Name: past lives (prod. ken3r beatz) by soku♡
Duration: 3 min
Description: guess you could call this my remix of "past lives" by borns

Bruh reminds me of the one that got away and all i could think was the one event that could’ve Change everything today

I wasn’t expecting a small creators song hit harder than a big creators song

@soku_music Goddamn didnt have too make me cry man

hey bro I love this song but what is your YouTube handle I need to subscribe to you

written by Lxst Boy, Cavasoul, and soku
produced by Riddiman and oldboyy
mixed and mastered by Lxst Boy
cover art by futoh
out on all platforms

-lyrics-
(Hook: Lxst Boy)
finish up my homework then I write another song
why does everybody hate me I swear that I did nothing wrong
got like 20 messages everytime I check my phone
but i will never answer them, I hate this feeling its getting old

(Verse 1: Lxst Boy)
try to tell me that im not ok
but cant you see the smile thats plastered on my face
like come over sometime and find me dead at my place
im sipping on this coffee praying that this pain would go away
the solitude is nice but I'm sick of being alone
walked a million miles on a path they call the lonely road
pondering my consciences, the deepest part of my soul
but hey im just a kid so what do i really know

(Hook)

(Verse 2: Cavasoul)
i hate this feeling, feeling horrible
is getting old
im losing meaning, meaning everything is seeming horrible
I'm conceited, seated at a table undesirable
I know that she could ruin me because shes so adorable
I fall asleep and I see images of violence
I see a side of me incite a riot
swear my head is never quiet
I'm craving death, it tries to overtake my fear of dying
I'll just go to bed so hopefully I can stop fucking crying
i hate this feeling that I feel whenever I open up my eyes
and now my lungs have started hurting as result from getting high
it gets tiring when you always just feel like you could die
now I'm breaking down again, just for today is the third time

(Hook)

(Verse 3: soku)
it's getting old, I'm growing old and I don't know if i could stay
every time you look my way I just turn and look away
I don't know if I could stay in this place
with this feeling that I hate and it won't go away yeah
yeah my voice is sounding stupid and my grades are going down
everybody else around hating me I feel the frown
on my face yeah I'm a waste yeah
telling everyone I might just take a break yeah
I finish up my homework then I go and cry alone
everybody hating me  and so I walk the lonely road
got like 20 messages every time i check my phone 
but that's not quite reality I hate this feeling it's getting old

(Hook)

@cavasoul
@soku_music
@prodriddiman

S T R E A M

i hate this feeling w/ cavasoul & soku (riddiman x oldboyy)

produced by the bootleg boy
Check him out! @thebootlegboy
Twisted up in my imagination...

out of my head

Im Losing It w/Matego (prod. moon)

This is just a remix. All credit goes to @Taylor Carnell
https://soundcloud.com/taylorcarnell10

Original Song - https://soundcloud.com/taylorcarnell10/tell-me-why
Beat made by Jxsie Beats

Mixed & Mastered by: mixedbyo.ft
Instagram: www.instagram.com/mixedbyo.ft/

@TheMarkerFlipper x @Taylor Carnell - tell me why (prod. jxsie beats)

feature: matego // produced by: caps ctrl & xsus

my last goodbye w/ matego (Caps Ctrl & Xsus)

ghost inside my head w/ soku (prod. jang0)

Rxseboy - Not Alright

not official, just a remix, i really loved this song that rxse made and 
i really wanted to make som to it

official song https://soundcloud.com/feelingmysorrow/two-way-street

@TheMarkerFlipper x @Sorrow - two way street (prod. underwood)

written and performed by: @futoh
produced by: 4lexf
mix and mastered by: @futoh
———
don’t know what you’re holding on to.
———
lyrics:

girl you holding on to me, im yet to find out why,
i dont got redeeming qualities,
i barely go outside,
cant remember when you weren't here,
now i wish you weren't,
wish i could go back to simpler times without the torrent,
cause i seem to lose my grip again,
i cant take it,
when you go and disappear again,
dont think ill make it,
cause im feeling sick again,
caught up in whats not pretend,
wish youd go away,
but i hate when you with him again,
come back to my place,
we can talk about the little things,
at the right pace,
but i accelerate my heartbeat,
but you slowing down,
looking back i lost ground,
looking back i lost count,
of the times you said you over me,
yet you come back,
and im honestly so sick of it,
bout time that i consider it,
maybe we not meant to be,
we different like the land and sea,
living side by side,
but we always tend to disagree,
i never thought wed make,
both of us are jaded,
thats the only thing we hated,
we didnt wanna face it,
that we couldnt fix our faces,
cause we look into each other's eyes,
but the colors faded,
no soul left to heal,
just a wall made of steel,
protecting what is real,
from the fantasies of romance,
you were breaking down i could see it at a glance,
now i wish id left instead of giving you a chance,

tried to move on, but the time just stops,
im forced to look at pictures that ive kept in old socks,
i always wanna walk away,
but i never do it though,
yea looks like i lost my flow,
and i got no where to go
i dont got destination
yea just holding on to dreams i keep on chasing,
got no ambitions so no wonder i cant make em,
a reality where i can go obtain them
yea im losing myself,
by the day,
by the minute,
dig a deeper and then get caught in all the divots,
i got no game plan,
im just my own man,
praying every day, but i dont think i can,

holding on to nothing (prod. 4lexf)

guess you could call this my remix of "past lives" by borns

past lives (prod. ken3r beatz)

soku♡

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