Do you have an insta ? I love your music 🔥🔥

first time listening to this in a while and its still amazing 👏

this will still be my fav hip hop/rap song. it was the first one i heard of yours.

-lyrics-
(Hook: Ayleen Valentine)
I'm sorry that I let you down
it's probably cause I sleep too much
and every time that you're around
there's always something wrong

(Verse 1: Lxst Boy)
late nights and talks with my conscience
lately i been feeling nauseous
I write songs so call me off topic
lowkey wanna tell them to stop it
I'll just get walked on
I'm feeling that way like non-stop
I'm sorry I'm an outcast wait no I'm not
but I let you down whenever I talk
I'm feeling like a 9tails knockoff
I came from the sewers then the time stopped
im running around in circles in my thoughts
the clock winding down, hear the tick tock
when I'm locked in my room
I'm feeling the tension
record at my desk
these lyrics unscripted
writing these songs
that you'll never listen
cause you never cared
I'm a solo mission woah
uh I wanna talk
without feeling guilty
I need a shower
you making me filthy
blood stains the wall
you know that you killed me
its cold in my room
and at night it gets chilly
I wanna talk
but every time I do my heartstrings in a knot
in getting tired of writing these songs
and day by day 
you wouldn't tell me what's wrong
yeah

(Hook: Ayleen Valentine)
 
(Verse 2: Giovanni)
where am i goin, what do i got 
i feel so lonely, everyone stop
want you to hold me, damn i forgot 
what it was like, i feel distraught 
i let you down and watched you depart
now everything’s loud and i’m caught in the dark
like i’m in the dirt, buried with the worms 
and that is the funniest fuckin part
cause what did we say together
all of those times, that you let me down
tell the words that we sang together
everything’s fine, we’ll be alright 
we’ll fuckin stand in the rain together 
i don’t mean to cry, but why did you lie
remind me again why stayed together 

(Hook: Ayleen Valentine)

S T R E A M

Let You Down w/ Giovanni & Ayleen Valentine (boyfifty)

[Verse 1: no.cape]
Smell the fresh air and your lips on my cheek
Cherry blossoms losing petals with the breeze
Used to walk you home, say goodbye on the school days
Whenever you thirsty, offer you my KoolAid
Me and you would kick, back always down to chit chat
Stray dogs in the street tell 'em get back
Always tryna act tough had to show my princess
I would never hurt you, wouldn't hurt an insect

[Bridge: no.cape]
Whenever It's dark out, you know I'll be right there
Keep me in your heart, free you from your nightmares
Whenever It's dark out, you know I'll be right there
Keep me in your heart, free you from your nightmares
Whеnever It's dark out, you know I'll be right thеre
Keep me in your heart, free you from your nightmares
[Verse 2: sorrow]
Smell of red roses coming to your place
You were looking through the window
I can see your face, beautiful with the makeup
Ruby colored lipstick, yeah It's been a minute
Telling me to come in quick, chilling in your room
Parents aren't home, I was gone for a year couldn't talk on the phone
I was stuck in my dorm doing work all alone
Now I'm here and there's something that I wanted you to know
I think I'm in love, I don't wanna lie pain's in my chest and I'm sick of goodbyes girl
I don't wanna leave like every other time, yeah, I could be yours and you can be mine
But you didn't say a word, smile disappeared looked at me like, "Baby I have something you should hear..."
Body froze up when I heard what you said

[Outro]
I didn't planned this. I didn't know that it was going to happen to me. But it did. I was alone and I had no idea what I was doing. Y-You think that I really wanna be standing here in front of you like this? I had no choice

