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my mix

a growing playlist of every song featured weekly on my website (https://unfortunateaccident.neocities.org) since i started. except the ones that got deleted i guess.
ordered oldest to newest

24 july 2023 - present

song of the week

i create noises and put them inside of this container

all sprig songs

Early Works Bootleg

Yabujin - HARDSTYLE DRILL 2009 NOKIA ANGELZ مسدسات مجمدة 1.6

snowman т﹏т +ROAR

浮かんでるsleepy night
君のことをthinking now
すぐに消えるshooting star
気づけばまたfalling down

冷たい朝僕を照らしてる
風に吹かれて揺れるカーテン
きっと明日も変われなくて
でも君がいれば幸せ
たまに思う消えたい
だけど死ねない
隣いてくれればそれでいい
それだけでいい
歩く薄暗い午前5時
徐々に溶けていく
このまま二人星になりたい
それが僕の願い
まだ目覚めなくていいよ
ずっと夢の中にいよう
なんて言っても
この記憶もいつか忘れちゃうの
君と笑って
手を繋いで
今いる広い空の下で
夜に泣いて
今日はrainy day
嫌な過去も全部流して

https://soundcloud.com/lazydoll

https://soundcloud.com/kaktuss111

Lazydoll - Melt (prod.Kaktus)

all production, vocals, mixing and mastering by me!
I've gotten a lot better at mixing in the last 9 months :)
Also, I will be performing this soon at an event called 
"Make America Scene Again" in NYC, at a venue called The Meadows
Thank you for listening!

🠟 lyrics 🠟

too hot
too cold
turn it off
i just needed a break

still want
to give you hope
to show you 
that
it was all for your sake


where can i
find those eyes

another time
in another face

where do they hide?

will i ever
hear your words

another time
in another mouth 

baby, please don’t 

lie to me
lie to me

ur prolly sickened
by the 
sight of me
sight of me

i know u struggle to survive
but please,
try for me! 

i hope u didn’t mean it
when u said
you’d die for me

 
just know that 
i will always
watch
and i carry that weight 

it gave me chills when u said
that for u 
its too late 

i’ve always wondered
on the other-side
of deaths gate

will we cross over to a better life?
and be saved...

or is it
just this

a world on the cusp of melting

catching 
the tail end
nothing is helping 

each day repeating
the world just keeps selling 

poison and sweets to
delay the rebellion

and we fall for it
cuz were made to be
part of all of it
so we can think were free

well i want more than this
and so do many more
but we can only guess
what else the world will have left
when its
all done and over

you're too cold

-
where can i
find those eyes

another time
in another face

where do they hide?

will i ever
hear your words

another time
in another mouth 

baby, please don’t 

lie to me
lie to me

ur prolly sickened
by the 
sight of me
sight of me

i know u struggle to survive
but please,
try for me! 

i hope u didn’t mean it
when u said
you’d die for me

is it just this

is it just this?

visuals by @eingarden

featuring:
☆ @tj12318 ☆ @awasetsumona ☆ @skolor 
☆ @thctahiti (@starkidsjapan)☆ @lilbeshramko

tj:
im feeling gratified
think they suspect me winning on and on and thats just what i like
go too hard sometimes
i guess i should apologise
sometimes i fuck it up a bit too much i start to lose my mind
aaaaaah its vivi westwood on my chain

mona:
２人お揃いのピアス
首にはVIVIENNE
光がくすむ
だからいらないや
i dont wanna say good bye
but you wanna be alone
寒いや
終われないねこのまま
口を閉じたままじゃいられないよ

skolor:
君がいないとなんの意味もない
暗い夜はせつないLonelynight
lonely night lonely night
超えて君のとこまでFly
離さないなにがあっても
내가 지쳐쓰러질 때에도
너를 향해서 난 앞으로 가
발등 흔들리는 태그는 off-white
波のように溢れるequalize
そう俺の歌にはno lie

tj:
im so specialised
i roll the dice
i keep on winning all the time
go too hard sometimes
i guess i should apologise
sometimes i fuck it up a bit too much i start to lose my mind
aaaaaah its vivi westwood on my chain

tahiti:
首からswing流れ星
got the vivienne on my neck
友達繋がってない血
but mf that’s my fam
Nakano Broadway where i’m sippin on 9 walk around w a bitch so fye
新しい世代、we in the front line

dancing on my neck, the stars shine
can’t give it a rest, i gotta get high
they saying my name, the cameras on
僕と君 in the night lost

