produced by zoltar

lyrics:

i know i'll find another way
to feel like a whole person
i need a thousand extra days
to conjure some encouragement
size me up for now
i think i'm fiending for some sentiment
could you show me how
to make good impressions so no one forgets?

you don't wanna see me when i can't get the words out
i push away the people that i care the most about
i don't even mean the shit that comes out of my mouth
i can't help but feel like everyone is out to get me
wreck me
people love to test me
acting like i'm not worth the dog shit that they stepped in
i really hate all the people who never listen
the ones that talk a lot of shit then just act like a victim
you think i'm flirting, i'm not
i got a head full of thoughts
i'm sweating bullets and i'm starting to develop a cough
i waste away in my room
bite at my skin 'cause of you
i'm better now, but honestly, that shit was just fucking rude
how could you leave it like that?
no care for who you attract
you oughta thank your false god that these teeth can retract
i'll sink them into your knee
destroy support underneath
because i'm going for the jugular, i'm never at ease

i'm never at ease...

stop
wait 'til i'm gone
i know you're aching for something you've lost
preaching to some
get through to none
what is the point of explaining myself
when everyone listens to somebody else?
wasting my breath on the anger you held
it's all my fault and i reap what i sow
you fooled me once now that's twice in a row

knee

produced and composed by mix
enjoy <3 

lyrics:
i can see that the light left from your eyes
you used to look at me like u knew your mine
in the back of your car 
no we'd never get far did we?
ohh ohh ohh ohh

pick up the pieces find the reason that you really left
i wish i never knew cause now it really hurts my chest
you were with him and in your mind i'm dead
but you would never grieve me even now i can't rest

WELL I MISS WHO I THOUGHT U WERE
BUT UR NOT HER ANYMORE
NEVER THOUGHT YOU'D TREAT ME LIKE THAT
I JUST WISH YOU LISTENED TO YOUR DAD
WELL I GUESS THIS IS A LESSON LEARNED
YOU PLAYED YOUR CARDS AND NOW ITS MY TURN
BUT I DONT WANNA KNOW SOMEBODY ELSE
I THINK I EVEN MISS THE WAY YOU YELLED
1 2 3 4
HANDS ON HIS SKIN DO YOU LIKE THE WAY IT FEELS?
WAS IT ALL TO HURT ME I CAN'T TELL IF ITS REAL
HIS FINGERS IN YOUR MOUTH NOW YOUR TAKING OFF YOUR HEELS
BETRAY ME, BETRAY ME, OH I KNOW HOW IT FEELS

i still see you in my dreams
I STILL SEE YOU IN MY DREAMS

I JUST WANNA KNOW HOW'D IT FEEL HM HOW'D IT FEEL
TO RIP THE SKIN FROM MY BONES OH IM YOUR MEAL 
OH IM YOUR MEAL AH
ah ah ah ah ah ah
ah ah ah ah ah ah

THOUGHT I FINALLY BROKE THOSE STONES 
BUT THEY JUST KILL OH THEY JUST KILL
UNDRESS TO HIM YOU'LL GO 
TILL IT MAKES ME ILL, TILL IT MAKES ME ILL AHH

BETRAY ME MY BABY, BETRAY ME TRAY- TRAY-
BETRAY ME MY BABY, BETRAY ME TRAY- TRAY- AH
AHH AHHH
AH
AHH AHHH
AH


betray me

produced by: ilyl1ght 
lyrics:
why do i do this to myself?
i swear that  im building a hell for us 
just you don’t want anyone else 
i try but it feels like im not enough 
and oh it eats slowly at me oh
if only you saw what i see oh 

𝙞𝙩𝙨 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙞 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙤𝙧 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙢𝙚 
𝙞𝙩𝙨 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩, 𝙞 𝙜𝙚𝙩 𝙨𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙙 
𝙛𝙖𝙘𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙛𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙨 
𝙞 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪

i feels like i’ve nowhere to go
your not here and im trying to cope 
that look in your eyes feels like home 
home, home 
ohh 
with you it feels like i belong 
with you i don’t feel im alone 
ohhh

why do i do this to myself?
i swear that  im building a hell for us 
just you don’t want anyone else 
i try but it feels like im not enough 
and oh it eats slowly at me oh
if only you saw what i see ohh

you, i wont cope in a world without you
i wont live in a world without you 

<3

comfort

lyrics

can you go into a different room im bouta cry
im seeing double whats already seen from different sides
just tryna focus on your face inside this candlelight
and bae im scared ill never change but hell im gonna try
im up recording chopping vocals like a samurai
at peace i think that i could die here laying on your thighs
shits gone on forever and ill die with my sword by my side
singing all these letters the only thing thats keeping me alive

i took a sip out of something its slowing me down
baby i pour up when youre not around
i treat this shit like a diary, pen spilling blood when im writing it down
this shit been killing my life-force
hate what i say when i sing but i write more
i wish that i could just fight more
shit on my back like im igor
world on my back like im atlas
feel like the same thing
i found my home on your mattress
now im just tryna find something
excuse me while i sing to the dell
lately im living in hell
she said "you feeling yourself"
lately im not feeling myself
big rhinestones on my belt
crushed up can in my hand
im in the back of the party flying
wondering where im gonna land
im in the back of the honda crying
shit youll never understand
i hope that i land
i hope that i land