No.cape - We Won The War But I Lost You

@sorrow - sunshine (prod. 8ROKEBOY)

i ripped out the pages that reminded me of her
i know that i hate myself don’t need to see the words
i remember i had blamed myself for every time she hurt herself
it happened with the first but with the second it was worse
the deeper cut 
my feet are stuck and sink into the earth
i’ll never be good enough that’s something i have learned
crazy how the coldest person left me with these burns
and then in my time to heal it’s like there’s people taking turns
just to slow down my progress
i convinced myself that everybody is dishonest
i am no exception 
broken hearts and broken promises
follow me
traumatic memories are always haunting me
don’t pick up the blame to pour it onto me
like i always do
i’m not mad at you
because i been moving on and showing gratitude
i been smoking tryna fix my shitty attitude
numbing any feeling in my body through and through
and my memories are lacking any detail so i know that it’s working
i got a woman that i love and treats me better for certain
but the anticipation of finding what’s under the surface
it fucking kills me
but more because she doesn’t deserve it

so love me
tell me that i’m pretty know i’m needy but i need it cause i feel so god damn ugly
i hate the attention
then as soon as it is gone i feel like not a single person cares about me
i fucking hate the way that i ruin everything
cause i can’t control my anxiety
i’m selfish but i’d do anything that you need me to oh the irony

oh the irony
oh the irony
oh the irony i wanna live with you
but will you die with me
i spend this time with you and if it’s wasted
then that’s fine with me
i wanna cherish it
i wanted you to know that you can cry to me
and i hope you stay for a little while take your time to leave
oh the irony i wanna live with you
but will you die with me
(will you die with me)
i spend this time with you and if it’s wasted
then that’s fine with me
(that's fine with me)
i wanna cherish it
i wanted you to know that you can cry to me
and i hope you stay for a little while take your time to leave

so love me
tell me that i’m pretty know i’m needy but i need it cause i feel so god damn ugly
i hate the attention
then as soon as it is gone i feel like not a single person cares about me
i fucking hate the way that i ruin everything
cause i can’t control my anxiety
i’m selfish but i’d do anything that you need me to oh the irony

please love me, i’m trying my hardest (prod. 4lexf)

NVR/MND x Thomas Reid x Nü - Something's Not Right

i can't go back

Produced by: @areyougiovanni & @splashgvng
Engineered by @areyougiovanni
Written and performed by: @areyougiovanni

eternity

written and performed by: @futoh
mix and mastered by: @futoh
produced by: heydium and @jang0x
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surprise release :D
hope yall enjoy<3
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lyrics:
(verse)
always one to worry bout futures,
used to be chill, till i lost all my humor,
caught in revenge, huh, call me lex luthor,
i just regret that we didnt end sooner,
never stationed, always moving
always dreaming, never lucid,
i got plans so call me stupid,
but dont get mad when im suited
ill be at the top when nobody cared,
i was at the bottom all of them just stared,
so dont be suprised when im closing up,
i dont got an audience, ill make one up,
all ill get, ill get it by myself,
so dont even try to help,
none of yall ever worry bout my health,
til i start talking bout future wealth

[bridge]

(chorus)
look me up and down,
couldn't be bothered
your mans,
cause hes selfish and hes ignorant,
and never making plans,
he can never get involved,
like whats up with that,
yea, i would blow up your phone,
till you answered that,

(verse)
like baby girl, wya now?
you lost everything that you had now,
you did this yourself, dont be throwing fits,
but i wont lie, i do miss
all those nights, yea watching netlfix,
never decide on the show,
like we never decide where to go,
im glad that its over cause now im at home,
watching a movie alone on the couch,
there seems to be comfort in that,
cause every time, yea, i just fall flat,
but now it's too easy, got my life intact,
i always wonder how you doing, but im never checking up,
if you wanted that luxury,  should've been open to talk,
but you always giving up,

[bridge]

(chorus extended)
look me up and down,
couldn't be bothered
your mans,
cause hes selfish and hes ignorant,
and never making plans,
he can never get involved,
like whats up with that,
yea, i would blow up your phone,
till you answered that,
got a list of all the reasons why im never coming back,
you were ignorant and selfish so much times that ive lost track,
you could never get involved,
like whats up with that,
i guess youre perfect for eachother,
and im fine with that,

couldn't be bothered (prod. heydium & jang0)

do you deserve me? is the real question lmao

beat credit goes to @mist3rbeats himself
@promotedsounds where u at😂

lyrics if u want them

Tell me what you want from me
Cul de sacs and bad dreams
Tell me what are you thinking
Do you need me, you need me