首からswing流れ星
got the vivienne on my neck 3x
友達繋がってない血
but mf that’s my fam 3x

ramko:
マジ興味ないこと全部
壊す俺のゲーム
still talking shitもう滅入る
i gave youたくさんのlove
なんで　なんで　目を閉じた
この未完成な関係終わりにしたい
silent
I'm feelin numb you know you got me dead
くだんない
汗をかいて風を切って
もっと遠くへ　遠くへ
離れていく　から　待って　待って
まだ行かないで

tj:
im feeling gratified
think they suspect me winning on and on and thats just what i like
go too hard sometimes
i guess i should apologise
sometimes i fuck it up a bit too much i start to lose my mind
aaaaaah its vivi westwood on my chain

SPOTIFY

VIVIENNE WESTWOOD ft. TJWEAVER, AWASETSU MONA, SKOLOR, TAHITI & LILBESH RAMKO

✧世 界❏❐魔❏方❏ (prod.Number48)

luv me the same by 9aradox featuring niqbo produced by lil effort 
merry xmas! 
lyrics loading...

luv me the same

luv me the same + niqbo [lil effort]

you put the colour into my skin, now i'll take it away once and for all
https://soundcloud.com/jonsve
https://soundcloud.com/owtiss
prod. https://soundcloud.com/lovefelt + https://soundcloud.com/y4ndere

and i cry in the mirror, hide in the rain
dry my eyes, see it clearer, mind is a pain
and i talk to the image, talk to my brain
and i walk 'til i'm with her, walk to my grave

look me in the eyes, i don't wanna see you crying!
used to fantasize, thought about how i'd be dying
it's this flaw of mine, don't think it was worthless trying
i don't have the time, never had it, nevermind it [x2]

[ https://soundcloud.com/owtiss ]
i'm a liar, suicider
i go through this all the time
her eyes locked to mine
wish you were a little kinder
this fight isn't mine so why should i fight her?
look me in the eye, i don't wanna be a liar
it's ok, i know that i'll be fine
i go through this all the time
please don't ever cry
try my best to read between the lines
am i the one you like?
i can't help sate your desires

look me in the eyes, i don't wanna see you crying!
used to fantasize, thought about how i'd be dying
it's this flaw of mine, don't think it was worthless trying
i don't have the time, never had it, nevermind it [x2]

eyes w/ owtiss (lovefelt/yandere)

10,000 gecs

IRON DEFICIENCY FT. ISSBROKIE [prod gort]

you're my friend now (w/ DXRKWRLD)

CYBERMILK - Condensed Milk

ft @ons13 in the middle of the track <3

main production, chorus and outro, mix/master by me
additional production by @2sleepymayne

what u need + ons13

prod @cdgrl

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i dont wanna wake up tomorrow
cuz the inside of my soul is hollow
itd be nice if u called tho
why do u live so far tho

if i went to hell would you follow
do u know what it means to be alone
do you know how it feels to be alone
do u know why it feels like im unknown

layed down and broken im bleeding im dying
u cant even help me it hurts when ur trying
when ur not in my vision it feels like ur hiding
pawing at the door and im whining

take another one, i wanna calm down
never satisfied unless im fuckin barred out
fall asleep in the morning wake up with stars out
only way im gonna stop is if i start now

yea watch my cry my fucking eyes out
yea i dont wanna be alive now
yea take another imma fly now
yea said im trying but i lied now

want to feel like im there prod. taylor morgan & cutspace

4006 +kuru blxty s4m emorave (bobbyhorror)

instagram.com/melodramalovestory
@heroz2299
@heartsayako

im a loser im a mess 
im so far from what u want 
but ur all up in my head
u dont know but obsess 
without u ill be dead 
the words get caught instead 
dont even have a chance 

is it too late 
scroll thru memories we made 
but im the one u hate
only me to blame 
the truth gets hard to swallow too much to bear
but ill still wait right here 
why are u so insincere
u said that youd stay near 

ur all i have dont break me now
or maybe im js dramatic 
js spit it out little liar wont u confess?

