the_pain

prod. @notmorgn

all this alcohol does is just dumb my creativity 
but when im sober feel my pain just much more vividly 
and when im with you satisfaction like some symmetry 
u always crossing my mind like i was in the streets
im fucking shaking again
she said i get that
woah shit
i love how she's so understanding 
oh fuck im drunk
i dont think she understands me
its okay ill just shutup and go to plan b
wait what was plan b
cus i forgot that
inspiration yeah u know 
i fuckin lost that
your heart 
oh yeah i fuckin broke that
im so sorry im so sorry
lifes too short 
and everything kills you
u annoy me bitch
dont ask me if i feel you
whats with this petty shit
just hit my phone now
home alone alcohol in my dome now
im fucking shaking again
she said i get that
woah shit
i love how she's so understanding
oh fuck im drunk
i dont think she understands me
its okay ill just shutup and go to plan b
im too fucked yeah i can't even text you
im too anti social spending days up in my bedroom
four loko reappearing in the rest room
i dont really care cus imma go to bed soon
and all this nature all it does is congest me
now all my music all it does is express me
and all this nature all it does is congest me
thats all it does
im fucking shaking again
she said i get that
woah shit
i love how she's so understanding
its okay ill just shutup and go to plan b

oh fuck im drunk

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VyMz-LiCySE&feature=youtu.be&ab_channel=yesterday

prod: @whatevenisreal

my shawty think i drink too much
my homies know i think too much
i crack a 40
roll a dutch
pop ambien to sleep
i pour some out for all my team
i wear my heart out on my sleeves
a burden boy until i die
i hope it ends tonight

ohhhhh
you do not know what the fuck that ive been thru
ohhhhh
writin these songs just to vent bout my issues
ohhhhh
you can tell by all the lyrics that i fuckin miss you
fuck all these feelings
id rather not deal
pull up in the whip
put my head to the steel

ohhhhh
im sorry if you found out
ohhhh
i wonder how youre doing
put the past right out my brain
i never will address a thing
slowly decay by 21
my soul will lead me to my grave
my hair is blonde
my heart is black
these bitches never hit me back
my headphones on
as i walk alone
thru places
used to call my home
i just wanna drink my life away
with hopes that i wont wake today
i hate how people give a shit
just let me rest in peace

Follow me <3

burden boy (prod. br//oken)

lyrics

4 AM and i've been tweaking off the adderall
demons in my head, i drown them out with alcohol
bloody in my cup, i'm snorting lines of ambien
i don't give a fuck about my life after all
4 AM and i've been tweaking off the adderall
demons in my head, i drown them out with alcohol
bloody in my cup, i'm snorting lines of ambien
i don't give a fuck about my life after all

she lick the blade clean, while my fucking blood drips
i choke her neck while our motherfucking tongues kiss
she say i got good dick, i make her cum quick
she got a boyfriend, oh well, fuck it
baby i'm a vampire, counting money up
gold fangs in my mouth, smoking on a blunt
black tee on my back, red cape now
baby tell me it's okay before i break down

4 AM and i've been tweaking off the adderall
demons in my head, i drown them out with alcohol
bloody in my cup, i'm snorting lines of ambien
i don't give a fuck about my life after all
4 AM and i've been tweaking off the adderall
demons in my head, i drown them out with alcohol
bloody in my cup, i'm snorting lines of ambien
i don't give a fuck about my life after all

she lick the blade clean, while my fucking blood drips
i choke her neck while our motherfucking tongues kiss
she say i got good dick, i make her cum quick
she got a boyfriend, oh well, fuck it
baby i'm a vampire, counting money up
gold fangs in my mouth, smoking on a blunt
black tee on my back, red cape now
baby tell me it's okay before i break down

REAPER

before i break down [prod. reaper]

Are you happy?
Sorry, im just asking for a friend
You were pointing and laughing
When you made fun of that poor kid

Lemme ask you think hes happy?
Or is he just playing pretend
Cause he dont really know what really happened
Hes the butt of the joke not your friend

Now lemme ask Are you happy
When the world is crashing
Are you lookin up to god to make amends
Do you think hes laughing
While your ass is gasping for the last breath you can share with your friends

