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light circuares

♥️

it's not so bad w/ not home (prod. caustyk)

featuring @nothomex

i let that shit get the best of me 
now i be rockin on therapy 
i do this shit all so carefully
the weight on my neck is just killin me 
pour down sleeve 
i can't fucking sleep
watch my eyes close
yeah 
this shit like 3d
i like her nose ring 
lil bitch got tagteam
her love like bad dream
i pour my once all alone now
i whip it like green and i lay out
all of my boys trynna hang out 
but i'm just trying to smoke till i black out

It’s weird when I have future in my head 
Because before 21 I see myself dead 
I can’t see any color , how can I not be mad 
I don’t have an expectation for the start of my life only for the end
I can’t see anything I cannot blend 
In between the society , I’m on a deep end 
Will I be able to stand ? 
Find myself in this shitstorm 
Did they already know my end before I was born

Last summer I was more lost than found 
Was left picking up the pieces scattered on the ground
Couldn’t talk couldn’t sleep 
Couldn’t walk couldn’t eat
Lost some pounds I lost some weight 
Now all pants fall from my waiste 
Scars on my wrist tears on my face 
The deepest wounds are the ones you can’t see
I’m the only one who can feel
All the pain they reveal 
I hope I’ll get better this year 
Sometimes I stand still 
I tried i tried i tried i tried 
i cried i cried I cried i cried
I tried i tried i tried i tried 
i cried i cried I cried i cried

dead b4 21 (ft.not home.) prod.nadiak & marlas dreams

i keep my head down thru town
walk a straight line
cause ain’t nobody tryna see you break down
in the daytime

so im drinking in the moonlight
i might need a full glass
ain’t right, but i’d die just to go back
won’t fight, i’d lie for a whole night
don’t wanna be lonely anymore

and my imaginary friend
don’t come around and play pretend
no more, no more

someday far across the ocean
i’ll be out there coping
tryna find my way back home to you
no way, i’m barely even floating
drowning in slow motion
caught a case of not so over you

not so over you, i’m not so over you
not so over you, i’m not so over you

fool around, you’d take me back when it was easier
now you’re gone, don’t know exactly what you see in her
smoke until i’m numb it got me floating with the meteors
gave you everything and ever since you’ve gotten greedier

i knew that it was over, started fights without a reason
if you leave you’ll take the only part of me that’s decent
i won’t admit i love to hear you call me when i’m leaving
playing with my heart and over time it seems to weaken

hold on, hard to approach me
go on, let you provoke me
dosing, fixing my mental
hoping i keep it simple
 
someday far across the ocean
i’ll be out there coping
tryna find my way back home to you
no way, i’m barely even floating
drowning in slow motion
caught a case of not so over you

not so over you, i’m not so over you
not so over you

available everywhere

not so over u (wurlishmouk)

maybe ill come down again
or maybe ill just count to 10
let it all wash over me
escape from my reality
hard to find the missing link
a puzzle of uncertainty
dreamt that i made no amends
but maybe ill just count to 10 again

maybe ill just count to 10 again
maybe ill just count to 10 again

somethin bout u got a hold on me
i tried to lay down but could never fall asleep
i gotta wait now for you just to help me breathe
gave u a way out baby cuz im in too deep 

and im scared youll run away if i let you go
and im barely breathin i know that you wont come home

don't go (beesandbirds)

Do you ever feel like you're struggling?
Do you ever feel like there's nothing left?
Like there's nothing left
Nothing to gain or get
Like there's nothing here

Do you feel you're struggling?
As you're walking through a crowd you feel a loneliness?
Can you feel how I feel, groups of heartless
Like a darkness, 
shadowing over till it's consumsed us
Cause I feel like I'm struggling

Toxic traits are following
Gain my happiness from others now
Feel it fade, and slip away
As soon as I'm all by myself

Do you think of suicide?
Cause It's been here a while
Scared to hurt around you
Not scared to hurt yourself..
Swear I'm not alone now
So why does it feel this way

Why does it feel this way?
Lost in this world, blank space
Holding on, I'm holding on
I hope you're holding with me too


Do you ever feel like you're struggling?
Do you ever feel like there's nothing left?
Like theres nothing left
Nothing to gain or get
Like there's nothing here

Do you feel you're struggling?
As you're walking through a crowd you feel a loneliness?
Can you feel how I feel, groups of heartless
Like a darkness, 
shadowing over till it's consumsed us
Cause I feel like I'm struggling
(struggling, struggling, struggling, Cause I feel like I'm struggling)
(struggling, struggling, struggling, Cause I feel like I'm struggling)

i hope you're okay, when you are by yourself [prod. sketchmyname]

ever since the plane lifted its wings i kept this one song on repeat
smoking funny papers
laughing rolling out of my seat
i took a minute was out of reach 
now im as close as i can get without stepping in the same feet
i was slept but i cut my sheets into pieces and sewed this fleece
im sleek bud i tell no statements no affidavit or pleas
i was slumped out with buckles knees
i was strung on a puppets string
now i dont even wanna sing
i dont even wanna sing
looked out the window to below and i imagined falling down
and if thered be any way to save myself
i pictured in that last moment as im falling my way through the clouds
maybe id find time to do a front flip or spin around
and the years are going by they feel like minutes now
and the second i felt the high i was like im living now
the lemon sour i make faces and i spit it out
ill spend it now cause i only know im here for now
hear the sounds piercing howl oh how its fierce and loud 
hold the wheel i think im gonna let somebody else steer for now
at deaths doors but i dont fear it now
i dont even know what the fuck im feeling now
hold your tears im with the spirits now
i used to never drink and now im right up at the bottom of these spirits now
they didnt fuck with me im weird as hell 
and im smoking stank thatll get you so high you can hear the smell
open up the curtains and im peering out 
at the function i barely make an appearance now
i know its bad but it feel good so its pure as hell
bruh ill give you 50 dollars for that purel 
im outside fuckin flexing to the squirrels
and imma burn this fuckin fire till the world melts
(let it all burn down) 
berrrch

plane ride high on the redeye

Tycho Sunrise DJ Set on The Dusty Rhino at Burning Man

Thursday, August 31, 2017

Absolute favorite morning of all time. Thank you to everyone who was there and made it possible.

