shawty said [Lucys Children]

talk behind my back (ft.soru)[prod.GeoGotBands]

lyrics -‌ ‌written‌ ‌by‌ ‌@backyardbeetle
produced‌ ‌by -‌ @bornhero
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lyrics:
will they like the real me
cause the real me is hidden deep
yeah ive been around the world
and i still cant see
what i am meant to be
do they like the real me
cause the real me is hidden deep
i got bad parts i dont want you to see
i pray to God that im at peace

cant you tell that i am falling apart
all in the dark
i just wanna give someone my heart

the breeze will come 
the breeze will go
all of the things it'll never show
all the things that are deep inside 
you dont really wanna find

been making music since i was a kid 
now im 16 still haven't missed
working hard to improve myself
ive been trying to work on my health

why dont i just say it
i cannot replace it
struggling to change my ways 
so im wondering today

will they like the real me
cause the real me is hidden deep
yeah ive been around the world
and i still cant see
what i am meant to be
do they like the real me
cause the real me is hidden deep
i got bad parts i dont want you to see
i pray to God that im at peace

will they like the real me
cause the real me is hidden deep
yeah ive been around the world
and i still cant see
what i am meant to be
do they like the real me
cause the real me is hidden deep
i got bad parts i dont want you to see
i pray to God that im at peace

- backyard beetle 2022

backyard beetle - real me (prod. born hero)

One of many

mixed/mastered: @lilspudxlp

[Chorus]
You made me realize
That everything is gonna be alright
I don't know what I was so afraid of
I think I just needed to clear my mind
I started to feel better when I read through your text
Whatever you wrote me did something to my head
I almost thought I would never get out of that mess
You always make my problems seem like they're not a threat
[Verse 1]
You reminded me that I'm still human
I can't expect everything to always be perfect
We all make mistakes and learn from them
It's the only way to be a better person
I wish someone had told me all this when I was young
I wouldn't have ever considered pulling the plug
Sometimes all we need is just a simple hug
I used to think that opening up wouldn't be enough
[Verse 2]
I used to hate looking at myself
I was insecure if you couldn't tell
You showed me how to have confidence
The cold shoulder was all I ever felt
The only person you can really change is yourself
You can't force your agenda on someone else
Trust me, I had to learn the hard way
If I never reflected I wouldn't be here still
[Chorus]
You made me realize
That everything is gonna be alright
I don't know what I was so afraid of
I think I just needed to clear my mind
I started to feel better when I read through your text
Whatever you wrote me did something to my head
I almost thought I would never get out of that mess
You always make my problems seem like they're not a threat

you made me realize (prod. 2001)

Lyrics:

You mesmerize me
Every day and every night
I stay up wide awake
My conscience is breaking
And I don’t know why
Life is like an empty glass
But I guess it’s honest
For what is to face me

Why can’t I do things right
And you know that it’s difficult
Why can’t you see my face
That I’m sad and that you know it

All the way from anywhere
It comes to my intention
My life is my mistake
And I’m one that’s to blame
So I can’t close my eyes
It’s up and stapled wide
The numbness is crushing
Well nothing is fading out

Why can’t I do things right
And you know that it’s difficult
Why can’t you see my face
That I’m sad and that you know it

isolation sessions

i'm sad & you know it [+boyfifty]

lyrics:

For demons before me, you had me so blinding
I know what’s beside me, the moments are timing
My suffering’s gloaming, the pressure is homing
The rain is now pouring, i know where this is going

Take it slowly, drugs don’t hold me
Life is broken, i don’t love this
This is hopeless, why am i standing
Let me fall, yeah i want this
Gotta take my life, gotta take it now
I don’t wanna live, when the weight is high
Suffering deep, with the ocean tides
Closing walls, from the varied sides
I don’t wanna wake up, from a daydream
Let my nightmares, come and take me
Break me apart, see what’s in me
If you let go, i won’t feel safe
Don’t come near me, never love me
Love is breaking, my soul is shaking
Life is hazy, just cut me so deep
Come see me bleed, it’s what you need

