The Upload 42

It’s empty inside my heart 
I’ve got Nothing to give I feel so torn apart 
300 miles away from you, it’s too far 
Wish up on a star 
to heal up all of my scars 
I had to go 
I feel so emotionally unavailable 
you’d never know 
cause I’ll always stay so unstable 
I feel so emotionally unavailable 

so lonely it’s inescapable 
I know that you’re so irreplaceable 
your love was gravitational 
my damage unforgettable 
every time I lied 
you became more observational 

Now I sit in silence 
fuck all of the violence 
sick of all this fighting 
broke my heart I’m crying 
I just need some guidance 
Cant you see I’m trying 
to change my ways, your highness 
I present you with this diamond 

Remember 
every winter comes with this weather 
The same breeze that we felt in December 
reminds me of all the times 
I drove for miles just to see your face 
I wish that I could do this right but it’s too late 
left alone with scars on my heart 
you didn’t want to move far 
and now I’m broken so I try to live through my art

emotionally unavailable (prod. Afterlife x Xxajii)

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lyrics: 
staring at my ceiling 
idrk if im livin 
i cant feel shit
baby if you love me then tell me i cant feel it
i dont wanna do this alone
im still healing


hate me or love me
u do what u please
im makin money
i do it with ease
real bad bitch
and she all on her knees
real bad bitch
and she ridin wit me

got no friends 
ya they all switched up
in the back all alone
ya im all fucked up x2


ion got time for lies and bullshit
petty mfs always pulling some hoe shit
if u dont know my name
youll know it
i feel pain but i dont show it


its a lonely road im walking
skeletons up in my closet
life goes fast and i cant pause it

im still healing

lyrics:
these nights i just sit on my rooftop
reminisce bout the times that have passed 
moments where i was happy now i’m not 
cut me free oh cut me free 

if i could take what is left 
watch these cards turn into nothing 
a knife in my back 
guess it’s nice to have company 
i can’t forget these promises made 
no more painting in violet 

if i left would you forget my face 
would another person just take my place 
do i wanna stay or occupy your space 
are there better days will i just be erased 

cut me free oh cut me free 

some day i’ll just get off this rooftop 
but for now it’s the right place to be 
oh cut me free

rooftops [prod. pekarot]

Main Artist: lil XipZ
Featured Artists:  @emptychest
Production: @Shxdy808 x Jason夢
Mixing: lil XipZ x Emptychest
Mastering: lil XipZ
Cover Art: lil XipZ
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Lyrics: 

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
yuh okay 
got me looking at the stars when your not around
im immersed in your face
when i look into your eyes i can see it now 

how much i hurt you
i dont deserve you
im sorry if i ruined this
come on let me burn too 

sorry if youre tired
im really gonna try hard
im sorry im an asshole
its how i was wired 

[Verse 1: emptychest]
yeah thats how i was wired
some went wrong in my brain sparking cause a fire
spilled lighter fluid on my keyboad now that bitch ruined
my ocd so complex bout as deep as the ruins that i-
live in
pain starts to seep in
they say "just breathe"
but first gimme a reason
rhyming reason w treason
think im gone for the season
head in the clouds but my hearts in the dirt
yeah my hearts in the dirt
and my head is hurt
and my heart is burried 

[Chorus: lil XipZ + emptychest]
yuh okay 
got me looking at the stars when your not around
im immersed in your face
when i look into your eyes i can see it now 

how much i hurt you
i dont deserve you
im sorry if i ruined this
come on let me burn too 

sorry if youre tired
im really gonna try hard
im sorry im an asshole
its how i was wired 

[Verse 2: lil XipZ]
yeah its how i was wired
i dont wanna see you cry right now
but you can if you want to
ill hold on my lap right now 

and i know that youre hurt
can you know what worth
cuz its more than what you say
cuz youre perfect to me in every way 

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
yuh okay 
got me looking at the stars when your not around
im immersed in your face
when i look into your eyes i can see it now 

how much i hurt you
i dont deserve you
im sorry if i ruined this
come on let me burn too 

sorry if youre tired
im really gonna try hard
im sorry im an asshole
its how i was wired

STARS (w/ emptychest) [Prod.Shxdy808 + Jason夢] [+ LYRIC VIDEO]

dont wanna die anymore ft. sendflowrs (Wissery/lavendertxwn)

[+ sogimura]

1st @soulfadexo | 2nd @autumndropsdead | 3rd @emptychest | 4th @yoimn3ver | 5th @northshoremusic |

(soulfade)
Erase me, don’t bother calling my name
Deface me, leave me nothing but bones
I’ve found me, lost in the outer space
Don’t find me, leave me a fantasy

(autumndropsdead)
better than yesterday
left alone but it's okay
yeah i cannot flee forever
winter calls it says forget her
yeah hate going outside
sun's burning my eyes
they say it takes time
but i won't make it past
patches of grass
i never had
i never had
the strength to hold on 

(emptychest)
my heart is still lost in outer space
live it up like its yesterday
sorry for the inconvenience 
im somewhere out where venus is
i dare you to find me
there was one day i left my home
one day i left alone.
there was one day i learned to cope
one day ill never know

(teddyboi)
sometimes i wanna quit
i wanna live
but this the only way i cope
i like when im alone
but i hate when im alone
in the room, the truth is
its truthless
im ruthless
yeah yeah
tryna figure out another way to live
is just useless
im clueless, but i gotta keep moving
the truth is, im already dead
and the trauma replays in my head

(TNS)
Theirs nothing left for me to say 
I gave you everything and you just fade away
(Theirs nothing left for me to say)
Broken hearts and broken hands
Losing you is something I can’t have 
Sit back move on 
Sitting here is all I have
(Sitting here is all I have)

lost in outer space w/ The North Shore, autumndropsdead, emptychest, soulfade & teddyboi

Savage (Prod Splashgvng)
Key D Major
Bpm 147

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PLAN B

Death Note

Featuring @decksmusic
Produced by @shikixo & @jolst
Engineering, additional vocals by @horoshavibes

LYRICS
I don't talk much
'less I got something to say
Unconsciously
Rotting into my grave
Because my bad ideas and worst mistakes
Are catching up up with me today

Obnoxious
Intrusive thoughts in my brain
I'm not sick
We're all a little bit strange
Like what would I do with all this pain
If not create
So here's to the mess I've made

I admit I've made
A lot of mistakes in my days
But I'm not afraid
To own up to the fact that I could change

For the better
I've been doing my worst
You've got your head in the clouds
While I lay down in the dirt
It's so fucked up
How you made me question my worth
When karma comes back around
You'll get what you deserve

(decks)
Did I deserve this
It's like a boomerang
I'm feeling nervous
Never got a thing to say
It's like I'm locked up
A product of talking down
I'm always washing my hands just to clear my doubts

It's like I never care at all
I'm terrible
You say I'm not responsible
Insufferable
I know I'm just miserable
It's cyclical
I speak with my chest
'cause now I'm wishing the best for the mess I've made

Savage

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