clearly
i feel like james bond pop up when the shit getting sticky
rather stay calm but that bitch she still in here feelings
this time i admit it ..

YOU WON.

𝒸𝒽𝑒𝓈𝓉𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓉𝑒 🗡️

Listen on Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/track/39QIa3apfZ382HwUqQYidq?si=2517d60b1e1e45d1

Stuck

stuck (prod. p4ra x 5head)

IS WHAT IT IS

prod. @tnvr555 & i'm geist 

let me guess
you'll bury me in the garden

you brought this on yourself klaus
remember that

i never forget betrayal, marcel
remember that

the blood is all over the covers
so wrap up my body and
say that you only meant well
if this isn’t torture enough
let the ocd kill me
cause the thoughts are driving me out

i’ve got a lot left to say
but well i’ll bite my tongue
cause i cannot speak up when you yell
feels like the pains always lasting forever
so i drink my sorrows
and sleep by myself

and i’ve learnt that poison
is hatred
the more that you have
oh the more that you’re killing yourself
and love is no cure
cause you cannot fix somebody
who doesn't want to be fixed for themselves

i’m sorry it’s my way
or the highway
and i don’t know what else
could i say
so i leave the words
left for the stage
cause i don’t know how
how else could i’d stay

when i’m bleeding you dry
and you open up my wounds
pouring your salt telling lies
and i
i don’t feel good tonight
and if i take another shot
i swear i might take my life

cause i’m no good at apologies
but i gave you my honesty
and honestly that’s all i would liked
and if i drop dead on this hill
i bet no one would be surprised

bite my tongue

spotify

bite my tongue [tnvr]

a made up story about something that really happened (sorrow bringer)

FREE DOWNLOAD

heartache

all i see is trouble
i dont see the love 
yeah i dont need to know
yeah i dont need the truth
i just stay alone between these four corners
i just stay alone making beats in my room
and i cant get back those days spent 
dazed and chasing around with you
and i cant no i wont pretend
every single day i would waist it again
i would waist it again

sometimes i wanna die
but i dont like to think about that
cause of fear for it
and sometimes i cant recognize 
the face thats looking back
in the mirror x3

wanna end the pain so bad 
but im scared and i dont wanna let all these people down
every time i come around smell the weed in the air 
yeah my lungs are full of loud
yeah
i just wanna know
baby i just wanna know
no wait i dont wanna know a thing

repeat

all i see is trouble

lyrics 4 the fan that asked for em shout out to you 

nightshade
and my Styrofoam in twos 
i change
and when i go home with you i'll stay

these nights in this waistland, ay
keep me right by your waistband, ay

ooo, leave me on my own too high
leave me make me start a new life
seen it far to much it aint right
too many times

nightshade (prod. truett)

the homie @guccihighwaters

lyrics

(gucci)
I build static
I go crazy
Can't put it out if it doesn't sound amazing
and life's too fast baby hold me till it's over
tell me that you love me maybe once when you're sober
Don't wanna die as a memory
I can't leave without my legacy
Leave love letters lying on my tombstone
death is only physical I'd like to have a new home

Anxiety make my body go numb now
I sleep early withdraw on the comedown 
when I was younger it left me in hunger
but now I'm older 
desire to be under x2

(softheart)
you dont even care like you used to 
you aint even there like you used to be
hard like the usual 
you just give me stares like you're used to me

anxious probably up late
tryna hide my face
tryna bring it back
i was thinking that
life is always moving so fast
before you knew it had passed
doing better still bad

i guess im just scared it wont come
true so i dont think it
i swear its so lonely when its snowing
in new england
thought you called me it was just a 
dream was just a figment
of back when you would hold me 
like the only thing you need is
me 
is me 
is me
hate me you hate me so bad
its over hard to stay sober 
as i get older just grow colder
weed make it okay so i stay stoned
just like a boulder

chorus

anxiety (feat. guccihighwaters)

