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Softheart Full

falllzzz 23

🐼🤍🎱🖤11:11🖤🎱🤍🐼

Four Songs

Relax and Run (feat. Erika de Casier & Eva Tolkin)

played this one a lot on tour, stoked to finally get it out.. <3

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my god i feel like im heartless 
dont go im too broke to call it 
love me you know that im hopeless 
feel weak im losing my focus 
leaning over the wall it looks warm 
feel like ive got to die to get home 
feel the rough in the sea but i know 
its not unusual for me to be alone 

i know i could do it do it if i wanted 
feels like someone else is in my body 
its so easy i dont have to live this life 

im so gone you dont notice 
your brains fried im so bored of it 
im a disgrace 
yeah and baby i know it 
two faced let me turn what youre showing 

tell me im no good 
am i not good enough ? 
six three but theyre looking down 
thought this shit would make you proud
are you not proud enough? 
its not fair you dont tell me how

guess i have to be erased so you can take away 
your ownership of someone such a disgrace 
you wont have to do me another day 
youre so dumb who you tryna save 
every breath that i take a waste of o2 
and every tear that i shed i wasted on you 
all this dna 
swear its pretty dead now 
from the blood i circulate 
it sorta bled out

im not a creep 
im obsessed with being perfect 
on no sleep 
pretty sure that makes me worthless 
dont try thinking you can resurrect this 
no light hope i see you when i surface

i know i could do it do it if i wanted 
feels like someone else is in my body 
its so easy i dont have to live this life

Wanted

theres something in this world 
i feel like 
no one even wants me here 
calm along the surface 
deep inside ive got my layers of fear 

theres something in this world 
i feel like 
no one even wants me here 
calm along the surface 
deep inside ive got my layers of fear 
i promise everybodys doing better than me 
stuck here cutting losses so you can watch me bleed 
fuck that im burning money 
give a shit what it means 
my bad i pray to god you bring some comfort to me

you're safe here don't worry
i'll come back as quick as i can
rush, i'm in a hurry
can't see anything on my end
my end
haven't been the same since the last time
my peripheral is gone, there's twitching in my left eye
i think i go insane, hear the war cries
strike it down, i can't be seen neither dead and neither alive
why all of the sudden now you believe in me
"i had no potential" is what you'd think of me
now ur switching sides and wanna be on my team
i'll be the better man and just cut you off and leave

i swear youre only doing it out of spite
you got a question
ima bite
i cant believe im still alive
your bullshit is the reason ima die

you can keep on picking me up 
and putting me down slowly
youre too close 
for someone who dont know me
im too far motherfucker dont bro me
bro me bro me bro bro

something in this world 
i feel like 
no one even wants me here

here w/heylog

scary games with the lights off

art by kirinhara 

oh 
breakdown 
when does it hurt less 
say i’m sorry
give my head a rest 
all frowns 
could the year just end 
i lay under trees
forgive me love for i’m hopeless 

i feel the thoughts arising as i sit in the dark
i don’t have the words to say what’s wrong with my heart 
people treat me like we don’t all bleed the same 
i guess we don’t bleed the same 
cause i spill blood all on the stage  

oh 
and i hate being sober 
guess i’m the pumpkin now
the way they carve me in october 
yeah oh 
aim your knife a bit lower 
cause it feels like i swallowed my heart how it’s over 
 
but the night’s still yearning 
sky falls apart 
waits for you 
it’s darling 
said i’m fine 
just hurting 
i’ve felt so much worse 
but i still made it to the morning 

it’s cold
don’t let me go 
just take me home 
i can’t be here alone :/ 

so cold 
like ice makes up all my bones 
i try so hard to let go 
but what’s life without a home

i've felt so much worse but i still made it to the morning [prodsecre x heyrick]

happy halloween! thought i'd hit y'all with a fun one for the holidays!
s/o to @siemspark + @rjpasin for brining this to life!

lyrics
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wake up
get the crust out of your eyes
it's so late it's like 7:45
this whole place is asleep while i'm alive
i'm lonely but i guess that i'll survive
it's alright if you look me in the eyes
don't be afraid yeah i promise i won't bite
i'm not awake was asleep when you arrived
now i'm half baked & i don't think that i should drive

and i don't think that you're alright
it's the little things about you i've been noticing on site
you've been howling all night
inconsistencies will always be attached to your life
if you're running don't hide
cause the probability of getting caught is so high
oh and at least i fucking tried
a corrupt intervention when your truth is just a lie
so throw this away
flush it right down the drain
you've perfected your aim
looks like nothings changed
so maybe

wake up
get the crust out of your eyes
it's so late it's like 7:45
this whole place is asleep while i'm alive
i'm lonely but i guess that i'll survive
it's alright if you look me in the eyes
don't be afraid yeah i promise i won't bite
i'm not awake was asleep when you arrived
now i'm half baked & i don't think that i should drive

music video

half baked (prod. siem spark x rj pasin)

