stockholm (prod. sorrow bringer)

9TAILS - creme soda

What did yours say?

It was a pleasure to work with cray on this, love this song.
(prod. sadface)

**lyrics**
(me)
You can hate me
You can hate me
You can hate me all you want, I'll still give you my heart

I gave you all that I had
Been like 6 months but im grieving the past
I know where you're going, you know where i'm at
Pretend I don't see it, I can't face the facts

Now every song just been sounding the same
They're all about you or describing the pain
Sifting through letters & needless to say, I'm mentally prone to these kinds of mistakes

Looking into all my thoughts & my actions
Hella reminiscent i've been living in the past tense
Well at least I had my fun while it lasted
Screaming in the mirror, pick out everything i'm lacking 

Back then you remember we were laughing?
Every time I gotta mess it up its automatic
Tragic, I witnessed everything that happened
Hate the way I cope 'cause its been getting problematic

(yungcray)
Girl I don't like this, woke up in my room I'm the highest
I said I'm so weak but bro I'm trying
everyday's the same but you don't mind it
i don't like this though

lets take a step back can we go back to what we was
lets let the time pass, think about all the things we could
i cant help but cry when I'm stuck up in this dark maze
you were the drug, now here comes all the heartache

(me)
I gave you all that I had
Been like 6 months but im grieving the past
I know where you're going, you know where i'm at
Pretend I don't see it, I can't face the facts

Now every song just been sounding the same
They're all about you or describing the pain
Sifting through letters & needless to say, I'm mentally prone to these kinds of mistakes

all that i had w/ yungcray

guitar and drums done by noah walker @mr_innervue

Stranger.demo (2021 version)

barbed wire - single

barbed wire - softheart

👎︎✋︎💧︎🏱︎☟︎⚐︎☼︎✋︎✌︎💧︎☟︎🕆︎☞︎☞︎☹︎☜︎ (prod. taylor morgan)

9tails - meet a monster (prod. j patterns

prod.sickboi

(1.1x)
i been trying to let go of love
its time you find a new one to hug
lately i been cutting n stuff
why does she always feel so disgusted

people say i need help because
im going places but doin sum drugs
my parents could help me but their not the ones
thanks father for your fucking absence 

depression on and off i'll always have it
new relationships are always sad man 
she broke up about 9 times
so i told her told her to get a new guy

can u grab my noose and make it real tight
can u stay for just another night
why u never ever pick up your phone
why do you text so fuckin dry
alot of shitty questions i have to ask
but why do you tell shitty lies

i been trying to let go of love
its time you find a new one to hug
lately i been cutting n stuff
why does she always feel so disgusted

people say i need help because
im going places but doin sum drugs
my parents could help me but their not the ones
thanks father for your fucking absence

(*thunder*)

(0.9x)
i been trying to let go of love
its time you find a new one to hug
lately i been cutting n stuff
why does she always feel so disgusted

people say i need help because
im going places but doin sum drugs
my parents could help me but their not the ones
thanks father for your fucking absence 

depression on and off i'll always have it
new relationships are always sad man 
she broke up about 9 times
so i told her told her to get a new guy

can u grab my noose and make it real tight
can u stay for just another night
why u never ever pick up your phone
why do you text so fuckin dry
alot of shitty questions i have to ask
but why do you tell shitty lies

i been trying to let go of love
its time you find a new one to hug
lately i been cutting n stuff
why does she always feel so disgusted

people say i need help because
im going places but doin sum drugs
my parents could help me but their not the ones
thanks father for your fucking absence

absence

Or At Least Thats What I Tell Myself

It Was Nice Seeing You

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just happy to be here

Stranger.demo (2021 version)

Softheart