produced by mix
lyrics:

𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚍𝚒𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚊𝚒𝚝 𝚋𝚎𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚌𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚖𝚎 𝚑𝚞𝚑? 𝚊 𝚖𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚑, 𝚊 𝚠𝚎𝚎𝚔? 𝙸 𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚕𝚎𝚏𝚝 𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝙳𝙸𝙴
𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗅𝖾𝖿𝗍 𝗆𝖾 𝗍𝗈 𝗋𝗈𝗍 𝗂𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝖺𝖻𝖺𝗇𝖽𝗈𝗇𝖾𝖽 𝗐𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗈𝖿 𝖺𝗋𝗄𝗁𝖺𝗆 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗈𝗏𝖾𝗋 𝖺 𝗒𝖾𝖺𝗋

@1m1x
b-b-b
at first i found it strange so i took a look
had to collect all my things and call the rook
its time to take a page out of your book
ill break it down for ya man just lemme cook

whats a little bitch like you talking all this shit?
all this "he said, she said" i dont wanna hear nun of it
it, dont got time for this sayin "we dont fuck with mix"
least i dont lie bout shit, boy you trippin what is this?

so bitch tell me can you do what i do?
didn't think so cant even produce
ts easy bitch are u lazy?
i guess, so chock it up and pay me
still pulled that shit cant phase me
cant win tho are u gettin angry?
dun so fast u can call me barry
ill be here still reppin AC

people like you tend to leave a bad fucking taste
youre selfish and stupid, a copy then a fucking paste
do you know what you did? i shouldnt have to plead my case
what we hads been ruined, ill leave it all up to fate

death-

ouu ouu ahh ouu

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@dawsin
I feel the z's poppin outta my head
catch then, pass it, a disease terminal then dead
d-d-d-dead
hit a homerun on these mfs
but im already outta they league gang
left the field, smellin like burnt rubber
me and mix, mix like yin and yang

I DRIVE A HEMI
THE HORSEPOWER SHALL SUFFICE
MY MIRROR SEEMS TO LIKE YOUR HEADLIGHTS
IT'S MATTE BLACK CAN'T EVEN SEE ME AT NIGHT
SCRATCHIN THEY HEAD LIKE THEY GOT LICE

𝚊𝚛𝚔𝚑𝚊𝚖

arkham w/ dawsin

prod me

lyrics

speak lightly
i wont seem
that worried
abt u and me
down few
many lose
lives quick
nothings new
hiding right
behind you
you choose
you choose

from what i wear
to see and stare
i swear, i swear
youll have my care

how are u here with me
i told you im scared of
graphic and the terror to sieze
its more than it could seem
its more than wear and tear
and i could hardly bear
and i could hardly bear
i could hardly bear
i could hardly

from what i wear
to see and stare
i swear, i swear
youll have my care

wear (xona cover)

prod ilyl1ght

lyrics:
i cant dispel all the dirt thats picked up from the wind
so sorry i didn't realize things that i said would make you cry 
so sorry i dont give a fuck if your delicate
 not one to ask ill be okay but i run out of gas not even half way 
shes comin back i guess she wants more 
stayin out all night have fun bein a whore
i think i wanna be dead no i dont wanna be friends
i think i wanna be dead im tired of playin pretend

what do ya know?
what do ya know about me?

what do ya know

THE WIND BLOWS
THROUGH THE WINDOWS

wind

everything by sunder

holding onto the feeling that i am
much better now did it go to plan 
but i know without you i wouldnt be
anybody close to me
grasping at it way too much
all i am is it all enough
i know i talk too much
you say its fine i know thats a 
lie 
can you tell me if its all alright
i dont wanna live another life time
im fine locked it up inside
it dont matter they dont listen what i write
so ill pretend im fine
wasted away inside
no matter how hard i try 
i can just never get it right
holding onto the feeling that i am
much better now did it go to plan 
but i know without you i wouldnt be
anybody close to me
grasping at it way too much
all i am is it all enough
i know i talk too much
you say its fine i know thats a

close to me

cant breathe

the first and only song my grandmother has heard of mine. i love you gramma, it's okay to let go.