Darwin Deez - The Bomb Song

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spotify: https://play.spotify.com/album/69UxOX12PC4ukcyTigpNhD

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so tell me this is who you are
they tell me ive got something more
and oh you could be loved
but i dont want the lights to find me when im dark and lost
but never on my own

cos i just wanna swing like sinatra
singing like i cant stop
cos i could never rock like a rolling stone
i just wanna live like the ones before
and maybe i could play guitar like hendrix
or save the world or end it
and then maybe youll remember me when im gone
thats all i could ever want
thats all i want

so i got ten minutes to be all or nothing to
whoever wants to hear
and i got ten weeks of talking bullshit on repeat till im burnt out and disappear
but i owe you nothing
and i own my luck
oh they said youll never be alone again
but i dont think you understand me or what i fear
but you could be loved
but i dont want to lie to tell myself
im more than all the mistakes ive out run

cos im only here for a minute
and i dont care what you say cos i know
youre only here cos im winning
but i can be my own kind of rock and roll like
i dont really care if you say you dont fuck with me
and i can say what the fuck i want cos its down to me
and i got love for you even if you are doubting me
like oh my god i just cant stop

cos i just wanna sing like sinatra
with ethanol my soundtrack
cos i could never rock like a rolling stone
i wonder how it feels to burn out young
cos i just wanna die before my heart fails
from heartbreak or cocktails and
then maybe youll cry once you know im gone
thats all i could ever want
oh thats all i want

cos i aint scared of living
i aint scared of living
no i aint scared of living
cos its all weve got
what are we breathing for if we aint living
and i dont want your love
i just want to feel like im still living
and if there is no god
ill know the day i die i lived through heaven
and that i gave it hell
and if it hurt oh well at least thats living

thats all i want

sex drugs and rock and roll thats all i want
whats under the words you know thats all i want
something more than superficial is all i want
sex drugs and rock and roll thats all i want

/i aint scared of living.

i think you think too much of me

rock + roll

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heartache

the homie @guccihighwaters

lyrics

(gucci)
I build static
I go crazy
Can't put it out if it doesn't sound amazing
and life's too fast baby hold me till it's over
tell me that you love me maybe once when you're sober
Don't wanna die as a memory
I can't leave without my legacy
Leave love letters lying on my tombstone
death is only physical I'd like to have a new home

Anxiety make my body go numb now
I sleep early withdraw on the comedown 
when I was younger it left me in hunger
but now I'm older 
desire to be under x2

(softheart)
you dont even care like you used to 
you aint even there like you used to be
hard like the usual 
you just give me stares like you're used to me

anxious probably up late
tryna hide my face
tryna bring it back
i was thinking that
life is always moving so fast
before you knew it had passed
doing better still bad

i guess im just scared it wont come
true so i dont think it
i swear its so lonely when its snowing
in new england
thought you called me it was just a 
dream was just a figment
of back when you would hold me 
like the only thing you need is
me 
is me 
is me
hate me you hate me so bad
its over hard to stay sober 
as i get older just grow colder
weed make it okay so i stay stoned
just like a boulder

chorus

anxiety (feat. guccihighwaters)

MUSIC VIDEO:

https://youtu.be/sncR0BS40i0

jealous mess

nothing much

hide the tears

on streaming platforms now... like this one: https://open.spotify.com/album/4yCmN2nKdJ4i0k6rtRyExL?si=qGSsvJLqRSqSK3Ox1nC_nQ

This song is by no means romanticizing school shootings, it’s just something that came out of my head when I was sad about the state of the world and gun violence is the US. If u have bad thoughts, please reach out and get help <3 you are not alone and senseless violence isn’t the answer in these situations. Please stay safe and take care of each other. 

_____

in light of recent events.

lyrics:.
so he wakes up every morning
just as alone as the as the night before
and he walks himself to school
with his backpack and his coat

no one bats an eye 
oh me oh my

and he walks home in the evening
to a house no one would touch
and he stares up at the ceiling
all the voices are too much

that voice he kills
he can't sit still

so he wakes up one bright morning
empty look upon his face
no one wonders in the evening
why he comes home so dreadfully late

he goes to bed
clouds gather in his head

so he goes to school that morning
heavy baggage on his back
pulls out guns with ammunition
oh and he won't be the last

it can't end good
it never would.

it can’t end good

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-the-next-morning-lyrics

the next morning

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-the-first-time-i-met-a-ghost-lyrics

guitar done by @noahwalker

the first time i met a ghost

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-growth-spurts-lyrics

Growth Spurts

lyrics:
https://genius.com/Softheart-still-dont-know-what-im-running-from-lyrics

this song is from around 2017 and it's one of the first songs i made under softheart, i deleted it a long ass time ago and thought it was gone forever but someone happened to upload it to youtube and a fan sent me the link asking about the song so i decided to redo it.

still don't know what i'm running from

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-insecure-lyrics

guitar by noah walker!

Insecure

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just happy to be here