Tell me if you need me I’ve been going through the motions
And when I try to talk to you about all these emotions
You lie to me to and that’s fine with me
You will live me not die with me
Oh the irony is inspiring
Bad dreams, keep me up at night
Seeing you right there beside me, makes me wonder why
Why you had to go despite me, saying it’s not fine
Saying it’s not fine, knowing we won’t be alright
Got our future on the line

Got our future on the line
You couldn’t read between the lines
You couldn’t see I hurt inside
You couldn’t see I was out of my mind
Now we running out of time, and I’m running out of breath
We live in this world of walking, breathing, living stress
And now it’s time we put our heart’s to the test, the test

Tell me what you want from me
Cul de sacs and bad dreams
Tell me what are you thinking
Do you need me, you need me
Tell me what you want from me
Cul de sacs and bad dreams
Tell me what are you thinking
Do you need me, you need me

Tell me the tea, don’t give me grief, I need an answer
Moving around up in my brain like tiny dancer
Don’t mind me, just mind your manners
I’m a stupid, idiot, romancer
Tell me what you want from me, and I’m so sad I’m lacking sleep
And honestly I’m falling deep, but I don’t know what’s wrong with me
What’s wrong with me, everything, probably
What’s wrong with me, messed up singing all the homilies

Messed up singing all the homilies
Tired of crying at drama scenes
Like what is love, what does it really mean
My life was crushed and blown to smithereens
Now we running out of time, and I’m running out of breath
We live in this world of walking, breathing, living stress
And now it’s time we put our heart’s to the test, the test

Tell me what you want from me
Cul de sacs and bad dreams
Tell me what are you thinking
Do you need me, you need me

do you need me (prod. mist3r)

@soku x @lxstboy - takes my breath away (prod. boyfifty & sephgotthewaves)

lyrics for those who want it lol 

I will always love not trust there’s a difference
Gone with the wind can't fight your resistance
Love so fucked that I think we need to fix this
You’re so dumb that I think you need to get this checked
Living this life and you bringing this stress
Think that I’ll love but our love is a test
Circle some answers then throw out the rest
Still at the bottom while trying my best 
I don’t know why I try, when I know I’ll fail and lose my life
When I know I’ll fail and live it twice
My soul, my life, guess that’s the price
Inhale, exhale, then roll the dice
Odds are that I don’t roll it right
Odds are that I’m gon die tonight
Odds are that I won’t be alright

I know that, know that I can love you
Don’t know if I trust you
Don’t know if you love too
Or love who (babe)

Sitting here dead in gone
Don’t know, just know that I am lost
Don’t know, where’s home, I need you mom
So cold and alone like Vietnam
Can you sing a song and make it long
So I don’t gotta feel like I am wrong
So I know I can feel like I belong
So I don’t gotta be here dead and gone
Baby, sing me a lullaby
Sing me to sleep, or at least till I close my eyes
Baby, wait till the time is right
Pull me aside we can stay up on through the night
Baby, know that I’ll be your knight
Fighting off evil, I’ll be right there by your side
Baby, want you to be my light
Shine me a path through the rough and you'll make it bright

I know that, know that I can love you
Don’t know if I trust you
Don’t know if you love too
Or love who
I know that, know that I can love you
Don’t know if I trust you
Don’t know if you love too
Or love who

love (prod. autrioly)

I never left that classroom
Your ankles on my shoulders
Bodies turning over
And over again
Pitting flesh against flesh
I could scream if you didn't take away my breath
While we were touching, teasing, tasting, taking
And I could already feel my heart break
And still I burnt out my lungs on words like "forever"
And now that I'm older I guess I know better

I gave you the very best parts of me
What little I had to offer
So you can go home 
And I'll get stoned
And we'll forget about the heart inside your locker

love (prod. autrioly)

soku♡

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