can you go into a different room im bouta cry
im seeing double whats already seen from different sides
just tryna focus on your face inside this candlelight
and bae im scared ill never change but hell im gonna try
im up recording chopping vocals like a samurai
at peace i think that i could die here laying on your thighs
shits gone on forever and ill die with my sword by my side
singing all these letters the only thing thats keeping me alive


atlas (p. threemvsk)

everything by me

ur a cunt
really had me defending ur back
stg i was telling people
ur better than that
guess i should have known
doesn’t fall far from the tree
u and ur little racist family
kinda funny talking like ur better than me
but i would never grab my best friends girl
and then cheat
kinda funny swear to god it happened to you too
Sarah was seeing another dude
b is the one that found it
he had to tell you
what do you remember bout it?
tell us how you felt dude
when all this shit happened
tell us who was there for you
i guess a snake is snake
no matter what you do
u a snake
u a snake
u a snake
hope ur friends never look at u the same
u a snake
u a snake
u a snake
years of friendship for some pussy
what a lame
lame
lame bitch
tell us how ur friends
but u wait a month to say shit
only been a month ur both going on vacation
shoulda known when I heard u hissing like a snake bitch
bitch
bitch
bitch
like a snake
bitch
bitch
bitch
like a snake
bitch
bitch
bitch
like a snake
shoulda known when I hear u hissing like a snake bitch

close your mouth smell you from a mile away
close your mouth don’t wanna hear what you say
second pussy to touch them lips how it taste?
heard u hissing like a snake
like a snake
fuck u and ur friends
they all assholes
ur too busy
pussy whats the act for
oh how’s it feel knowing you got what u want
only the second pussy to ever kiss that slut

snake

lyrics ⬇️

when you call me
i wont pick it up
you should know this
yea you shoukd know this
and im not sorry
you shoulda noticed
i was there for you yea i swear i was closest

look how the flow switch
i know that they gon love it
thought everything was picture perfect until
you had broke it
you broke it
now i can’t even focus
not inside of my room or when im at work but im hoping

wonder when ill get outta my head out my headspace
im locked inside my skin when i scream they dont hear me
so whats the reason i should be here clearly
i shouldn’t
i know its not alright but ima keep it keep it pushing
and i dont wanna lie but i been doing what I shouldn’t 

they dont wanna see me happy but im chillin here im grinnin
i dont wanna see you they think that im crappy im a villain
maybe that is true
but i refuse to see that vision 
i dont wanna lose my hope if i dont have to

i got bad news
you wont see me no more ima be way past you

should i (hostile)

produced by jolst 🦠 
featuring heylog

i won’t stay with you
won’t stay with you
cus i’m not good enough 
i won’t pray for you
won’t pray for you
i’ll cry as i’m burning up
don’t say it’s you
won’t say it’s you
it’s me, you’re not cold enough 
i won’t lay with you
won’t lay with you
take me, i’m the one you want 

and my lock screen
has your face on
can i rest here babe
i won’t stay long
sorry we’re toxic
it’s not me love
had it but i dropped it
now i wake up 
in the middle of the night 
scream “where the fuck the day gone”
i know that im ugly
so ill scratch until my face gone
i know i got problems
i know i got serious like - 
i know i got problems 
i know i got serious like - 

heylog:
wake up and do the same damn thing
got my face fixed n skin dont sting
i feel a lot better
skin just kept getting redder
im always lookin around
and im so paranoid now
all the sudden i stopped feelin safe
pack it up to a smaller town
burn it all down
burn it all
i hope youre proud
i hope it
burn it all down
burn it all
wont be around
wont be nah

i won’t stay with you
won’t stay with you
cus i’m not good enough 
i won’t pray for you
won’t pray for you
i’ll cry as i’m burning up
don’t say it’s you
won’t say it’s you
it’s me, you’re not cold enough 
i won’t lay with you
won’t lay with you
take me, i’m the one you want

burn w/ heylog (jolst)

prod me bruh
3hrs

lyrics:

like 
what's he doin?
why why
are you mad for?
why did he stop movin?
like
why did he get popped for?

for talkin shit online
check my watch
waste of time
you wont talk to me?
oh right
don't be surprised when i don't reply.

i'm feelin kind of tired
i hunt you on the 31st 
like michael myers
then i come an find ya
i hit my briar then i go ahead
and then hide ya

i said what's he doin though?
hide his body behind where his dad works
at that liquor store
oh trust me lil bro
you a bit-
we done both know
you can keep her man
if you want my suggestion
throw out that hoe

NOW HE'S BEGGIN THE QUESTION WHY????
THE CONSEQUENCES OF A LIE
AHHH DIE
THE CONSEQUENCES OF A LIE

foul tarnished 
in search of the elden ring
someone must extinguish
thy flame

we were friends
so why the disrespect?
pect- pect- pect
grow up and get some balls man
(ambition)
'fore i come an teach you a lesson
and curb stomp you to the floor
shit'll get messi
jobless activity
your behavior's the same as my enemy
bro go get a job and stop hating me
eighteen+ acting this way so beyond me..

snake

sunder. ✧