shoutout to everyone in this song ily all :) <3
prod. sorrow bringer (goat)
mix: epitome, kanashi, autumn, casperrr
master: epitome

EPITOME:

if you look into my blackened soul 
you’ll see i’ve begun to decompose 
and with nothing but a rope around my neck
i’ll hang in the gallows dead
hold back the tears you’ll shed
leave all the words unsaid
i was hanging on by a thread
it’s better off instead 
that i’m 6 feet deep beneath the surface
i’ve said this once i know i’m worthless
i fall short of being perfect 
can you show me that i’m worth it
am i worth saving?
my body’s decaying
my flesh is rotting 
i feel like a zombie
i think the ends approaching
i feel it upon me
now i know i’m not worth saving 
i’m trying but it doesn’t seem to be enough
no one gives a fuck
i don’t even know what i’ve become
(can you tell me what i’ve become i give in too easy oh the end has just begun)

KANASHI:

Ion even know what I’ve become 
shits got me so fucked up…
And pls don’t wake me 
I’m busy taking a break from life
Ion wanna be a part of this anymore 
One foot in and the other out the door 
Cuz nothing lasts forever 
So just toss me like a wrapper on the floor…

AUTUMN:

i can't tell tonight apart from all them in the past
i can speak, i can breathe, but my brain is gonna gache
if you feed off of me, hope you like consuming trash
waking up inside this bed 
is something i'd rather not have
i'm tearing at my skin
could it get much worse than this
that's the only thing i'd ask
besides when you'll text me back

CASPERRR:

don't you text me back 
please i don't wanna relapse
feel this agonizing pressure on my chest
i can't breathe,i can't eat i can't get no rest  

fucked up, over what u told me
u left and now i'm lonely 
got 5gs and smoked that whole shit, holy-moly
u really said i was ur only
that guy was just a homie 
and now im dyin slowly, lonely

epitomeoffailure x kanashi x autumndropsdead x casperrr - blackened soul (sorrow bringer)

i dont wanna hesitate
wanna go with what i feel
and i look at both my hands
just to make sure im still here
and i check my pulse heartbeat
just to make sure i can hear it 
and i find the closest mirror
just to make sure im still real 
so i force myself outside
and i crawl out from my cave 
and i hear whoosh of tires
and i feel wind on my face
and i zone out for a sec
cause i was thinkin of you
i was in this nice daydream
it was only just us two
and everything was so good 
and we lived a simple life
in a little house in the woods
with the birds and butterflies

cautious and delicate 
only if its right
only if its right
let me know if

if you wanna hang sometime
on the roof of your old house
we can sit and watch the sky
n find pictures in the clouds 
when im bored i think about
how wed sit and talk for hours
but it doesnt feel that long
wasnt even keeping count 
and we held our bodies close
and you said that i was warm
and i think about it sometimes
and how i want it more
and everything is so good
and everything feels just right
like ill wake up from this dream
and its only just one night

cautious and delicate

I Wanna F*** TN

i made this song and put it on youtube back in 2013 when i was 14. i thought i lost my account but i recently got back on it and realized they were all privated not deleted. I downloaded the original and sampled the guitar, redid the lyrics i bit but honestly not much at all and here it is. hope you enjoy, but this ones mostly for me. 
the guitar sounds bad i know, i wanted everything to stay rough around the edges.
<3 

lyrics:
i cant wait to spend the night alone
fitting my lonely thoughts to metranomes
oh oh oh
i cant help but want to be alone
when you look me in my eyes like theres nothing wrong
oh oh oh
do you even know me at all
or you do just not care about anything but yourself
and whyd life turn out to be so dull
i just wanna see something good inside this world 
just let me know
cause thats just the way it goes
watching myself as im growing old
tryna find a way to make the great escape
but thats just the way it go
only really love it when it goes
baby tryna ease my minds like turning water into wine cause its not
working
its not working
im just waisting time
im just waiting for a sign but its not
working

left in the dark i get it
you deserve nothing but the best
and im not
perfect

Candy

sick of singing about you (it's not working)

HUGE thank you to everyone that's supported me so far
this album is a favorite for sure, i hope you all feel the same <3


album credits:

huge thanks to @noahwalker, this album wouldn't be what it is without him 

instrumentation: noah walker, quinn, chris p, coleman, mohini 

production: something worth living for (prod. killedmyself)
all other production done by me

purple

Track 11 from "Digital Flowerings Vol. 5"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Z9uuNBhrl4&list=PLbKIh585gb8pwb77gaKfu1UehRB5OiBZ-

Softheart/Truett (Artist/Producer)
https://twitter.com/Truettthehuman
https://soundcloud.com/softhert

Internet Hippy (Channel)
https://twitter.com/InternetHippy
https://soundcloud.com/internet-hippy

Softheart - My Poisin Is My Medicine [Prod. By Truett]

Nocturnal

Pray For Me I'm Busy

prayformeimbusy

Worth It, Still Worthless

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just happy to be here