Are you happy
Sorry im just asking for a friend
Cause aint nobody really ask me
And as of late i felt like shit

everyday he wants to call it a quits
He thinks of all the ways he can off and commit
Says He lost hope hes all alone he doesnt know where to go 
He locks himself inside his room when hes home

But is he happy?
Or is he just playing pretend
Because everyone is acting
To impress some stupid bitch

So lemme ask you are you happy?
Sorry im just asking for a friend
Cause she can make you happy
Ruin your life all over again

Im scared to admit it
Im so committed
Dont be offended
I know i wont be forgiven
My reach is overextended
Im so demented
Im so inventive
I think of ways to get through to you but i dont ever get it

Dont think ill ever get it

No i wont understand it
I swear its like you had planned it
Lemme ask are you finished?

Like are you completed

Is everything supersuceeded
Cause i feel so damn defeated
And i dont know why i need it

Now im feelin replinshed
And everything so diminished
Like Are we really deleted

I cant believe it

we don't often ask for much (+ sonya36)

spotify/apple music

We Don't Often Ask for Much (+ sonya36)

LYRICS: https://genius.com/Softheart-and-guccihighwaters-too-much-lyrics

huge thanks to the homie
@guccihighwaters

instrumentation by: @noahwalker
mixing/mastering by: softheart
production by: softheart, vowl.

free download

Too Much (feat. guccihighwaters)

Track two from Make It Through Fall

Guitar Lyrics And Vocals: Lil Xtra
Additional production: Kado

Links:

Spotify

https://open.spotify.com/artist/7j8XINhxkD7WS4efrPxbhm

Soundcloud

 https://soundcloud.com/lilxtraatl

Merch

https://lilxtraofficialmerch.bigcartel.com/

Insta

https://www.instagram.com/lilxtraatl/

Twitter

https://twitter.com/LilXtraATL

Youtube

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCYqEuND_ZtclJ6RQzzsPtcA/videos

Facebook

https://www.facebook.com/LilXtraAtl/


Lyrics: 
Yo I'm Doomed to a life of 7.25, 
No point living right won’t make it out alive 
Making plays downtown, let me sleep on the drive
Leaning from the fucking codine in my sprite 
Leaning on the hollows in his fucking four-five like,
Put it to my head and we’ll see if I can fly 
He don’t really care if I’m impaired just stares, says 
What the fuck is up, bruh you really want to die? 
Yeah, I been blessed with a death wish 
I just hope that I die young and high like Hedwig 
I’ve been too distressed to address this
But I know I can’t be the only one who feels helpless 
And I’m sorry that I’ve been so selfish
I’d change if I could, but I just can’t help it 
But I know who I am, no need to pretend 
Guess I’m I’m still fucked up, and let down again.

Cause I’ve been feeling down, can’t wait until it passes 
I kept your picture underneath my mattress
Can’t see the sky to find my own position 
I know it isn’t working, I know that something’s different

I know I'm fucking different....

Why the world gotta be like this?
Getting high and she tells me what her step dad did 
I keep the secret so she can pretend 
That her innocence hasn’t been lost in a sense 
So we go to the mall and buy some bullshit 
To block out how fucked up it all is
I just need a whip with the gold plate rims
I just need a pill to feel happiness 
I just need a check and some ice I can flex 
A few more drugs to feel a little less 
A few more hits and a girl that’s obsessed 
That loves all my shit and loves having sex
So I can pretend everything’s okay 
But the world’s so black and I’m so grey 
I hope in the end one day I’ll say 
I see the same old world in a brand new way

Cause I’ve been feeling down can’t wait until it passes 
I hope you keep me underneath your mattress 
Still too blind to see my own condition
I know I can’t be perfect I know that something’s missing

Cause I’ve been feeling down, can’t wait until it passes 
I kept your picture, underneath my mattress
I can’t see the sky, to find my own position 
I know it isn’t working, I know that something’s different

