Gates and fences

Production by https://soundcloud.com/shinpuru

Lyrics:
Snowfall right on my window
Coping by smoking that indo
Puffing till all of my limbs froze
I cannot make it there tonight
So I sit alone and down the bottle write
Every fucking feeling
Fuck concealing
Just let thoughts go
Fill up on the paper
Exhale vapor
Feel the frost cold soul
Frostbitten lips again
I've been longing for your touch and your kiss again
~
Cold to the bone
Wet from the snow
But it's dry on my phone
I can remember the look of that face
While I grip on that waist
But I'm stuck in my home
Snow building up
Now I'm back on my own
Pack one bowl and I fill one more cone
Spark that shit up and my mental gon roam
Cry in the night to my mic, love the tone
~
I've been fucked up
Can't get enough love
Lay by myself again
~
Snowfall right on my window
Coping by smoking that indo
Puffing till all of my limbs froze
I cannot make it there tonight
So I sit alone and down the bottle write

Snowfall w/ Shinpuruu

Stay Away

(prod sorrow bringer)
@sorrow_bringer

its a nightmare no its not a fairytale
im an alien 
im not american
and im not ur fucking experiment
for you to discard
when the times up and youre sick of listening
its embarassing
you dont care a bit
grab my face and i scratch claw and tear at it
till i rip it off
i never liked it much when i was wearing it 
i know that they staring
i dont care a bit
and i know that i love to my own detriment 
can we just talk about something else instead
and every time i think about u i just drop dead
and now im just standing there holding my head
i dont wanna miss out if im not there
i dont wanna leave the house when your haunt it
i dont wanna leave the house when u ----
its a nightmare no its not a fairytale
im an alien 
not american
and im not ur fucking experiment
for you to discard
when the times up and youre sick of listening
its embarassing
you dont care a bit
grab my face and i scratch claw and tear at it
till i rip it off
i never liked it much when i was wearing it

drop dead

love song 4 the ghost i see in my room sometimes 

original beat by killedmyself (chopped and pitched)
additional violin by my good friend Mohini 

its not somethin else
its exactly whats the most obvious
its so easy to tell
and im no good at hiding it
its rly not that hard to figure out
the obsessions not mutual 
i know u like me but not as much
i wanna be what you think about
i cant help but fall in one sided love 

and im stuck in it  
i get so dumb in it 
there might be something
to make me feel more whole 
somehow 
your touch that feels like home 
but then u cast me off and i end up more alone
strung up
im just a puppet
u can make me dance 
im happy to perform 
in ur bed
im nestled up and warm
hoping 
the night can last more long 

ive been numbed up i dont feel it 
i dont feel the touch im too hollow
can u help me get more human 
maybe some emotions to borrow 
i think im the worlds best escapist 
back then i just didnt wanna exist
so i buried my head in the sand
look at all the time i wasted

. . . . .

when im in your arms it felt so warm like home

peachy ━☆ *.･｡ﾟ fuck what you thought its really me live your life and find happiness 2023 and on <3

💧︎♋︎●︎♏︎❍︎☺︎□︎◆︎❒︎■︎●︎ 📫︎ ●︎♓︎●︎ ♍︎♒︎♓︎●︎●︎ ❍︎♓︎⌧︎

9TAILS - reminiscing (prod. 9TAILS)

9TAILS - vent (prod. bandit luce)

This is more then likely the most emotional song I’ve released. #sad #slow #cope #emo #relax

talk to me(prod.muzcean)

main sample taken from this youtube video: 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fXU_Q_i3-So&t=819s

Crying Wolf

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just happy to be here

when im in your arms it felt so warm like home

Softheart