(sol)
and i know we'll both go where we don't wanna go
we could take our time, we'll take the longer road
you're all i need, you'll be my only home
closer to me, i'll never let you go

(daywatch)
i held those papers and lit them up
just to show you i'm not one to hide it
who told you, told you i'm like this
i swear to god that they're all wrong
by chance, by chance do you happen to know
when you lost your glow
the weeks fade and change on their own
ain't it fun to count as they go

(siah)
got your name on my arm
can you hear me now
when the lights go dark
every word that you muttered
to me my god
yeah the stars came out
still cant believe the way
that you peaked my interest
do you know how you make me feel
(ah)
when im with you my girl
theres no better feeling
so i know that this is for real
(ah)
(ah)
(mmm)

(daywatch)
this is for real, i feel it deep in my core
this is for real, my skin gets soft when there's love
this is for real, i don't get out less there's reason too
spend all my time loving you, one day we'll be apart
and everything you say will blow up on me
whether i should do it right or like me
i only get one shot at you

(sol)
and i'm scared that i might mess it up
i've given you my heart so can i get your love?
has my chance run out?
am i hung to dry?
i've stayed devout
can i be yours tonight?
can't go without
someone with those eyes
oh beautiful thing, will you be mine?

(siah)
without you i feel soulless
heartbroken
the days go slow when your not here
then the pain it grows more in your absence
cause your not home
let me bring you home
bring you home

home

Scarlet - Scarlet

produced by me (dawsin)
written by me (dawsin)
lyrics:

my patience runs thin
my doubts start to creep in
this town feels cold
like it wants my soul
and my friends have split
i barely give a shit
i was always on my own
not one sound from the phone

i feel getting closer
i can feel it deep inside my bones
i can, i can feel it
feel it
i can, i can
whenever you're not around
i talk to myself like a ghost
i can, i can feel it
feel it
i can, i can

i can, i can feel it
feel it
i can, i can

i can, i can feel it
feel it
i can, i can

and i
hand me a pair of scissors
so i can cut my heart out
my heart out
beggin to die
cut me open
just to prove
not the monster you once knew
and the lies
peeled my skin
waste my youth
frizzy hair
and a rotten tooth

by now there's moss on the wall
powerlines fell down, no calls
it smells like mildew
blood on the carpet, it came from you

oh the guilt towers so tall
wishing my brain will just thaw
oh I'm afraid of you
of what you have the power to do

menacingly walking out the fog
she says to herself "like wtf"
oh ill happily die on this hill
till my blood grows cold from the chill
in my two hands, equipped with a club
go to her safe place, at the pub
gun got a nose and its a snub
you gave me a look like you wanna run

moss

A song about trying to get over someone. Post Break Up. Connecting habits with an ex. 

Old Habits (Demo)

I love her oh yeah she love me too
Sometime she hate me uhuh I never hate you boo
You drive me crazy I drive u crazy too
Ok let’s uh huh rn while I got you in the mood
If you’re there for me then I’m there for you
Girl just know im by your side yeah yk I got your back
Sometimes it’s a bumpy ride but u don’t gotta talk like that
Ok ok ok
Ok ok I get it
I’m the problem I admit
Watch me ball out hit my pivot
Can’t wait to say I did it 
It takes time cuz im different 
I still don’t know my limit
Pissed off
Drunk I’m still not finished
Oh bae I’m tryna vibe with ya 
Sit down and get high wit ya 
I miss ya everyday I miss going for a ride wit ya
You know good and well that I’m not tryna fight with ya
I’ll prove I love you rip my heart out
I pray to god we never fall out
Oh baby I’m in it if ya in it lmk
I’m jus tired of hearing that u feel like u gotta go
There’s nowhere to hide and I got nothing left to show
Oh fuck it I get high and i get money on my own 
Ah wats ya favorite song ima fuck ya all nite long 
Get ya what ya want bb tell me what u want 
Lost in ya eyes when im looking at you
Leave ya so damn confused when ya watching my moves
I would die 4 u bb wud u die 4 me 2 
wud u die 4 me 2?>.<

d4m2 [p. jaechii]

early christmas present

lyrics ~
oh my god, my guts are on the floor
think its all your fault, but I don't know no more

so don't call my phone 'cause I won't answer
every phoneline and every pattern
will be declined 'cause I don't matter
try telling me different, my mind will scatter
wait til the fall, cause after all you're a natural
gotta lay my foot down for once is all
know it's all thought it out
gotta wait for it to thaw

oh my god, my guts are on the floor
think its all my fault, but I don't know no more

so don't call my phone 'cause I won't answer
every phoneline and every pattern
will be declined 'cause you don't matter
try telling me different, my mind will scatter
wait til the fall, cause after all you're a natural
gotta lay my foot down for once is all
know it's all thought it out
gotta wait for it to thaw

guts

i hope you're reunited with the one you cherish.

18, they/she
banner by my amazing partner tori <33

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