kinda crazy 
but i love it 
stalk on ig manipulate me 
feel ur heart beat when u lay with me 
js stay with me 
ur my everything 

take ur hand in mine 
one day know that youll be mine
take ur hand in mine 
one day know that youll be mine

spotify

mess (heroz sayako)

prod @cdgrl
mixed by @emorave
art by whitetailblues

soma w/ cdgirl and emorave

same day same face @nemui

vocals, mix + master, and half of the production by me
other half of production by @rainphase1

【Namine Ritsu】-ERROR 2018ver.【UTAU Cover】
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dBymYOAvgdA

error

https://open.spotify.com/album/6TkPCeuPLQ3BS8i8ywHFa8?si=QCNSBeu9Q9yS5HgbWRWjiA
FUCK MY LOSER LIFEEEEEE
やなぎなぎー209415

your shaky hands

14th of February at 4pm EST

This is a teaser track for the acoustic guitar EP I'm currently in the process of finishing <3
Ive been practicing guitar for the past couple months, so everything on the EP will be played or sung by me.

I’m Sorry But I Need To Leave For My Sake
A case of right heart in the wrong place
And in the wrong time
You’re the only reason that I tried to stay
In a place
Where I wouldn’t find rest or light
Just didn’t feel right
Now I’m learning, how to say with my chest
Things I should have said
Or found, on the first day
I didn’t look ahead,
Or expect to reject this place
I promise

In Retrospect
You gave it your all
I gave it my best until the last text I sent
Now we’re trying to mend
Our wounds
Although they are different
I learned a new type of gentleness
From you, in a different sense
I learned a new type of gentleness
From you

This Time
I’m running towards, not from
I can bend my knees
And stand what I’ve done
I’ll dull my teeth so my bites don’t hurt
In my search for home, I’ll arrive unsure
Hoping, wishing, someone cares to
Mend my wings and lock my stare
This time if somebody sees me,
Hopefully, I won’t leave them bleeding

I’m Sorry But I Need To Leave For My Sake
A case of right heart in the wrong place
And in the wrong time
You’re the only reason that I tried to stay
In a place
Where I wouldn’t find rest or light
Just didn’t feel right
Now I’m learning, how to say with my chest
Things I should have said
Or found, on the first day
I didn’t look ahead,
Or expect to reject this place
I promise

im an orchid

This song is really meaningful to me and marks my move from NYC to Denver
Produced by me and @youshowedmewhatloveis 
thank you for the guitar!!

lyrics

[@sprigtek]

There was Peace before…
Can we go back
our world is waning, 
I’ve been feeling trapped
With these memories
Breakfast and tea
Movies we watched
And the way you held me
Everyones leaving
How can one last?
Its awfully uncommon
Given my past

Cranberry oatmeal
Watching you read
Books that I gave you
and books you gave me

Friends you had shown me
Ones ill forget
Biding my time in a half empty bed

In a Forest of trees without leaves
at a corner where we used to meet
at a flower shop, flipping a coin,
at the airport, missing the point.

[@youshowedmewhatloveis]

am i wasting my breath?
it starts to feel like it i guess 
let the words spill out my chest
i wish we could lie here instead
(ooohhh)
it wont be long and u know 
i claw at my skin and it shows 
(just) a break in my step not a fall
though not far from the ground below

i scratched my arms ceaselessly
u blame it on my compulsivity 
but then say something sweet 
and everything disappears around me

[both @sprigtek and @youshowedmewhatloveis]
so ill take some time 
with you to watch the world spin around 
while we still can

end

missing the point + gosha

Youngest Daughter

feeluvsyou - IJFILITCOTD

Come in

Sleep in while you're doing your best

@spazzteamonline
production credits are in every song description <3
most of my songs are self produced or co-produced

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sprigtek