Softheart Full

do it Alex gooo

Untitled

A Collection of Softheart Songs
Guest Starring: Truett, Participation Trophy, and SalemJournl [diary]

softheart [and friends] <3

Darth Rose -
Insta - www.instagram.com/real.darth.rose/
Youtube - www.youtube.com/channel/UCiyDQmFkkDKyPhqf-LvothA
Twitter - twitter.com/DarthRose3

Kami -
Insta - www.instagram.com/buttermykami/
Youtube - www.youtube.com/channel/UClNaWLew5TFVTPPcSpIdYIg?

SEX (Ft. Kami) (Prod. Kami)

What's the point of being in love
What is the use of feeling numb
I never asked for much, All I wanted was your heart
I guess I'm not the one, I'll never be enough
My Lonely broken heart
you knew this from the start
I'll never be enough, for you 

will she stop and hear me sing, will you turn and run away
I've been crying out for her, but you don't want to stay
Boy don't turn out like me, a worthless waste of space
I don't want to live, I'm so sick of empty days
I used to want to spend my time reinvent my life for the better
Ever since she left I don't have to drive to do any better

Never Been Enough (prod. Sorrow Bringer)

outside ghost . heart farm

forever and after

cover art is by aztrosis !!!!!!!!

nothing much .o*

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SEX LOVE DRUGS

my first jerseyclub song with @mannyily enjoy

Luv It Feat. Mannyily *OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS*

Wasn't made for this, wasn't taught
Of the relationships you made online
Am I your favorite? Am I your type?
Are you as dangerous as you describe?
What a nice place, California 
How did a night's stay turn into four months?

And it all comes falling down
(Watch it burn watch it bleed)
And it all comes falling down
(watch it burn watch it bleed)
and it all comes falling down
Down
I hope you grow those flowers on the side of the hill 
When the sunlight's in your house I hope it feels familiar 

Are you as famous in your town as I am?
Are you unstable? is it by design?
If your behavior is as bad as mine
And I enable it; will we new fine?
What a nice place, Arizona
I just might stay another whole month

And it all comes falling down
(Watch it burn watch it bleed)
And it all comes falling down
(watch it burn watch it bleed)
and it all comes falling down
Down
I hope you grow those flowers on the side of the hill 
When the sunlight's in your house I hope it feels familiar 

Wasn't made for this 
Was it designed?
But I'm an atheist
And you fear God
I'll be your sacrilege 
You be my high
Since you can't take me with you when you die
What a nice place, purgatory 
I think I'll stay, its perfect for me
When the sky meets the ocean
You will find me alone
May the tide sweep me over
And invite me to float 
Now the light's blinking silver
as I'm fighting the cold
Though its slightly familiar
It reminds me of home

Nice Place, California (prod. trentonkyle)

end of the rainbow (prod. hrpr)

if you know where the reference bars are from - you are swag

Lyrics:

on the pavement i've been laying low
i'd rather lay alone
i'd rather sit and contemplate my fate and fuckin zone
wield a mask and cut my wrist until i feel the flow
i wanna kill myself so bad and you don't even know
never cared about the money or the fame
cuz the money fill my tummy but my pockets stay the same
i've been slowly craving happiness and I should be ashamed
i ain't let myself feel anything these thoughts are all to blame

sweater weather's better
i'd go shirtless in december
but i'm dysmorphic of my body
with no sign of getting better
so i hate the way i look
and i hate the way i feel
but i cannot force the change
so i just suffer in what's real

no happily ever after
return the cast back to sender
i'm no mage but eating spells is something i think i could manage
i just pop another xanax
i am used to disadvantage
i can see through every wall
but i just let her deal me damage

she supports me from the shadows
and i don't know if that's better
think i'd rather her let go
she makes me kinda wanna vanish
i just relish in the effort from my friends and all my brothers
if these pills happen to kill me
hide my body from my mother

my own mind got me fallin off the deep end
sleepin in the crevice
it's not much
just slowly creepin
if you tryna stay alive
don't bother
voices been speaking
cuz the reaper split your face in two 
your blood is leaking

sweater weather (hollowprpl)