For demons before me, you had me so blinding
I know what’s beside me, the moments are timing
My suffering’s gloaming, the pressure is homing
The rain is now pouring, i know where this is going

Anti-Love

i know where this is going. [xmichaelwarren]

(prod @ghosthandsmusic, me and ben)

lyrics:
2 side face from the pines out
Like mask on shit when they come around
Saying everything's cool it'll be alright
Yet I can't see far since they background
Wanna call your bluff like so bad
But you play it low I ignore that

And now I'm fallin' to the reef a bound
Lost in my wants
How can I escape this feelin of more more more

Ya were thieves out in the night
Stealing what we want in sight
Fuck it all I've thrown away
Robbin' others for our gain
Selfish creatures yet we feast
For ourselves drowned in the greed
No escape once it is deemed
Your a thief in the night

You waited outside
While I saw it forward so
It drifted sideways
Then the shit turned personal
I saw the people for
Who they truly where inside
And then I burned the fakes
Into ashes of sky
In the mist of the night you told me
Listen close for the ones who only
Satisfy from worth and not earnings
Money won't counting one of the learnings

And now I'm fallin' to the reef abound
Lost in my wants
How can I escape this feelin of more more more

Ya were thieves out in the night
Stealing what we want in sight
Fuck it all I've thrown away
Robbin' others for our gain
Selfish creatures yet we feast
For ourselves drowned in the greed
No escape once it is deemed
Your a thief in the night

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www.youtube.com/channel/UCma1cmscc7ejh7clSV9Shww

thief

lyrics:
I could’ve called you, even if i would
I would’ve had you, it would backfire
Nothing will make sense, long as i live
Getting little tired, imma head home
Feeling so stressed out, brain is on fire
Where's the “love me”, where is that heart
Losing emotion, breaking like glass
And i’m so broken, nothing to fix

Too late to stop me, even if i could
I would’ve loved me, bet you never would
Dousing the fire, with the kerosine
All that is trusting, burns away to ash
I don’t wanna love you, i can’t help it
You were a mind freak, playing these games
It was so trusting, knowing it’s a lie
And i’ll just sleep now, in my coffin

mindfreak. [+ 02ashes]

ill make it up to you if you give me a chance
i dont know if i'll ever be okay again
these wounds you gave they left scars unseen
and i don't think that i'll ever be okay with this
it's atrocious what you did
my whole heart's been broke from this
fight back i tried but i can't take it
you're an expert when you fake it
even though the love's been gone there's still traces

she dont love me anymore
at least thats what i think
cuz i'm not the same anymore
idk if she's okay with this

you say what i did is atrocious i don't remember a thing
i wonder if one day we can start it all over again

oh girl u know i'd like it if you could give me a chance
but i don't care
i'm good on my own
i need me some time to work on myself

gimme the face
or gimme a hug
i just need a fix i don't really need u
i don't got no feels
i'll jump down the hill
but before i'll see if you can get back with me

J'ressens pas grand chose mais c'est sympa d'être à tes côtés
(I don't feel much but its good being by your side)
Me demande pas c'que j'pense certaines questions seront sautées
(don't ask me what i think, some questions won't get answers)

ill make it up to you if you give me a chance
i dont know if i'll ever be okay again
these wounds you gave they left scars unseen
and i don't think that i'll ever be okay with this
it's atrocious what you did
my whole heart's been broke from this
fight back i tried but i can't take it
you're an expert when you fake it
even though the love's been gone there's still traces

give me a chance ft. noxiousnights (mackk)

IN MY ROOM (prod. iledless)

eyes open wide

@timeless-archive veteran
founder of @ghxstcollective (on hiatus)

Soulfade welcomes you through a music journey never witnessed before. Formerly known as Kid Skully from 2018 to 2020, he has the styles that are inspired by Emo & rock artists as well as some Emo rappers that inspired him more in a musical level. There are hinges of rock, hyperpop, jersey club, dance, indie, & shoegaze sounds are developed here in one sitting.

mindfreak. [+ 02ashes]

Soulfade (@soulfadexo)

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