COMMUNITY, Vol. 1

anxiety

Anthony Sidoti - ANXIETY!

@shikixo
this one is fucking crazy, so proud of it
much love to all of you for the support recently
<3

intro: shiki

im way too numb i cant let go i dont where i am
i feel my ribs they make me scared of everything
i wanna kiss u in the car when its about to crash
i feel my ribs i see my shadows just bleeding

verse: soph

well i dont know my way out of this
i feel so numb to everything
i sing my sorrows every night
i tell my sorrows good bye

verse: shiki

lost soul, I don't ever wanna go home
i let u bleed me out
before im without u
and nothing lasts forever baby
and dont i been waiting all night
but you never picked up the phone

chorus:

oh no i know
i'll let u bleed me out
oh no i know
i'll let u bleed me out
oh no i know
i'll let u bleed me out
oh no i know
i'll let u bleed me out

falsetto part:

prechorus:
i'll make u bleed me out
i'll make my lungs collapse
ill make my heart stop and start
if thats what u want
i'll make u bleed me out
i'll make my lungs collapse
ill make my heart stop and start
coz thats what u want

chorus: shiki
oh no i know
i'll let u bleed me out
oh no i know
i'll let u bleed me out
oh no i know
i'll let u bleed me out
oh no i know
i'll let u bleed me out

bleed me out (ft Shiki XO)

prod @jolst and @pekarot666

lyrics: 
i been tryin to figure out this mess but
i been so caught up in this web you've spun
oh god this cant be real...
i just need some time to heal and...

disappear from existence for a little while 
cuz all i wanted to do was
see you smile..
and it hurts so bad to
give your all to someone that does not want it
and its driving me crazy...
and maybe we can roll this back baby?
baby...

im fucking stuck here
and there is no escape
i swear this isnt what i wanted
oh, and now im right back where i fuckin started

and give me a reason why i should stick around
i would be better off gone for good
gone for good..

i just wanna disappear
i just wanna disappear

i think that i too....

disappear from existence for a little while 
cuz all i wanted to do was
see you smile..
and it hurts so bad to
give your all to someone that does not want it
and its driving me crazy...
and maybe we can roll this back baby?
baby...

im fuckings stuck here...

disappear from existence [+jolst & pekarot]

Waste Time

Waste Time w/ Retro Nicotine & American Dead Cross

lyrics:

if i trust you
i hope you know that i don't really need to
you force what's in the way
of yourself and a better place
i'm scared just to leave you alone
i fear what you do when alone
i'll wait for you some other night
in moonlight and on icy roads

if i trust you
then you should look inside once in awhile
you disregard all that's in your way 
you're in a rush to disintegrate
well i'm sorry that's the way it goes
i can tell that you've been breaking down
but i don't want to wait forever 
to see you standing up like you said you would

where love and loss combine
i live alone in a separate sky 
alone in a separate sky

(chorus)

if i trust you

【﻿ｂｕｃｋｌｅ　ｄｏｗｎ；ｓｅｖｅｒ　ｅｎｄｓ】

s/o @plslovejai for getting on this w me <3 ly man
prod by @blvnkface 🖤
released w/ @bitekivibes 🧡
cover art drawn by @HoneyDMilkTeax on twitter 

thank you for listening. 
the immensity of how much this means to me, is beyond even myself.
thank you.
x

[autumn]
(never) 
(save my breath before your's)

i hate the sound of my name
i hear that shit way too much
i contemplate, then i drink
and now i live in the mud
what a gruesome fate
what a hideous face you've got there
i say with shattered thumbs
if the cat got my tongue, i teach the cat to become me
quit calling my bluff
i'm only playing the dummy
mask is fading slowly
at the end of the day, i'm forever roaming
so where do i begin?
i never thought i'd grow so sick
it's hard to catch the words that drip and 
melt from right under my skin

never 
save my breath before your's
(don't say you'll save my breath)
(i'm not that much better than the rest)

lose yourself on purpose to gain a scar
drawn one step closer, just to fall apart
i've grown so accustomed to habits
at this point, they're all i have left
(it's all for you) (3x)
when'd it get so difficult to 
get a grip on my own head

[jai]
maybe my tongue's tied
i can't live in the moment
and i got a heart full of gold
but it's only me who can own it
so i'd rather die alone
than be the hamster stuck on your wheel
it's just myself these days
don't care enough to gain your appeal
and i'm tired
of never being what you think
usually i always try again
but this time ima quit
i watch the sky turn to grey
i miss the touch of her lips
there's nothing else i can say
i'm watching happiness slip away

it wasn't part of the plan
ooo
i can tell you my story, but there's two sides to every one
i dont know if this is for me
take a step before i run
on the edge, i'm boutta free fall
i hit you when i'm done

[autumn]
never 
save my breath before your's
(don't say you'll save my breath)
(i'm not that much better than the rest)

i can't remember the last time i ain't feel distressed
buckle down, it's my time to sever ends
who said it'd be okay to visit up ahead
just to meet myself
at mirror's edge

severed ends w/ love jai [prod. blvnkface x slayingibis]

numb in the senses since my adolescence 
cause home remedies never helped with the tension
headaches and nodules
infected tonsils
but all of it clears if i see you tomorrow

No im not coming home
dont know what im running from
afraid to love
afraid that you might give me up again
and no
dont tell me im wrong
we've been here like a thousand times
a thousand more
if dont leave now
out that door

Now
now
all the way from
now
now
all the way from you

numb in the senses since my adolescence 
cause home remedies never helped with the tension
headaches and nodules
infected tonsils
but all of it clears if i see you tomorrow

No im not coming home
dont know what im running from
afraid to love
afraid that you might give me up again
and no
dont tell me im wrong
we've been here like a thousand times
a thousand more
if i dont leave now
out that door

Now
now
all the way from
now
now
all the way from you

numb in the senses since my adolescence 
cause home remedies never helped with the tension
headaches and nodules
infected tonsils
but all of it clears if i see you tomorrow

adolescence

💞i cant sleep (ft. noah2000) (prod. discent)💞

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3pMnZy-xtcs

lyrics

i've been fallin for long time
i guess i'll never find my way back home
can't escape the anxiety i have
give me a break back on my feet im tryna land
i've been fallin for long time
i guess i'll never find my way back home
what does it take to bring myself back up again
all my mistakes are in a loop that never ends

i can't take this
i might break and
i've faced my demons  
but they aint leavin (x3)

escape!

SPOTIFY

Escape! (prod dead spyro) (MUSIC VID OUT NOW LINK IN DESC)

PRODUCTION//MIXING
@demxntia

VOCALS//BY
@demxntia
@sinxi
@twotwntytwo
@sushisai

bleed me out (ft Shiki XO)

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