Lyrics:
All these days I swear I really try my best
I'm so fucking damn exhausted can I get a fucking rest
I'm a mess, I can't float with this weight up in my chest
So I guess I'll end up drowning but at least I'll save the rest

If I could only get a break if I could only get some help
But now I only have the strength to pick you up and leave myself
I'm just tryna make it through, with the hand that I've been dealt
You could take all of my best ones if you think that it would help

Fuck

Cant even finish a song, cant even finish a verse
Cant even get outta bed when I'm dead I know I'll just be dragged to the hearse
Baby you know it's okay, baby you know that some day
Things will be better you're grounded and centered please keep all the words that I say

cant even get outta bed, cant even cant even
cant even live when im dead, cant even cant even
cant even get out my head, cant even cant even
cant even get out my head, cant even get out my head

Try My Best

trymybest

rainmaker (prod. sorrow bringer)

produced by neverforever

cty_gazing_ inspired by city gazing by hero

completely non profit 

lyrics

rain clouds above me
my souls fuckin ugly
everyone act so roughly
not like we playing rugby

so c'mon
u get a free throw
i'ma break ur ribs with my feet tho
u can keep those
knocking out some teeth like t bone
12 zero

switch just flipped 
so I drink and drink and drink
Molly got boys fucked 
why do I not feel a thing
sitting in a gutter 
feels like where I'm meant to be
lemme take a second 
i just need some time to think

sunrise
that's home time
well past dawn when I close eyes
my surprise 
pretty sure that i hate going outside
like oh my i can be a hypocrite ik
dont we all sometimes 
like don't lie
u don't see the grey sky

that's all i see
in u and me

all the bad all the hurt
i guess i just see the worst
fuck urself
fuck the world 
save it? nah it don't deserve
i been burnt
i have learnt
good intentions same as dirt
i been burnt
i have learnt
good intentions same as -

rain clouds above me
my souls fuckin ugly
everyone act so roughly
not like we playing rugby

fuck like
i really woke up?
fall asleep face up i wanna choke up
fully gave up
yeah
zoning out this bitch while smoking with the raindrops

this ain't life i'm stuck in my own self made hell
hate the world almost half i do myself
i just suck but u should know i'm something else
self aware i take the devil's side in hell

cough up sludge I force it back into my gut
taste just fine it's like a stronger form of bud
bought an h and in a week I'm out of bud
sleeves r stained, recycler bong that's full of muck

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well it gets lonely 
city gazing from the satellites
all alone here 
in this spaceship and the latern light 
well ive got oxygen 
enough to maybe make the night
but ive accepted that this place 
is where I'll come to die

the view ive got from in my coffin
well it's really nice
if I jumped what'd be the chance 
I'd land in powerlines
a mangled body's not the image 
that I'd hope ud find
a lump of coal that u can bury 
is worth the piece of mind

maybe best to turn this ship 
and gun for saturn's rings
I'd meet an alien 
and tell him how I really think
this world is ugly 
if u took the time to sink it in
people selfish and absorbed 
inside of useless shit

ive got a problem
ive forgotten how to let u in
my vision fades 
alarms are blaring, I hit jettison 
a fire show ignites
somewhere above the midnight sky
I hear just silence
void is pretty fond of eating life

city gazing, with my homies:
foreign parasites 
a formed allience 
between the dead and all this moldy life
I pull the plug on sos
command don't give a shite
I found ignition in the pain
that came from u and I

dmg_ctrl_/cty_gazing_ (neverforever)

Unearthing

https://soundcloud.com/autumndropsdead
https://soundcloud.com/nate2timezz

lyrics:
impractical use of your head
you kept up your walls, blocking out all your friends
eta; some hours
i'll probably be sober
to realize i still hate myself and grown colder
distain
(exhausted and jaded)
your headspace
(show no relation)
stained gray and faceless

refraining from the actions
that'll probably f*ck me further
i miss not pertaining all this weight
and worrying bout the future
but don't get me wrong,
i love all my friends
i hardly reach out, but they know how it is
just a burnt out soul in a tie-dyed kid
when the colors all fade, then the bl**d dries thin
got chilled-out wind in my lungs
winter has pa**ed, but i can't see the sun
waving away to the ones that i love
that difficulty ain't apparent at all
so inconsiderate, i need a light
so f*cking tired of wasting my time
put their heart inside of mine
(inside of mine)
(i'm out of time)
(f*ck)
(out of time..)
(tiedyed.)

autumndropsdead - tiedyed (nate2timez)

[Intro]
(Yeah, yeah)
Yeah

[Chorus]
Heads down
Pop it off (Pop, pop)
Face melt
Got the drip like milk (Drip, drip)
Behave, black sheep transition, I'm great so far (So far)
It's great, destroy anyone in my way, wo (Destroy)

[Verse 1]
I don't need nothing, everybody get fu—fucked
Yeah, I claim buff like a crew
But you cross the mug like, woah
I'ma play show, get hoes in a backstage place and they don't like clothes, like new
Down to the toe, stroke ego, it's a free world
But the first ain't free though
Gasoline make you gag, like throw up
Beef get smacked, eyes puff like Cheeto (Woah)
I set the mood
I walk into the function with blood on my shoes
I hear the bitchin' and whinin' (They whine)
I brought to the scene, and now nobody like me
It's cool, fuck you too
I don't need approval to do what I do
Bust my bro when I bust you too
Try my girl and I'll swipe yours up
I don't even gotta ask her, she eat my food

[Bridge]
Ayy, uh
Fucking tired of this shit bro
Yeah, yeah, yeah (Yeah)
Yeah
(It's saying, I'm fucking—)
No one control this shit like
(It's saying, I'm fucking writer or some [?])
You think your relation matters?
(Ayy, ayy)
This shit
Fuck you

[Verse 2]
Wow, you don't want to get too close, yeah
Reach out, turn down, I don't know ya
Damn, I'm really never that nice
And it won't be again, I'ma ghost ya
Careless with the money like OSAP
Everybody dead, I'm pourin' out cognac (Wow)
Bat lip, talk shit about 9TAILS
Makes sense that you talk shit 'cause you eat ass

[Chorus]
Heads down, pop it off
Face melt (Melt)
Got the drip like milk
Behave, black sheep transition
I'm great so far, it's great (It's great)
Destroy anyone in my way (Destroy)
Destroy all I built in a day (Built)
Destroy my relations like fuck it all
Still on my shit either way (I'm on it)

[Outro]
Yeah
I'm still on my shit either way
Fuck it all
Still on my shit either way
Destroy my relations like fuck it all
I'm still on my shit either way

9TAILS - black sheep (prod. 9TAILS)

9TAILS - flavour of the week (prod. ghxst)

9TAILS - petrified (prod. nayz)

LOVE'S FONDEST RICHES  (1).mp3

guitar and drums performed by Cisco
@waitingoncisco

One Day Youll Get What You Deserve (with waitingoncisco)

additional guitar by Cisco 
@cisco-kid-music

Both Arms

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One Day Youll Get What You Deserve (with waitingoncisco)

Softheart