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Featuring @ihateshinigami
Produced by @horoshavibes
Art by Kat (artstation.com/katieimbro)

LYRICS
I've been living in a dream for far too long
Desperately in need of
Someone to wake me up
Stuck in a state of
Suspended animation
Can't escape this simulation
And it's getting harder just to fake it

Nothing seems to stimulate me
And all the while I'm deteriorating
Feel like everybody hates me
Can't get out of my head
 
I've seen the world for what it is and I'm not convinced
There's gotta be something more to all of this
If ignorance is bliss than I
Am living in a paradise

(Horosha)
If all of this is just a dream
Then what visions will we see
When we wake up
Do I even want to know

(shinigami)
I’ve been living in a dream
Everything feels so far from me
I can’t tell if I’m asleep
I just really need you here next to me

And I just wanna give you the best of me
Butterflies every time that you’re texting me
Sick and tired of turning in my sheets
Lately it’s been really hard to breathe

I can’t take this anymore
Hands to my chest I’m on the floor
Wanna live a good life ‘cause this shit’s short
That’s one thing I know for sure

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Suspended Animation w/ shinigami (Prod. Horosha)

lyrics:

Told that lil bitch im baked
And ion know what to say
I cannot do romance
People just feel so fake
Jabari and me on comets
Taylor and me on waves
Ion know who to like
But I know who to hate
Maybe im way to negative
So Maybe I need my space
Jesse and I hit bait
Nicholas bought some bape
We been blowing on big woods
Still I hit that vape then rail that pill and touch the moon

I been sucking back balloons
Please dont hit my line if it is not the afternoon
Please dont call my phone unless its evening ok
I just poured my cup and that shit was bleeding ok
Once I was getting on new friends were never in good faith
U could lose it all and they gon leave u in that state
I had plenty tears fall on designer pants and fade
I been dressing nice but its the norm because im gay
Im in the sauna when Im touching Molly
She see im stressed out and she tryna calm me
Dont massage me just touch up on my body
Fuck it lets skip the night and rain check that party
I geek her up and now she moving like a zombie
I deck Dior on top her chest not Abercrombie
I pour out cups she told me to make it look like barney
Dont play those games with me lil bitch I am not no carney

Told that lil bitch im baked
And ion know what to say
I cannot do romance
People just feel so fake
Jabari and me on comets
Taylor and me on waves
Ion know who to like
But I know who to hate
Maybe im way to negative
So Maybe I need my space
Jesse and I hit bait
Nicholas bought some bape
We been blowing on big woods
Still I hit that vape then rail that pill and touch the moon

Bro pull up with that cooker
Im at peace off of this Molly talking to my booker
Im tryna eat
Like im fat like im in the desert
I dont pre
I just ball up till I need a stretcher for me cause im geeked

If im being honest first I think about is me
Been one too many fakers tryna play around ode
I never share my shit with cakers cause they take it like its free
But Im lovely when im on at e
U a faggot u a clown boy
When I fucked his bitch oh I pound boy
I made her sing like she was kid laroi
Wiped it up with mink cause im a rich boy
Drank came thru and I put it in my tonic
Smoking cookie from the moon I feel like I was wolace and grommet
I won’t fuck around because my girl is special product
This city get to me I need to dip off to a cottage
I hope u dont mind
When I settle in place
Im sweating off these drugs baby please just gimme space
I am not no thug baby I keep people to rage
I aint go in for that hug she gave me cause Im not tryna make new friends
 
Welcome to the safe house 
Percocet on the night stand
Turn Percocet in my brain now
Typical bitch with sub tweets
Fuck it im feeling great now
Ciroq with the blunt im binked now
Bro pull up with that cooker
Im at peace off of this Molly talking to my booker
Im tryna eat
Like im fat like im in the desert
I dont pre
I just ball up till I need a stretcher for me cause im geeked

Tastes likecopper (taylor morgan)

