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Lyrics:

Rivilin:


watch the jaws of hell open up for me
falling further down I see the shadows speak
gashes on the side of my cheek I feel the poetry
of all the words you couldn’t say and now the hatred breathes

the bruise marks on my face get darker though
you don’t wanna understand how I sunk this low
medicated on SSRIs just to cope
try to think of memories of you i didn’t loath

i guess the hesitation in your eyes show you don’t care
im grasping onto desperation pulling out my hair
i guess it shows the reasons why you never wanted me
ill hang this noose when you say you want something i cant be

take take from below the ghosts they’re after me
crawling at the scars on my neck im freaking out you see
panic attacks rest deep inside the anger dwells beneath
the red it blinds my vision and im groveling on my knees

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Ｍｅｆｕｍｅｔｔｏ:

And I got stuck on your lies
It's getting hard to breathe
And I know that I want you but your not what I need
And all of it collapses on my shoulders, I feel weak - I feel weak
Hold my hand when I fall to dust - when I fall to dust
And I'm closing my eyes and letting me go
I only feel like I'm being alone in the end
So let me just fall, let me just die
I lost so much so I don't even mind

FireBloom FT: Ｍｅｆｕｍｅｔｔｏ

I know what I need, I don't wanna leave
I don't want to leave you baby
She said "you don't need a reason to love me
my heart hurts bad can you feel it when you hug me?"
🖤
My heart in pieces looking something like an artifact, my mood swinging and its changing like the season
Just talk to me and ask how I'm doing it means more than all of the extra shit that you're doing
Times change like they're in rotation but my base form grows like a super saiyan
She's more like a brat than a barbie, smoke a lot of weed and she parties
And she's got a choker on with a chip on her shoulder and she melts when I hold her
🖤
She said "you don't need a reason to love me
my heart hurts bad can you feel it when you hug me?"
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm trying,
it's hard to believe that you're my baby
Oh oh woah woah woah woah woah 
you would not believe the things I've seen
🖤
Lost inside the void there's no feeling that's attached
tell me baby is it pure do us opposites attract?
Would you hold me to the end would you be more than my friend?
No one fucks you like I do let's be more than what we are
More than what we are more than what we are more than what we are
🖤
She said "you don't need a reason to love me
my heart hurts bad can you feel it when you hug me?"
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm trying,
it's hard to believe that you're my baby
That you're my baby, that you're my baby
She said "you don't need a reason to love me
my heart hurts can you feel it when you hug me?"
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm trying,
it's hard to believe that you're my baby
Oh oh woah woah woah woah woah 
you would not believe the things I've seen

YOU WOULD NOT BELIEVE (iof x imnotokay)

i dont really care what you think of me
my head hurts half the time so i aint listening
her eyes were glistening i started shivering
it wasnt cold its just that i dont know what im doing
hit it from the back so she cant see my face 'cause
i dont wanna be here so who am i here for?

im holding back so much i turn to ash and dust
because the feeling the i loved so much has just begun to cut

dont fall in love with me
(just touch, touch me)
dont fall in love with me
(just touch me, i cant handle it right now)

half of me is here and the other half is gone
left my fucking body just so i could write this song
(x2)
	
i dont really care what you think of me
my head hurts half the time so i aint listening
her eyes were glistening i started shivering 
it wasnt cold its just that this is fucking killing me 

dont fall in love with me
dont fall in love with me

falling in love with me shes awful good and
i just hope that she accepts how deeply flawed i am
i wish i didnt care what you think of me
my head hurts half the time i wish that i was listening

LOVE DEAF (iof x king theta)

Happy Birthday to me 🥳 !!! This is my single from my EP "Sick And Tired" with a whole new sound and vibe 🎉 I cannot wait to drop the rest of these songs I know everyone has been waiting so long and I know this is going to be worth the wait !!! Thank you everyone for staying by my side and supporting me when I needed ya'll the most. I love every single one of you more than you could ever imagine 🖤
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Sick And Tired

