prod+mix by me
yt: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bb2YfbCrFTA

im not ok
fuckin hate
who i am
fuckin hate myself wana end dis shit
fuckin hate myself wana end dis shit
im so sorry mom
i cant sleep at nite
wish dat i could die
y do i have2 cry
everyday i wana kill myself
fuckin hate
who i am
fuckin hate myself wana end dis shit
fuckin hate myself wana end dis shit
everyday i wana kill myself
i cant sleep at nite
wish dat i could die
y do i have2 cry
everyday i wana kill myself

i would much rahter be empty than be what i am rn (bloodcryY)

can u feel me w/ teej + v3nn

[lyrics]

Uh, yea I can’t think straight 
I been living day to day can’t seem to find an escape 
Bleeding from my hand, it looks so gross might need a bandaid 
Cutting myself on glass showed me that my whole fam is fake 
What a mistake 
I can’t trust myself, so how could I just trust a damn snake 
Put myself through hell and I’m the only one left to blame 
I can’t take this anymore, it’s time to test my new blade 

please, please, PLEASE JUST STOP IT 
ALL THESE VOICES IN MY HEAD, THEY MAKE ME WANNA POP IT 
I BEEN GOING THROUGH THE WORST DON’T NO ONE KNOW ABOUT IT 
THEY LIKE YO v3nn WHERE YOU BEEN, WELL HOMIE IM HOUSE HOPPIN
IM SO SICK AND TIRED OF THIS BULLSHIT, I MIGHT NOOSE IT 
AND EVERY TIME I GET SO CLOSE TO SUCCESS, I JUST LOSE IT!
TRULY A FUCKING MIRACLE, HOW I NEVER ENDED UP IN A DITCH 
THE NEXT PERSON THAT CROSSES ME, IS GETTING A KNIFE TO THE THROAT BITCH!

spit (p. neverforever)

BIOHAZARD w/ seezenz (p. amira)

Mix by azera

(Lyrics)

The dab is strong I can’t breath 
Spent a lot nights alone just to see 
Everyone is fake don’t know who to believe 
I just wanna be able to say that I’m complete 
Ripped jeans, you can see them on my knees 
I don’t wanna think about the times when I said please 
My family’s so sick they have a disease 
Sad to say I had to cut them all off with ease 

My friends don’t understand the things that I go through 
I rant about my life and they just say that “I feel you” 
I been reminiscing all the times when I was young 
And I been pouring fable up until I see the sun, I’m so dumb 
I’m so dumb 
I been pouring fable up, don’t know if it’s wrong 
Don’t know if it’s wrong 
I don’t know if it’s

Ripped Jeans (p. desxw + evelost)

cybergrunge.
prod. barstow

LYRICS________
Stalk the eye beneath the crow
One time gemstones used to glow
Hold on to your ring of fate
Stolen by the ones you hate
Gemstone crow spread your wings
Fly to heaven and confess your sins
Endure that battle what the storm might bring
Pull up to the gates and pull that pin

Nothing nevermore, scavenger before

Feast upon the flesh, of the carcass in its rest
When u fall upon a bed of nails just to feel a peck
Gemstone crows takin flight
I got, i got murder in my sight
I aint feelin all to right
Rotten by this blight
Scavenge thru them bones
Trash n treasure both in tone
Sit upon the diamond throne
Feast upon gemstone crows

Leaning balance i might falter
Tear my skin to bone like vultures
Gemstone crows bless my altar
One more death just cannon fodder

Polarize, distract my eyes, see the ones you hate
Cast that spell, a fast accel, ill test luck upon my fate

[two tall love birds, side by side. strapped with trash, totems, offerings. in their hands, one wingless crow]

Gemstone Crows [prod. Barstow]

off "kaleidoscope: sequence two.."

Lyrics:

Lock it, cock it, then reload
Death is surely bound to come
Time to seal the woven doors
When i put it to my head

Lost all hope to save myself
Everybody stares but no one cares
It just hurts to carry on
What’s the point to this no more

reload.. [+ guda x cabber x rozix]

purpiz (p. rubbish)

feelin sickk🦠 w/ junk king (p. junk king)

forever/nomore (ft. scorpio) [prod. tatchy]

[Opening track for "Death of Me: Number Three" (slated for 2024/2025 release)]

So cut me up
And take a look inside
And can you see through
A beating heart
I want to see
If there's the other side
Awaiting for me
In my dying heart

Breathe in now
And then... turn around!
Feel your fate
Inside your eyes

Let's take a look
Inside the smoke
Let's see the source
And take it with
Retrieve the gold
And set the stone
We've gone alone
Inside demise
We've gone inside
Inside the mold
Of burning ash
And rising flame
I'm going home
This was never right
There's something wrong
We've got to leave
Inside the burning
Of many houses
So many bodies
Turned into char
If this is heaven
Then where is hell
COME SET ME FREE!

So cut me up
And take a look inside
And can you see through
A beating heart
I want to see
If there's the other side
Awaiting for me
In my dying heart

Heart Terminal [+ Alexanderbierk x IOF]

[Est. 2018]

Projects:
Kid Skully [2018-2020, 2024-Now]
Soulfade [2021-Now]

Founder of:
@ghxstcollective [2020-Now]
@solareclipsewav [2022-now]

Associating with:
@timeless-archive, @333collective (2021-2023)

reload.. [+ guda x cabber x rozix]

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