Lyrics:
im so sorry that i dont know what to say
and you know i do my best to try and be there every day
im fucking piece of shit and thats all that ill really say
cause im too proud to admit that i will never be okay

i never thought itd come to this i always thought we'd be just fine
i never thought youd think of leaving cause you said youre always mine
but i dont blame you im a fuck up and i have no fucking spine
im not a man im just a boy i know youre sick of how i whine

i always thought id be okay to be right there for someone else
but im too fucked in the brain to show you how i really felt
i know it hurt when i was absent and made you feel by yourself
i try my hardest but i know it aint enough to even help

cause i fuck up every day
and i dont know what to say
only when i feel too much, but then it goes away
and i really hate the way
that im probably all the same
even worse than all people that you ran from anyway

fuck
what do i do
im pushing everyone away but i could never say i thought itd be you

we're fucked
all because of me
i wanna be just what you need but i got issues in my head you cant see

"so why dont you tell me?"
never learned how to speak
im trying to believe
we'll be okay after this mess

Sorry

sorry

[hero]

i hop in the shower with my clothes on
sing to myself till i burst a lung
i hop in the shower with my clothes on
yeah this warm water washes it away

[@navyxower]

yeah it washes it away, when im not doin so great
yeah you takin all ur drugs, just to wipe away ur pain
sit and cry about my feelings in the shower, so i stay
i think im loosin grip and yet, deaths scaring me away
its, visual all our lives just fade away
and all my tears, will wipe away
its all i want for you to stay, oh oh
yeah i hop right in the shower with my clothes on
thinkin every night what do i try, for
i wish i had you everynight to hold me on to giving grace
i wonder in three years, can u just look me in the face

[hero x @navyxower]

i hop in the shower with my clothes on
singing to myself am i best alone
i hop in the shower with my clothes on
yeah this warm water washes it away

[hero]

i hop in the shower with my clothes on
sing to myself till i burst a lung
i hop in the shower with my clothes on
yeah this warm water washes it away

shower thoughts (ft. navyxower) (boyfifty)

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heartache

RIP LIL PEEP 

this is a remix of angeldust

shout out to @mysticphonk too cause i think he made the guitar sample all credit to him

wasting time

these days they dont make sense
but its okay 
know its gon be worth it in the end
might as well wear my heart out since she ripped it out my chest 
but now i know that bitch just bad news petty as it gets
but its okay
hope she knows i still wish her the best
theres power in the peace i dont feel angry or upset
no its okay
its hard not to hate you
when i know you hate me
it's so hard to care
when youre so fake

lost with the wind like  
everybody get lost set the mood right hey
baby watch me get lost in the midnight rain
need someone who likes to dance in the moonlight rays
in the moonlight hey
(x2)

i bet your boyfriend bite me in his raps
i aint impressed
im packing bowls with your bitch i think we might just have a sesh
want the gold on my neck 
want this weight up off my back
ay
imma make a check and turn the pain right into cash 
repping that 508 but
living like im upstate
imma get high today
i felt the high one day
and i been high to date
if the show aint tomorrow
you can bet im up late
double cross me one time
bitch thats all it take

lost with the wind like  
everybody get lost set the mood right hey
baby watch me get lost in the midnight rain
need someone who likes to dance in the moonlight rays
in the moonlight hey
(x4)

Lost in the Wind

guitar by @noahwalker

lyrics:
genius.com/Oftheart-under-the-rug-we-dont-really-talk-anymore-lyrics

Under The Rug (we don't really talk anymore)

guitar by @noahwalker

thought that i could leave my room
i dont know how i could be so dumb
even though she do me so wrong
i still just wanna get along
yeah girl you wear your mask so good
but you aint really what you put on
we the only ones that know the truth
dont forget i know what you are

lonesome
never was the one to be 
bragging like im all that
acting like i know somethin
i dont owe noone did this on my own damn time
prolly somewhere working on a song getting high
yuh
dont tell me twice
looking at my phone i should be looking at the sky
yuh
im just tryn check out the vibe 
im not gonna do it if it dont feel right

backstage singing with my head in my hands
either scared or embracing the fear it depends
got my headphones playing in my ears so my head stay clear
but it never stays clear in the end

say you wont or say you will
i dont need to change
this is all a part of your mistake

i promise it gets better 
i promsie you it gets better than this
just keep your head up
i promise you it gets better than this

i like running with my eyes closed 
falling from the skyline
plummit to the sidewalk
walking on a fine line
you are not alone no you're not close
to the only one that's feeling suicidal
and im trying
promise imma sing when im dying
falling like im leaving the horizon
i just lift my feet and im flying

thought that i could leave my room
i dont know how i could be so dumb
even though she do me so wrong
i still just wanna get along
yeah girl you wear your mask so good
but you aint really what you put on
we the only ones that know the truth
dont forget i know what you are

Earthbound

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show my mans some luv @tothegood

lyrics
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your love can't save me now i'm broken
lost and was never found i'm hopeless
your love can't save me now i'm broken
i'll never come around you know this
i'm broken (x8)
i'm tired of loving someone
who don't care bout enough
so i take my drugs and i
numb the fuck up love

your love can't save me now i'm broken
lost and was never found i'm hopeless
your love can't save me now i'm broken
i'll never come around you know this

this was a curse from the get-go
my head is a trip and i feel like i'll let go
of everything that i care about
and if i wanna leave then i'll get the fuck out
and i'll pack up my shit and i'll go
run with the feeling of feeling alone
missin' your touch when i know that you don't
i just want love but i find it in drugs in my coat

and i hide inside
and i cry every night i'm alive
cause the flesh in my chest is a lie
when i smoke and i look to the sky
this'll be the end of everything we know
i can't really think about the future and i won't
waste another day inside just scrollin' on my phone
stitch my broken heart and then you wrap it with a bow

your love can't save me now (x4)

follow tothegood

pyramids (prod. by tothegood)

[chorus]
caught up in my fucking brain with this shame again
my minds caving in I smoke til the pain fades within
every time I fucking try I fail the jameson fill my veins again
I try to cry but I just grin

[verse]
I knew I was fucked from the get go
I try to forget you but I just can't let go
I'm sorry I don't care about anything but me; myself, yeah i'm out (yuh)
I want to come back to the way I was, face it
I'm fucking complacent with me now its blatant 
but i'll change again turn from cold and the wind
for now flick the bic draw the smoke and give in

[bridge]
I've been trying hard to maintain I can't see it clearly when your clouding up the mainframe
and I can't fucking take it anymore thats why I crawl up ignore all the people and smoke my strain

[chorus]
caught up in my fucking brain with this shame again
my minds caving in I smoke til the pain fades within
every time I fucking try I fail the jameson fill my veins again
I try to cry but I just grin

Shame [prod. taurs]

Heartbeat

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just happy to be here

Under The Rug (we don't really talk anymore)

Softheart