SICK AND TIRED (Prod. Goodjohn)

i want you to hold me back
break me, break me like you mean it baby
break me like you like me, show me how you like it
she wants it extra nasty and she wants it done in public

she a real freak in her dads new sports car
i fucked her in the back he dont like me i dont care
my nails painted pretty someone told me ima make it
today that made day so thank you
im trying with all of my might
im working all day and all damn night
but these crazy girls are taking too much real estate inside my mind
(inside my mind, yeah)
driving in a drop top sun on my skin
she stole my sunblock what a bitch
i pull up at the function with my whole clique
dont know about fun but i'm here getting lit

break me like you like me, show me how you like it
she wants it extra nasty and she wants it done in public
yeah, no sunblock she my sun thief shawty

i want you to hold me back
break me, break me like you mean it baby
break me like you like me, show me how you like it
she wants it extra nasty and she wants it done in public

she a real freak in her dads new sports car
i fucked her in the back he dont like me i dont care
my nails painted pretty someone told me ima make it
today that made day so thank you
im trying with all of my might
im working all day and all damn night
but these crazy girls are taking too much real estate inside my mind
(inside my mind, yeah)
driving in a drop top sun on my skin
she stole my sunblock what a bitch
i pull up at the function with my whole clique
dont know about fun but i'm here getting lit

SUNTHIEF (splashgvng)

All My Friendz (taurs)

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I hear the silence talking
yeah deep in my chest
This girl shes got me fucked up
sink in the pills with no regret

Falling down the hallway locked in an empty house
yeah gravities a blur, on the ceiling screaming now
the shadows dancing on the walls seem to taunt me
always beckoning me to just jump and just leave

I haven’t felt this way in a long time
get the strength to walk on the balcony and im staring straight down
legs are shaking as I climb over the fucking edge
if I let go will you please just stop this

all these thoughts they erase over time
like tell me what is my own fucking name I forgot
I collapse, I collapse as my neck snaps
wake up from another dream where suicides a fairy tale

popping pills after pills get my mind straight
watch me relapse again till you just hate everything I am
cut my throat let me bleed, let me bleed out
there’s no amount of medicine that can help me now

yeah im watching the bedsheets consume me
watch the walls start to fade when my vision blacks out
I saw your face standing right there above me
I don’t blame you for cutting out to just leave

watch my soul walk down the hallway
he said goodbye, you’re lost in a state now
what does that make me
just another fuck up that’s a shame, wear a fake mask till my grave

watching my family just stare now
yeah they don’t know a thing about what it’s like to break down
fill my psychs pockets till they realize debts found
kick me out on the street cus I can’t afford to get help

with the shadows on the walls as we stare at my body
it’s just convulsing now everyone just thinks im a druggie
because im paranoid about words that I just hear
cus I know you divulge information that I trusted in you

but we both know that it doesn’t mean shit
I bet you don’t even remember the torment that you just put me through
I collapse, I collapse as my neck snaps
wake up from another dream where suicides a fairy tale

Erase Me

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foggy streets don’t remember a thing yeah
silence just blast in my ears I can’t think yeah
aimless wandering around  just to make sense
of my mental state yeah I am fucked

constantly chased by manifestations of my past
it’s like you have my organs mixed up yeah it’s wrong
so where do I go yeah where do I see
I don’t really know much yeah about me

hearing rusted bearings yeah squeak in the fan frame
two new pair of wires wrapped in my ribcage
feel a bit shit yeah don’t know how to cope man
don’t make sense how I ended up this way

feel the wires cutting my back and it’s not fair
hospital beds just push till I break yeah
theirs a smile on your face when you lock that door man
push me to the floor and  you say ill get better

now im just fucked up lost trust in my own head
in an apartment with dark thoughts yeah they’re closing in
1996 with a mouth full of lead yeah
who the fuck am I yeah I don’t know who I am

wake up cold sweats take a few more meds
lockdown lose touch yeah your not my friend
till I find peace 
in my own hell

im shaking im changing am I the one who’s dead
lost reality when I sit in my head
I’ve been flailing down falling in is no end
if I sink any lower ill lose my chance

lost my way no im not gonna mend
push me away yeah maybe it is for the best
yeah truth be told I already hate myself
til you find out I don’t exist

yeah so hang me up with the noose yeah ill kick me off
it doesn’t really matter cus I wake up lost
strapped to a bed where I can’t really breathe
life’s just mundane yeah its fucking bleak

rusty fences trap me like a birdcage
looking after me cus I break like sticks yeah
waking up in another location not free
I don’t really know much yeah about me

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