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heartache

all i see is trouble
i dont see the love 
yeah i dont need to know
yeah i dont need the truth
i just stay alone between these four corners
i just stay alone making beats in my room
and i cant get back those days spent 
dazed and chasing around with you
and i cant no i wont pretend
every single day i would waist it again
i would waist it again

sometimes i wanna die
but i dont like to think about that
cause of fear for it
and sometimes i cant recognize 
the face thats looking back
in the mirror x3

wanna end the pain so bad 
but im scared and i dont wanna let all these people down
every time i come around smell the weed in the air 
yeah my lungs are full of loud
yeah
i just wanna know
baby i just wanna know
no wait i dont wanna know a thing

repeat

all i see is trouble

lyrics 4 the fan that asked for em shout out to you 

nightshade
and my Styrofoam in twos 
i change
and when i go home with you i'll stay

these nights in this waistland, ay
keep me right by your waistband, ay

ooo, leave me on my own too high
leave me make me start a new life
seen it far to much it aint right
too many times

nightshade (prod. truett)

the homie @guccihighwaters

lyrics

(gucci)
I build static
I go crazy
Can't put it out if it doesn't sound amazing
and life's too fast baby hold me till it's over
tell me that you love me maybe once when you're sober
Don't wanna die as a memory
I can't leave without my legacy
Leave love letters lying on my tombstone
death is only physical I'd like to have a new home

Anxiety make my body go numb now
I sleep early withdraw on the comedown 
when I was younger it left me in hunger
but now I'm older 
desire to be under x2

(softheart)
you dont even care like you used to 
you aint even there like you used to be
hard like the usual 
you just give me stares like you're used to me

anxious probably up late
tryna hide my face
tryna bring it back
i was thinking that
life is always moving so fast
before you knew it had passed
doing better still bad

i guess im just scared it wont come
true so i dont think it
i swear its so lonely when its snowing
in new england
thought you called me it was just a 
dream was just a figment
of back when you would hold me 
like the only thing you need is
me 
is me 
is me
hate me you hate me so bad
its over hard to stay sober 
as i get older just grow colder
weed make it okay so i stay stoned
just like a boulder

chorus

anxiety (feat. guccihighwaters)

MUSIC VIDEO:

https://youtu.be/sncR0BS40i0

jealous mess

nothing much

hide the tears

Music video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ctOyErSZ4Wk

guitar by noah walker and chris p
bass by coleman
violin by mohini 
lyrics: 

I go ghost 
It's like myself haunt me I 
I, I let the snow fall on me 
Run from love it's like my heart harm me i
I 
Don't wanna hurt nobody
(repeat)

Don't really like what the truth is 
Better if we just pretend 
Looked in her face and I knew it
That's it she'll never be with me again
Somethings whispering to me
Said go where the road meets with the grass
There's nothing for me where streetlights shine on the highway 
Swear Nothing that feels good lasts

I just look up in the mirror thinking god damn how the hell did I get here 
Says she sincere but I look and can't see her
Wish I woulda back then now I see it so clear 
Ooo 
Walking with a hole in my heart
I know that im over my head
why I'm always upset  
If i told you know youd say you wanna help
But I look around and the only one i see is myself  
Oh well
I really don't understand anymore 
No I don't even really know who I am anymore 
Letting go and falling back 
If youre ever holding out your hand 
I Bet you could understand its just
So much easier to
Hate us just
Moving through the cold like it
Ain't nothing 

I go ghost 
It's like myself haunt me I 
I, I let the snow fall on me 
Run from love it's like my heart harm me i
I 
Don't wanna hurt nobody
(repeat)

Don't really like what the truth is 
Better if we just pretend 
Looked in her face and I knew it
That's it she'll never be with me again
Somethings whispering to me
Said go where the road meets with the grass
There's nothing for me where streetlights shine on the highway 
Swear Nothing that feels good lasts

MUSIC VIDEO

spooky! (video in desc.)

Second single Serial Killer featuring JUDGE.

Download/Stream: awal.lnk.to/SerialKiller

Serial Killer

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just happy to be here