MUSIC VIDEO:

https://youtu.be/sncR0BS40i0

jealous mess

nothing much

hide the tears

i'm still just a kid and i'm trying my best

@guccihighwaters
thank you to everyone that's been supporting this page so far
you guys are the best forreal <3

[softheart]
break me tell me i'm nothing please 
send me on my way please 
barely i'm not there [x2]
yeah
take me and all you did was break me i've been telling lies
since i been alive
don't bury me with anything cant take it when i die
im just watching time
take me with the tides
on the other side
i just want you to tell me i'm alright
i just want you to tell me i'm all
i just want you to tell me i'm alright
and it don't matter if you're lying at all
im lost in the waves lied tossed it away i know
baby i know
and well have enough never
well be wanting for forever
on the other side
theres always something better

[guccihighwaters]
break me like i’m nothing to you 
is it a question like how’d i even lose you
you never ask me if i’m okay 
love is not a one way it’s got two lanes 
and i crash and I burn the damage 
and i crash and I burn the damage 
it’s my own fault yeah i watched it happen

see you on the other side (feat. guccihighwaters)

hold my weight

sick of singing about you (it's not working)

feature: @guccihighwaters

lyrics:

(softheart)
why would i trust in anything
i dont feel the love it dont mean a thing
feels so good then it really sting
i dont really talk but i really sing 
she got me thinking like
oo she had me
cut me off so bad
leave me messed up in my head
only miss us when were bad
i be in my room smoking loud sitting silent
you should be adressed as your highness
i swear every time we touch just mitus
im just roaming through the ridges of your irus
violence got your eyelids looking violet
promise ill get rid of him ill leave him where i find him
i be with the blinds dimmed hidin
vibin

unimpressed and always bored
it aint here yet so i'll wait for it
im depressed and always stoned
im always stressed i can't control it 
uninterested always alone
fire in my chest and my heart cold
bedroom unkept ash all over my floor
i got kush in my breath merijuana my decor


(gucci)
oh
i’m all alone my phone dead
i got thoughts of the end 
and my eyes sell a forfeit
thoughts of brain matter
stain my mattress
thoughts you drown me
like a baptist

girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

(softheart)
yeah and im just an outcast 
only fit in with the skyline 
cause im always lighting up
never really gets me numb enough
sorry i wasnt the one you loved

(gucci&softheart)
girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

i'm not the one you love (feat. guccihighwaters)

Music video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ctOyErSZ4Wk

guitar by noah walker and chris p
bass by coleman
violin by mohini 
lyrics: 

I go ghost 
It's like myself haunt me I 
I, I let the snow fall on me 
Run from love it's like my heart harm me i
I 
Don't wanna hurt nobody
(repeat)

Don't really like what the truth is 
Better if we just pretend 
Looked in her face and I knew it
That's it she'll never be with me again
Somethings whispering to me
Said go where the road meets with the grass
There's nothing for me where streetlights shine on the highway 
Swear Nothing that feels good lasts

I just look up in the mirror thinking god damn how the hell did I get here 
Says she sincere but I look and can't see her
Wish I woulda back then now I see it so clear 
Ooo 
Walking with a hole in my heart
I know that im over my head
why I'm always upset  
If i told you know youd say you wanna help
But I look around and the only one i see is myself  
Oh well
I really don't understand anymore 
No I don't even really know who I am anymore 
Letting go and falling back 
If youre ever holding out your hand 
I Bet you could understand its just
So much easier to
Hate us just
Moving through the cold like it
Ain't nothing 

I go ghost 
It's like myself haunt me I 
I, I let the snow fall on me 
Run from love it's like my heart harm me i
I 
Don't wanna hurt nobody
(repeat)

Don't really like what the truth is 
Better if we just pretend 
Looked in her face and I knew it
That's it she'll never be with me again
Somethings whispering to me
Said go where the road meets with the grass
There's nothing for me where streetlights shine on the highway 
Swear Nothing that feels good lasts

MUSIC VIDEO

spooky! (video in desc.)

Mafia Bidness

Crash Dummy

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just happy to be here