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lyrics

stay up, if i go to bed can't bake up
get scared to death imma wake up
break down, i'm a fuck up
babe you look great
makeup, and she out in town
i don't go around, i'm not going out
(i don't go around, i'm not going out)
(i'm not going out)

motivated, 2am by then i'm hella faded
bitch i'm elevated, ion choose to wait
hella shoes to fill, but i got empty plates, and a couple spills, i'm not doing great
losing weight, but i'm keeping pace with the tracks i make
i hope they relate to the shit i say
know the words hit worse, when you see
the weight
feel the power struggle of my sentimental
with a better mental
my new fashion recently blackened
but newsflash i don't interact with no-
woahhhh (yuh), tell me what you need from me
i know i'm bad but i been changing like the leaves, honey
don't even need money
just wanna make my shit and smile and really be something 

𝖕𝖑𝖊𝖆𝖘𝖊 𝖉𝖔𝖓'𝖙 𝖑𝖊𝖙 𝖒𝖊 𝖇𝖊 𝖓𝖔𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌

*kill or be killed
by myself i'm the king of this hill
you want me to be dead well then great
come and get me cause i like a thrill
ain't no fixing this shit dr. phil
busy mixing my shit like for real
and i'm sicker than shit need a pill
but i'm sick of this shit, i can't feel*

what (idealism)

Basketcase - Softheart

Lyrics:
sparkin up a joint but i keep running out of papers
i could never smoke enough to keep my problems on a waiver
every day i just pretend the world could really not be greater
just to justify that im okay with everyones behaviour, like

damnit baby know it hurts me when you do that
im just crazy im just too far gone to move back
know im lazy, and my mind is getting too lack
know i love you so i dont know why i do that

made a job of pushing everyone away, make sure you stay real fucking far so you dont have to see my brain, im sorry that i put you through this shit like every single day, i know you understand it too so i dont even want to say

cause im a monster when im hurting deep inside, i never mean the things i say but i wont swallow all my pride, instead i anchor down and fight it just to prove im always right, and then i run away break down alone in darkness where i hide

everyones better without me i know
call me a demon must not have a soul
say ive no heart but feel more than you know
gut wrenching inside but i wont let it show

so all that you see is a colorless shell
the ghost of a boy that i used to know well
but now im a man so i gotta face hell
my inside dont match but outside i am well

if i could spark up just enough to kill these thoughts then i would do it, but it only makes me crazy takes me back to living through it, so i keep on pushin through the limit know that i can do it, now im numb enough to feel okay but now i think i blew it

every time im mean i know its a reflection of myself, and im so sorry that ruin everything and how you felt
but the truth is when you say you love me i completely melt
im so scared for all the reasons theyre the same that weve been dealt

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nothingmuchEST2016 (prod.grimgar-dx)

calling slowly (prod. 3nkess!)

slowkeel (prod. wintfye)

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big big thanks to @softhert for jumping on this track

eyes low (ft. Softheart)

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nothingmuchEST2016 (prod.grimgar-dx)

Softheart

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