happy fourth of july!
prod kyoa + me :p

is it me, is it you, idk
think i cant find the truth? i hope im wrong
i was waiting for you, for so long
i hate missing you, moving on

baby kiss me with your eyes closed 
you know and i know
we're caught in this cycle
kiss me with the stars out
it's tearing me apart now
i let you rip my heart out
i let you rip my heart out

i loved you
i loved you
but we're through
fuck you
i loved you
i loved you
fuck you.
fuck you.

kiss me (kyoa)

@wintress13 :O

i cant write back, not this time
its all a mess that i cant make right
im sorry for the stress of these times
im doing my best to make it right

but you still told me that
it couldnt get more bad
it gets harder to act
to keep this life that we still have

i saw us falling down
and the walls they're forcing me out
as the tide washes over our town
i pray to save us from our doubt

i saw your eyes going dark as the sun starts to set
are we all doomed to fall to this?
when its all said and done
we don’t have anywhere else to run
i’ll take everything we’ve done
to my memory of us

i cant write back, not this time
its all a mess that i cant make right
im sorry for the stress of these times
im doing my best to make it right

but you still told me that
it couldnt get more bad
it gets harder to act
to keep this life that we still have

i saw us falling down
and the walls they're forcing me out
as the tide washes over our town
i pray to save us from our doubt

amphoreus

amphoreus (wintress + xternalz)

@makemeapromise @44yy

all ur calls im ignoring
like the voices in my head keep talking
all the the tweas im takin out cant help it
sprite chill down my veins got me stupid
it feels so cold yet distant
lately ive been tweaking out
ive been tryna figure out the difference
i dont think im changing
but i dont need to
ive been gettin drunk cs lately ive been missing u

stumblin all my steps
n all my vision is blurring again
the twea got me stressin it dont make any sense
n im thinkin of drinkin more tweas till the end
till i get wasted till i pass out
im wasted it comes around
im wasted my heart wont calm down
calm down

twea prod surgeon & 44y

yuske - moments

song with @akura1 next on @afterstoryx
@decago

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ill be dead by the morning
i hope that u find me,,
the dismembered pieces 
& parts of my body,,,,

u say that u cut me
i think that u scarred me
i want u to need me
i want u to want me!!!!

tell me did i cut too deep?
or cut too slow...
the bonds i break
are the bonds i know,,,,

tell me if u wear my skin
or breathe my soul
my heartstrings beat
and my blood runs cold

and its death till we parted
all that i see is all that i wanted

know u hate when i leave 
but u love when im walkin

its a murder to meee
got ur heart in a locket

did i cut too deep,,? (decago)

first time i might feel it
second time its something i could care less
so baby can you smash it into pieces
its the last time so ill remember that

one more time
can i be a memory
just one more life
if you could just let me be
ill be alright
ill jump out the door yea its sxicide
yea its sxicide

silent songs like the birds
you're still looking for an answer
but you callin amber
im too fuked up
thinking bout the pockets on my waist
wasted all my time yea this was a mistake

rollin up the leaf baby
its a wake and bake
gotta get the guap yea
gotta get that cake
i can't get the blunt to stick
where tf's the tape
i got two lives baby
i got two takes

care less (me)

School starts in 4 days :(

Thank you for listening

Pretend (prod. drew)

prod @hartfxlt n @kyoakyo

ep very very very very soon @  100 followers 
thank u all 4 all the love 

Lyrics:
girl ik u said u wanna try again 
think we’re holdin on 2 somethin 
we’re just playin pretend 
baby ion rlly wanna hurt again 
filled the holes in my heart 
now ur pressin restart 

got this pain in my head 
i jus wanna lay in bed 
n pretend u nvr said 
that u wanted me again 
tellin lies up 2 ur eyes 
kno we wont make it thru the nite 
b4 u go n wanna fkn pick a fight 

again n again how u say u changed 
pushed me so far away 
stuck up in ur ways 
theres a distance between us 
its not good 4 the heart 
u put a wall up between us 
tryna tear it apart
feel ashamed 2 say i felt it from the start 
n now u play the victim w a broken heart 
now u kno u cant go back 
cant press restart 
still got this pain in my chest from ur hollow heart 

from ur hollow heart 
got this pain in my chest from ur hollow heart 
got this pain in my chest from ur hollow heart 
got this pain in my chest from ur hollow heart 

ik u said u wouldnt do it again 
u do this over n over 
think its time 2 end 
cant play the fool 
no i wont pretend 
tried 2 turn a blind eye 
though u were my friend 

i put my trust in another 
wind up hurting again
put ur pain inside me burdens on my chest 
left me heavy hearted i cant sleep at night 
sayin prayers 2 the moon swear it feel so right 
swear it shyne so bright like the look in ur eyes
i heard u say im sorry its not fine this time 

all those words that u said 
they bounce around in my head 
no i cant play pretend u rlly fked up again 
i swear u push me n push me till i fall off my edge 
i dont think we could go back 
no we could nvr b friends 
when i lay in my bed ur all i hear in my head 
ur words they cut so deep they left me cryin again

hollow heart (hartfxlt + kyoa)

birds nest

tongue tied w/ akura (dinosaur)

still trying my best ⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚

@yashio20k @neohnq
+++
is it my fault that im imperfect!!
every single time i try it wont hurt less
and im just stuck inside my thoughts 
needa confess
although it might take some time
to process

if i had some time to rest 
then id just figure out whats reallyy wrong with me!
so many ends i cannot see
this help in front of me
is blinded by my anxiety
wont u ever set me free

i dont even know whats going on
and i cant ever hide from all thats wrong
ive just fallen down into the ground
but is it all my fault and should i put myself down??

hehehehHAHA look at bocchi she looks so funny I SAID LOOK AT HER!!!!!!
                 
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⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪-imperfect+++(yashio, neohn, me)

good vibes only❤️

dc: v_v_x_ (prod lab, opens or anything)

@pastmemory

care less (me)

pool