2032 (glasear)

(prod sorrow bringer)
@sorrow_bringer

its a nightmare no its not a fairytale
im an alien 
im not american
and im not ur fucking experiment
for you to discard
when the times up and youre sick of listening
its embarassing
you dont care a bit
grab my face and i scratch claw and tear at it
till i rip it off
i never liked it much when i was wearing it 
i know that they staring
i dont care a bit
and i know that i love to my own detriment 
can we just talk about something else instead
and every time i think about u i just drop dead
and now im just standing there holding my head
i dont wanna miss out if im not there
i dont wanna leave the house when your haunt it
i dont wanna leave the house when u ----
its a nightmare no its not a fairytale
im an alien 
not american
and im not ur fucking experiment
for you to discard
when the times up and youre sick of listening
its embarassing
you dont care a bit
grab my face and i scratch claw and tear at it
till i rip it off
i never liked it much when i was wearing it

drop dead

let me set the scene
its 2am this thick black veil is over everything 
theres nothing here except the wind and faint sounds of the creek
this light glows when i spark it 
i spend life fighting this darkness
i might come back a little scratched but life is never easy 
i found this me then watched myself split into seperate things
scattered all around the fields to go collect again
im almost all together now except some little cracks 
aint shit change im still out back 
ashing joints on back door steps
got some love but will it last 
i can only really guess 
my landlord is garbage 
fuck this house u can ash on the carpet
my brain skips and short circuts 
this life is one big circus  

by the highway we watch shadows pass
and the light bends round your silloette
imma smoke till i cant breath any air
sometimes i dont wanna be anywhere
but i wont leave just please do not turn off the show
this is my favorite episode
lets just close these curtains slow 
   
i just get so scared that youll go 
i cant help its how i cope 
i got habits i cant fix    
i just cant help but self destroy 
i had friends i could have helped  
so i let new ones in my life 
take advantage of me now
and it all looks so clear now
seeing it from this vantage point 

ill be out soon 
im in deep but im making big strides 
i took more than 2
like whats gonna happen this time 
by the highway we watch shadows pass
and the light bends round your silloette
imma smoke till i cant breath any air
sometimes i dont wanna be anywhere
but i wont leave just please do not turn off the show
this is my favorite episode
lets just close all these curtains slow 
stuck in a never ending game
im lost in the bits and code 
someones in my computer screen
and she calls to me i know

rip myself into a million different little pieces (prod. danbarry)

Bitcrush

9TAILS - im sorry (prod. killedmyself)

tell me something, anything, don't let this love fester into hatred 

additional pads and guitar added by me

when i look out at the world (prod. vuksai)

noway (prod. 5kjrdn)

2025
results: archive
prod. monica, aexou, hvoya, 21mercy, iceway, primo

yeah, im goin so fast — я на машине
yeah, делю все на черное/белое — im not racist
yeah, ima racer, but ima stupid, but ima racer
не хватает ammo в race’е
yeah, я лечу к брату на рейсе
yeah, и это letter for my love
нам всем когда то станет легко
get gone, bitch im alone
нахуй выкинь свой дешевый vlone 
когда lil harmy в этом моде, он делает хлеб, не может думать
когда lil harmy будет в этом дерьме — они не смогут подумать

я со своими буду делить только ekzo 
вначале было так много друзей, но где они все?
и если стану кем то, то они вернутся все
и в этом правда жизни сука,
в этом правда жизни сука
(неее—е—е—т)
я наебал, снова держусь за квартал
хуйню сказал
я наблюдаю фракталы в глазах и это всё правда
не знаю, я боюсь ослепнуть, боюсь не видеть
я боюсь не думать и боюсь не слышать
очень люблю родных и близких
очень люблю родных и близких

yeah, im goin so fast — я на машине
yeah, делю все на черное/белое — im not racist
yeah, ima racer, but ima stupid, but ima racer
не хватает ammo в race’е
yeah, я лечу к брату на рейсе
yeah, и это letter for my love
нам всем когда то станет легко
get gone, bitch im alone
нахуй выкинь свой дешевый vlone 
когда lil harmy в этом моде, он делает хлеб, не может думать
когда lil harmy будет в этом дерьме — они не смогут подумать

letter for my love

fell in love + kngmeer

Imma go and leave the house again i got my backbone
Watch the ground shatter glass when i walk up on
People only call me when there something always wrong
I see distant memories creepin when i pass by
Hope its the last time
Stay connected like its land line
Watch my footing cause im surrounded by land mines
Never gonna trip cause im allways on stand by
I got ice up on my wrist you know this shit took time

Pills in my system only reason I would fall
Error in my coding so i always reinstall
They always try to stop me but im breaking threw these walls
Still hopin for that call

every night
baby i used to see u bout like every night
now im like
are we alright
damn
i just hold my head and dig my feet into the sand
man i miss my home land
u look like an angel in this candle light ya
the news had said that storm out west been heading over here
we sit in front this fire waiting for it to appear
while my eyes roll back into me as shes thumbing thru my hair
exhausting all my energy into the summer air
i swear i had this in me way before i was aware
sheath this field when im in public cause i hate when people stare
this aura seeping out of me whenever im feeling scared
black clovers
covering my books
im tainted
i levelled before i was ready now its rage i shoulda waited
rippin thru my mind i separate from what i hated
i live in constant fear of my projection in my basement

Everyday thinkful to god that i made it 22 
I be mixin all my pills and with my liquor to
She be fuckin good im keepin all the answers inside the coop
She tell me that’s she wasted i tell her im am to
Markings on her body 
She levitate the room
In my mind i tell her that ill see her soon
I be writing scriptures in these pages
Witth you know i keep it weighted 
Hated
Only show me love when your jaded
New beginnings but im feeling outdated 
Comin home to see nobody waited
Oblivious is stated

Standby ft sewerperson (Prod. APT.102)

misery loves company

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just happy to be here

when i look out at the world (prod. vuksai)

Softheart