2/9

This was one of my most reworked songs from the album so I'm so glad to finally have it out and finished! I wrote this song after watching the anime "Bubble." on a summer afternoon. 

This song is about finally building the courage to sing in my music and how it has changed my mindset when creating it. It is also related to my feelings of regret for not doing creative things earlier in my life because I sometimes feel like I'm further behind people who are my age or even younger than I. 

watch the music video here! : https://youtu.be/k2Y12DDXN3A 

~lyrics~

I’ve been waiting for this sometime
To put music into words
And the beauty of the world 
And the nature that it holds
I’ve been waiting for this sometime
I’ve been waiting for this sometime


Maybe i waited for this too long?
Maybe i waited for this too long?
(I don’t have much time left)
I don’t have that much to offer
Maybe i waited for this too long?

Keeping me up all day and night
The suspense is killing me
If it doesn't workout 
will you please forgive me?

I dont know what to do
Maybe i waited for this too long??

It’s too late to turn back
It's too late to turn back
It's too late to turn back 
Do what's best for you
It's too late to turn back

It’s too late to turn back
Its’ too late to turn back
It’s too late to turn back 
It's too late to turn back
It's too late to turn back
Do what's best for you
It's too late to turn back

I've been waiting for this

My submission for FORM's Any%. Sadly the track didn't make it in.

Overpass

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brazilian fuckboy

you can watch the visuals here: https://youtu.be/cVrhYLpJnM0?t=16255
0:26 - noisia tentacles (nightcore)
1:10 - wrench in the machine remix (original by @wood_lands) by me
2:35 - @a_way critical tempo
3:40 mefjus ringshifter
5:45 OVERGROWN by me :)

habiboi @ FARGOFEST

bear with the vocal performance lol. it was one of my first times for a song, but i decided to keep it in to show growth.

1/9
Lyrics:

Wait for me don’t go
Don’t think i signed up for this
I’m packing up my things now
We’ve got so many places to go
Think i’ll lie here for a moment
Take the backseat and watch the show
Had never seen us as opponents
Got me running back to make up missed time

I….. want you to know (oh)
And
I’m gonna catch you this time (oh)

Now I'm looking backward
I'm happy that i made it this far
why don't you want to see more?
we still got so many places to explore
then i saw it in the distance
disappears past the horizon
i wave goodbye and move on
wonder where this train will take me this time.

Moving on

3/9
Lyrics:
Are you gone?
Or here to stay

Let's fly away
And maybe we will be okay

Just pretend
That we are real

And fix our hearts
The past we cannot heal

And if I run away without you inside my arms
How can i just forget all of the times that had

It's so real
But how just how could I forget

Feels like yesterday
i buried you 3 months ago

Are you gone?
Or here to stay

Let's fly away

Are you gone?
Or here to stay

Let's fly away

I’ll make you coffee and toast
They say that you are a ghost

I need you right by my side
Cause you’re the one that kept me alive

And if I run away without you inside my arms
How can I just forget all of the times that had

It's so real
But how just how could I forget

Feels like yesterday
I buried you 3 years ago

Are you gone?
Or here to stay

Let's fly away

Are you gone?
Or here to stay

Let's fly away

Ghost (prod. by Waveshapers)

8/9

Lyrics:
Just go! To the feeling to the healing within you!
Just go! Do that thing that's staring at me too!
Just go! Trust yourself. Got some fixing to do.
Just go! Grab a ticket, I'll be seeing you soon <3

Just go!

Remix for https://soundcloud.com/iamtokimi and https://soundcloud.com/basssea s "manifold gardens"

I'm very proud of the work done on this remix and hope you all enjoy it as well!

Guitars by https://soundcloud.com/tayxm and myself! (Tay is the actual good guitar player, I just did some fake chord bs lmfao)

tokimi + bassea - manifold gardens (Shifting Perspectives Remix)

made on 10/12/21

You're so cruel to me
You're so cruel to me
You're so cruel to me
You're so cruel to me
'cause I'll never be you
'cause I never can be you
yeah I'll never be you
'cause I can never be you
I'll never be you

And I felt
If I put my hair down
I can finally be like you
'Cause I want me to be you

i'll never be you

song credits:
written by jnr.
produced by jnr.
mixed by nico mendoza and jnr.
assistant mix engineer romy healey
mastered by  @Aphir  
guitars by max jacobs and jnr.
drums by tommy o’brien 
moog synthesizer by nico scali
background vocals by jnr.,  @rageflower ,   @charliejpittman  and tommy o’brien
engineered by nico mendoza, nico scali and jnr.

lyrics:
we grew the garden just hide in the bed
under the covers we just leave it alone
i wish i could help you forget
but you do that on your own

is it easier when we’re taking it slowly
instead of running my mouth to say that it’s all in your head
and you’re kidding yourself if don’t see what i see
but it’s clear to me

that you got me thinking
ooh
i kinda like it just the way that you are
and i think i’ve known it right from the start
cus baby every time i’ll take you
as you are
as you

you don’t stay
i think it’s something i said
let it fall out my mouth
now i’m piecing the words back together
in ways just to tell ya
“how could it be in your head?”

so i sit at the door waiting for you call me
know i’d take it all back and try not to pull at the threads
but when everything comes apart know it’s only
a waste of breath

now you got me thinking
ooh
i kinda like it just the way that you are
and i think i’ve known it right from the start
cus baby every time i’ll take you
as you are
as you

know that it’s right
yeah
know where you been
but you’re not there darling
call it a night
cus you got me thinking ooh
i kinda like it just the way that you are
as you are
as you

as you are

I'm in college now and making an album but it will be more indie rock focused.
Stay tuned for random uploads every now and then

Ghost (prod. by Waveshapers)

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