The act of sampling ... and that's when i understood

(prod sorrow bringer)
@sorrow_bringer

its a nightmare no its not a fairytale
im an alien 
im not american
and im not ur fucking experiment
for you to discard
when the times up and youre sick of listening
its embarassing
you dont care a bit
grab my face and i scratch claw and tear at it
till i rip it off
i never liked it much when i was wearing it 
i know that they staring
i dont care a bit
and i know that i love to my own detriment 
can we just talk about something else instead
and every time i think about u i just drop dead
and now im just standing there holding my head
i dont wanna miss out if im not there
i dont wanna leave the house when your haunt it
i dont wanna leave the house when u ----
its a nightmare no its not a fairytale
im an alien 
not american
and im not ur fucking experiment
for you to discard
when the times up and youre sick of listening
its embarassing
you dont care a bit
grab my face and i scratch claw and tear at it
till i rip it off
i never liked it much when i was wearing it

drop dead

love song 4 the ghost i see in my room sometimes 

original beat by killedmyself (chopped and pitched)
additional violin by my good friend Mohini 

its not somethin else
its exactly whats the most obvious
its so easy to tell
and im no good at hiding it
its rly not that hard to figure out
the obsessions not mutual 
i know u like me but not as much
i wanna be what you think about
i cant help but fall in one sided love 

and im stuck in it  
i get so dumb in it 
there might be something
to make me feel more whole 
somehow 
your touch that feels like home 
but then u cast me off and i end up more alone
strung up
im just a puppet
u can make me dance 
im happy to perform 
in ur bed
im nestled up and warm
hoping 
the night can last more long 

ive been numbed up i dont feel it 
i dont feel the touch im too hollow
can u help me get more human 
maybe some emotions to borrow 
i think im the worlds best escapist 
back then i just didnt wanna exist
so i buried my head in the sand
look at all the time i wasted

. . . . .

when im in your arms it felt so warm like home

peachy ━☆ *.･｡ﾟ fuck what you thought its really me live your life and find happiness 2023 and on <3

prod. clear purple x maybe
@clearpurple

fuck on my lip wit a blunt
and baby u roll when i cut 
like why do you think im luv
shit is rough
muddy cup fillin sludge
fuckers call me they brother
barely know you that much

know i come off codependent 
i just want love and let in
break this soul i’d let you dead it
said home is where ur headed
i feel like i’ve never met it
still slitting paths of velvet
picture frame with shattered lessons
got me second guessing everybody, patterns second
after life come death, well i dont think that i accept it
just a coward little bastard, fearing countless changes 
with how im climbing them you’d think my mind is fucking everest
and even if i kill myself im sorry honest
shizu never wanted problems, but my songs adore it
so this leaking heart can bleed throughout the art its forming
take a breath, to telling everyone ur living for it
have mercy on me

fuck on my lip wit a blunt
and baby u roll when i cut 
like why do you think im luv
shit is rough
muddy cup fillin sludge
fuckers call me they brother
barely know you that much

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sludge (clear purple)

guitar and drums done by noah walker @mr_innervue

Stranger.demo (2021 version)

[Intro]
Yeah, yeah, yeah

[Chorus]
Shooting my shit, feel like I'm Daryl (Daryl)
Sniping opponents in country, I'm covered in camo apparel
I'm not a hero (No)
In my room I waste away
Making beats for brighter days
This is on my story, the flip of a zero (Flip that shit)

[Verse]
Already done that, I'm dormant here, I gotta slip out back
They’re dormant here, but they can only make half
I'm walking, skipping over cracks
To focus when I get 'em lapped (Oh)
Forgot about the friends in the back
When it’s only me I don't mind the crash
Opps wanna be doped, I'm gonna hide the stash
3 a.m. and a backwoods pack
Smoke it up and get another back
Long curly hair in a [?]
I munch the meds and try to relax
Quite the productive insomniac (Yeah)
Couldn't sleep now I'm making tracks
Thank my body for the time it gave me
Too bad my body doesn't thank me back
Still intact, won’t let go (Go)
Of all my dreams I'm fucking fiending for (Fiending for)
Some of my friends wanna see me more
Feel shitty for saying it, but I need this more
I love you guys, I Just got some things, I'm busy making mine
I got people attacking behind enemy lines
It's not to my face but I can hear just fine
Some of my bros turn to counterspies
Sad music all anyone do, you thought you were sad, there's a sadder guy
Don't get it twisted, I can lay it down
Talking wet flows, I'm the bladder guy
Mind so bright, you turn out the lights
I'm still blindin' cats like it's Counter-Strike
Love is hard when you see so much pussy
It give a new meaning to a private eye
I won't let my enemies take this from me
I worked too hard for what I have
So many people are fooled by deceit
Don't come crawling back when you see just what you

[Chorus]
Shooting my shit, feel like I'm Daryl (Daryl)
Sniping opponents in country, I'm covered in camo apparel (Cover)
I'm not a hero (No)
In my room I waste away
Making beats for brighter days
This is on my story, the flip of a zero (Flip)
Shooting my shit (What?), feel like I'm Daryl (Daryl, Daryl)
Sniping opponents in country, I'm covered in camo apparel (And I'm covered)
I'm not a hero
In my room I waste away
Making beats for brighter days
This is on my story, the flip of a zero (Flip)

[Outro]
Yeah, land

9TAILS - daryl (prod. 9TAILS)

9TAILS - petrified (prod. nayz)

Longing

Anything But Subtle

Timeout

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just happy to be here

when im in your arms it felt so warm like home

Softheart