i love you guys. the support and shit means so much more to me than you know

hope you enjoy 

everything is made by me

well kept and easily broken

December Cold

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i'm still just a kid and i'm trying my best

hold my weight

i made this song and put it on youtube back in 2013 when i was 14. i thought i lost my account but i recently got back on it and realized they were all privated not deleted. I downloaded the original and sampled the guitar, redid the lyrics i bit but honestly not much at all and here it is. hope you enjoy, but this ones mostly for me. 
the guitar sounds bad i know, i wanted everything to stay rough around the edges.
<3 

lyrics:
i cant wait to spend the night alone
fitting my lonely thoughts to metranomes
oh oh oh
i cant help but want to be alone
when you look me in my eyes like theres nothing wrong
oh oh oh
do you even know me at all
or you do just not care about anything but yourself
and whyd life turn out to be so dull
i just wanna see something good inside this world 
just let me know
cause thats just the way it goes
watching myself as im growing old
tryna find a way to make the great escape
but thats just the way it go
only really love it when it goes
baby tryna ease my minds like turning water into wine cause its not
working
its not working
im just waisting time
im just waiting for a sign but its not
working

left in the dark i get it
you deserve nothing but the best
and im not
perfect

Candy

sick of singing about you (it's not working)

feature: @guccihighwaters

lyrics:

(softheart)
why would i trust in anything
i dont feel the love it dont mean a thing
feels so good then it really sting
i dont really talk but i really sing 
she got me thinking like
oo she had me
cut me off so bad
leave me messed up in my head
only miss us when were bad
i be in my room smoking loud sitting silent
you should be adressed as your highness
i swear every time we touch just mitus
im just roaming through the ridges of your irus
violence got your eyelids looking violet
promise ill get rid of him ill leave him where i find him
i be with the blinds dimmed hidin
vibin

unimpressed and always bored
it aint here yet so i'll wait for it
im depressed and always stoned
im always stressed i can't control it 
uninterested always alone
fire in my chest and my heart cold
bedroom unkept ash all over my floor
i got kush in my breath merijuana my decor


(gucci)
oh
i’m all alone my phone dead
i got thoughts of the end 
and my eyes sell a forfeit
thoughts of brain matter
stain my mattress
thoughts you drown me
like a baptist

girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

(softheart)
yeah and im just an outcast 
only fit in with the skyline 
cause im always lighting up
never really gets me numb enough
sorry i wasnt the one you loved

(gucci&softheart)
girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

i'm not the one you love (feat. guccihighwaters)

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just happy to be here

sick of singing about you (it's not working)

Softheart