I hope I'm always different

I hope
I hope
I hope...
I hope I'm always different

Different

https://m.youtube.com/watch?feature=youtu.be&v=PhKg76VJE3M

ep dropping december 9th <3

leave me out w the waste
this is not what i do
if im rotting away ill be thinking of you

rotting away like used 2
demons on my back but i move through
you act like you did back in high school
im fighting the tide of this whirlpool
gave you my heart just don't break it 
but i know its fate imma face it
but idk if ill make it
know you'll break me so i stay faded
do you feel like me 
i needa know
every time you leave can't let you go
you don't wanna be me theres things you don't know
i wake up feeling alone
i hate myself 2 the bone
i look in the mirror all i see is a ghost
and i just can't pick up the phone
imma block your number bitch leave alone
soon you'll be gone like the rest of them
you'll fall out of love ill fall apart again 
its true
girl im just a walking skeleton
who knew it would be this hard again
shit i knew

waste [prod. gg rahkavelli] **Official Video In Desc.**

i got scars on my wrist, she like to kiss that
she got tattoos on her face, i swear my bitch bad
i got bloody on my mask and my fit black
baby you ain’t even high but i can fix that
she got bloody on her wrist, i wanna lick that
i be smoking on a blunt, will you hit that
shawty poppin laced pills like a tic tac
baby you ain’t even dead but i can fix that

why the fuck you looking like you wanna kill me
put the blade right to my tongue and just cut me
she was poppin addy, i was snorting blue lines
demons inside me, lurking in my blue eyes

codeine in my glass, got me dreaming bout the cash now
i’m a vampire, you can’t see me in the mirror, wow
fangs looking icy, ferragamo white tee
with a ghost girl and her boyfriend wanna fight me
blade tucked, while she smoking on that scream pack
bloody on her wrist, in the street, with a scream mask
ooo i’m sad as fuck and i just want my life back
ooo she bad as fuck and i just wanna bite that
i’m a psychopath and she my lil scream queen
she look like laurie strode, i like it when she bleeding
chase u through the night time for our first date
sniff this cocaine off my big blade
i’m a psychopath and she my lil scream queen
she look like laurie strode, i like it when she bleeding
chase u through the night time for our first date
sniff this cocaine off my big blade

i got scars on my wrist, she like to kiss that
she got tattoos on her face, i swear my bitch bad
i got bloody on my mask and my fit black
baby you ain’t even high but i can fix that
she got bloody on her wrist, i wanna lick that
i be smoking on a blunt, will you hit that
shawty poppin laced pills like a tic tac
baby you ain’t even dead but i can fix that

prod. @sketchmyname & @vaegud
written by @lightninglogan

samples from Scream: Resurrection x The Texas Chainsaw Massacre x Dracula

INSTAGRAM

scream queen [prod. sketchmyname x vaegud]

brevik - @ungothafucka
IG - @brevikclark
TWITTER - @brevikc10

far from over it <///3
.
.
.
(brevik)

get it poppin like new years bitch
i been thumbin thru the money at my crib
get it poppin like new years bitch
i been thumbin thru the money at my crib
i was playin wit my life like i always do
bad bitch asked me what im gunna do
i said im gunna end it
she said fuckin send it
i was at the counter waitin for u
all black nails with the red shoes
all black nails and the cigarettes
pressed on me against the bed
there i lay until the end
until the end
but i think i need a new bitch
and i think i need a new script
cuz this addy got me restless
and im far from over it

(emo fruits)

far from over it 
im far from over it
im far from over it
im far from over it
far from over it
im far from over it
im far from over it
im far from over it

baby wanna fuck so i get her rich
fuck gettin rich
i wanna end my shit
bitch on my dick cuz i look like this
gettin so numb 
now i look like this 
baby wanna fuck so i get her rich
fuck gettin rich
i wanna end my shit
bitch on my dick cuz i look like this
gettin so numb 
now i look like this

lookin so right yeah
gettin so high yeah
needa get higher
i needa feel the fire
baby it hurts too much to see ur face right now
baby it hurts too much with all this space right now
.
.

far from over it w/ brevik (prod. kcaaz x christian)

(prod. reytee)
https://soundcloud.com/reytee

Lifes not fair,
I drawn the short straw.
Goodbye then,
Wtf am I crying.

Going on a lonely walk 
Cause I don't wanna talk 
Got my pumpkin spiced latte
Just got it from Starbucks

Comfy in my coat and my gloves 
Comfy in my coat and my gloves 

Comfy in my coat and my gloves
With my thoughts.
Tricking me, and my own feelings 
Hurting me, seems quite appealing

But I know that's fuck'ed up.

Lifes not fair,
I drawn the short straw.
Goodbye then,
Wtf am I crying.

Spotify

comfy [reytee]

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just happy to be here