Track Listing:

Sensations' Fix - Acudreaming
Tycho - Sunrise Projector
Tycho - Ascension
Home - Resonance
Tycho - Continuum
Boards Of Canada - Kaini Industries
Dorisburg - Votiv
Rival Consoles - Ghostin
Boards Of Canada - Wildlife Analysis
Jonny L - Tychonic Cycle
Luke Abbott - Modern Driveway
George Fitzgerald - Your Two Faces
16 Bit Lolitas - Peninsula
Weval - I Don't Need It
Kidnap Kid - Birds That Fly
Jimpster - Porchlight And Rocking Chairs (KiNK Remix)
Weval - You Made It
Tycho - Epoch
Tycho - Dye
Boards Of Canada - Corsair
<<< Sunrise (Cloud Obscured) >>>
Tycho - Awake
Home - Above All
Tycho - Horizon
<<< Sun Visible >>>
Caribou - Can't Do Without You (Tale Of Us & Mano Le Tough Remix)
16 Bit Lolitas - Not The Only One
Robert Babicz - Where Are You (Aparde Remix)
Tycho - Slack
Joon Moon - Chess
Tycho - Daydream
The Bamboos - The Wilhelm Scream

Ingress - Burning Man Sunrise Set 2017

the homie @guccihighwaters

lyrics

(gucci)
I build static
I go crazy
Can't put it out if it doesn't sound amazing
and life's too fast baby hold me till it's over
tell me that you love me maybe once when you're sober
Don't wanna die as a memory
I can't leave without my legacy
Leave love letters lying on my tombstone
death is only physical I'd like to have a new home

Anxiety make my body go numb now
I sleep early withdraw on the comedown 
when I was younger it left me in hunger
but now I'm older 
desire to be under x2

(softheart)
you dont even care like you used to 
you aint even there like you used to be
hard like the usual 
you just give me stares like you're used to me

anxious probably up late
tryna hide my face
tryna bring it back
i was thinking that
life is always moving so fast
before you knew it had passed
doing better still bad

i guess im just scared it wont come
true so i dont think it
i swear its so lonely when its snowing
in new england
thought you called me it was just a 
dream was just a figment
of back when you would hold me 
like the only thing you need is
me 
is me 
is me
hate me you hate me so bad
its over hard to stay sober 
as i get older just grow colder
weed make it okay so i stay stoned
just like a boulder

chorus

anxiety (feat. guccihighwaters)

feature: @guccihighwaters

lyrics:

(softheart)
why would i trust in anything
i dont feel the love it dont mean a thing
feels so good then it really sting
i dont really talk but i really sing 
she got me thinking like
oo she had me
cut me off so bad
leave me messed up in my head
only miss us when were bad
i be in my room smoking loud sitting silent
you should be adressed as your highness
i swear every time we touch just mitus
im just roaming through the ridges of your irus
violence got your eyelids looking violet
promise ill get rid of him ill leave him where i find him
i be with the blinds dimmed hidin
vibin

unimpressed and always bored
it aint here yet so i'll wait for it
im depressed and always stoned
im always stressed i can't control it 
uninterested always alone
fire in my chest and my heart cold
bedroom unkept ash all over my floor
i got kush in my breath merijuana my decor


(gucci)
oh
i’m all alone my phone dead
i got thoughts of the end 
and my eyes sell a forfeit
thoughts of brain matter
stain my mattress
thoughts you drown me
like a baptist

girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

(softheart)
yeah and im just an outcast 
only fit in with the skyline 
cause im always lighting up
never really gets me numb enough
sorry i wasnt the one you loved

(gucci&softheart)
girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

i'm not the one you love (feat. guccihighwaters)

F - Rontal - Puffer ( Kai Pattenberg Remix) Snipped[Soon on Ragnarøk Records]

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-the-next-morning-lyrics

free download

the next morning

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-the-first-time-i-met-a-ghost-lyrics

guitar done by @noahwalker

the first time i met a ghost

stream: https://spoti.fi/2FT8LZs

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-right-back-to-the-beginning-lyrics

piano loop used by dusthill

Right Back To The Beginning

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-and-guccihighwaters-when-it-runs-up-lyrics

produced by @guccihighwaters and softheart
guitar by @cisco-kid-music

When It Runs Up (feat. guccihighwaters)

Until One (Continuous Mix)

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-today-lyrics

wow i cant believe i got truett to do a feature verse without any credit  what a good guy

Today

aaaayyyyyy back with another remix!! this time i teamed up with Kill Paris and we came up with this funky fresh remix of Monsta's song "where did i go".. it comes out on Owsla on October 23rd .... i hope you all enjoy it!

Monsta - Where Did I Go (Dillon Francis & Kill Paris Remix)

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-growth-spurts-lyrics

Growth Spurts

lyrics:
https://genius.com/Softheart-still-dont-know-what-im-running-from-lyrics

this song is from around 2017 and it's one of the first songs i made under softheart, i deleted it a long ass time ago and thought it was gone forever but someone happened to upload it to youtube and a fan sent me the link asking about the song so i decided to redo it.

still don't know what i'm running from

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-insecure-lyrics

guitar by noah walker!

Insecure

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just happy to be here