Mastered by Hector Vega

I bite down and bite hard
Wake up at the crack of dawn
Don't notice, must've beat it over your head
Chew me up, spit me out before you can swallow
I peel my eyes open
Everyone knows and nobody cares
I know it's you, cause I know how it feels
When your hands' in my hair
I peel my eyes open
Everyone knows and nobody cares
I'm all dolled up for you, I'm not stupid
If you're not the hawk like you said
Say it again... just for me
And it always ends the same, I'm in your mouth again
I'll ride your coattails if I can't reach the rest of you
I know it's you, cause I know how it feels
When your hands' in my hair
I peel my eyes open
Everyone knows and nobody cares
Chew me up, spit me out before you can swallow
I peel my eyes open
Everyone knows and nobody cares
I peel my eyes open
Everyone knows and nobody cares
I peel my eyes open
Everyone knows and nobody cares

Cage Girl

cage girl (single ver)

~2300~

Lyrics:
[HOOK]
Fuck it I'm sick I'm bad at responding
Losing my grip what I had wasn't constant 
Watching your lips but I don't hear you talking 
Taking more risk 'cause I'm all out of options 
I can't fall for you right now
I don't mean that
Actually I get real scared you believe that 
Falling in love treat a girl like a relapse 
Breaking my trust like I don't really need that

[VERSE]
Finally feel something
I thought it all hurt
Where is the real substance
I felt like all her
Personality was just a fabrication
Out of desperation for validation
So don't walk in my shoes
I don't feel the same I am nothing like you 
There's nobody to blame for your lack of IQ 
You never feel shame when they talk about you 
You know what you do

[HOOK]
Fuck it I'm sick I'm bad at responding
Losing my grip what I had wasn't constant 
Watching your lips but I don't hear you talking 
Taking more risk 'cause I'm all out of options 
I can't fall for you right now
I don't mean that
Actually I get real scared you believe that 
Falling in love treat a girl like a relapse 
Breaking my trust like I don't really need that

Constant (prod. King Theta)

Dust bowl [ethel cain cover]

Idektho (prod. sorrow bringer)

everyones an asshole 
my plug cuts his coke and my doctor pushes benzos 
my head smacked the floor when i tripped off my board
skating round the halls cause my parents aren't at home
today ive been bored
today i woke up at 4
needed stuff but got too high to drive to the store
at the checkout said "how are you?"
i said "not much"
on my way out i tripped and my thing of eggs crushed

dont be ashamed to be proud of yourself or slow down for a sec 
i say as i quietly critique parts of myself 
i guess i just keep helping so i wont need help
but regardless it helps

can you tell me we're good now?
you left me put down
bad is my good now
when i cry it's a good sound 

(hamilton)
cut it all out
take it all away
i dont wanna feel 
no not today 
numb to the pain numb to it all
hanging by a thread i might fall
i might slip 
lose my grip 
tryna find out where the time went
where it all goes
i dont know
i can only walk the path i chose 
build me up just to break my bones
crushing up drugs on my phone
tryna fix my heart but it got worse
every time i fall in love it hurts
every time i try to not think bout you it dont work
maybe im just meant to be alone with the dirt
but maybe its just meant to be 
i get so high i cant speak
walking round cant feel my feet
when i sleep i grit my teeth
when i sleep youre all i see
so every nights a bad dream 
i dont wanna wake up
just to feel nothing

when i cry it sounds good (with hamilton and sorrow bringer)

~ i hope wishes come true ~

i had thought these feelings were gone 
i guess i was wrong, and i won't stay in place
i've gotta try and be strong
the summer's gonna be long 
without your face
tiptoe around my heart in your heels
i hate when you're not around
i love how you make me feel 
and i just thought i'd put it in song 
hope you're singing along 
whenever i say 

you're living like you're a dandelion 
yeah you ease the pain when the stress is high 
yeah you bring the things that i missed in life 
with your country twang and your dreamy eyes 
your spirits like a whirling fire 
i'm a moth in flight, and i'm drawn to your light 
i don't care if i have no songs to write
everything's just fine when your by my side
dandelion

dandelion

lyrics:

The trees around me spring to life like I never could
Could u Put me in the timeline where I am understood
I had walked 7 miles on these broken wood planks
Just to meet the ghost of huron and give my livelihood to him
When we die I pray to god we meet again
Since ur the only to guide me thru my pain on earth
I could reassure u but what is my word worth
If Im constantly in bottles when I claim im sober

But if i take one I need another
I really hold it well is it a gift or a curse
I pray I drop a platinum before Im dropped in a hearse
But I swear I need my juices before I can get to work
This dependency is this only thing that depend on me
U my angel but I cant help but entertain the devil
On my shoulder on my mind and in my alcohol
I may move I may breath but im dead overall
Its too real for me I need to get a grip
She been worried for me but baby ive come to accept this n u should too
Toxins
In my stomach
Make me vomit
But I love it 
This is horrible

The trees around me spring to life like I never could
Could u Put me in the timeline where I am understood
I had walked 7 miles on these broken wood planks
Just to meet the ghost of huron and give my livelihood to him
When we die I pray to god we meet again
Since ur the only to guide me thru my pain on earth
I could reassure u but what is my word worth
If Im constantly in bottles when I claim im sober

ghost 0f huron (sorrowbringer)

lyrics:

The last I was being careful I lost a best friend
So The next time im being careful I swear its beyond my death
I heard plenty stories about the afterlife
But so far no one gives me anything that’s helps sleep at night

She broke me from out my hard shell just to send me back
This time its made of concrete u could never crack
Sniffing blow right now
Then she might touch her toes right now
Im sat high as fuck
In bed at the royal York right now
She a 10 to me
I like that gothic aesthetic uh
She look good to me
She tryna fuck like mating season
U mad about some shit u were not there to see u bitter
She need 3 rounds on me I deliver im not a quitter

The last I was being careful I lost a best friend
So The next time im being careful I swear its beyond my death
I have been the same since birth I cant say that for fake friends
I seen warning signs but I cant help but trust them

Grace give me
The strength to carry on
Thru heat
All this animosity
Tempts me to become like thee
Lately

The last I was being careful I lost a best friend
So The next time im being careful I swear its beyond my death
I heard plenty stories about the afterlife
But so far no one gives me anything that’s helps sleep at night

Sleepatnite : Lately (Brody x Taylor morgan)

i wanna write your favorite song

w/ https://soundcloud.com/vito2300
prod: https://soundcloud.com/jolst

this shit keeps breaking my heart
i can't sleep at all
i wanna write your favorite song
i wanna hear you talk 
just fuck it all 
just cut me off
and i'd do anything 
come close,
don't let me breathe
i need you next to me
hands cold till you make me freeze

vito: 
cuts deep but i'm not afraid of it
your touch for a long time was my form of payment
but i couldn't find the words
after all you're not shit
now i been feeling sick to my stomach,
you left me nauseous
don't call me back 
you'll be better off
need someone to tell me i'm good enough
carry that shit and believe it
look at the way i've been treated 
it's black white like old cartoons 
it's not fair that i lost you
and it's not fair that i'm still here 
and you've got somebody beside you

i wanna give it all up 
i've been thinking heavy
if it hurts it's not love
i don't understand 
cause i'm so used to leaking my blood
hate the way it is
but i can't ever get enough of you
i got myself into a mess
don't think you want me too
didn't mean a thing 
you were here in my room
c'mon cut me through 
rip through a vein or two 
want you to make a move

cut me off (w/ vito) (prod. jolst)

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-the-next-morning-lyrics

free download

the next morning

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-the-first-time-i-met-a-ghost-lyrics

guitar done by @noahwalker

the first time i met a ghost

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-growth-spurts-lyrics

Growth Spurts

lyrics:
https://genius.com/Softheart-still-dont-know-what-im-running-from-lyrics

this song is from around 2017 and it's one of the first songs i made under softheart, i deleted it a long ass time ago and thought it was gone forever but someone happened to upload it to youtube and a fan sent me the link asking about the song so i decided to redo it.

still don't know what i'm running from

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-insecure-lyrics

guitar by noah walker!

Insecure

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just happy to be here