featuring @ons13
produced / mixed by me
visual art by @earthsoft on insta :)

i made this song when Ryu's name was ryukage then he changed it to ons13 so thats why there are conflictions but regardless i hope u enjoy this track and follow 0ns13 on Instagram

🠟 lyrics 🠟

[ intro : @sprigtek ]

i can act quite cold
like im loveless

i can numb my heart 🤍
while its pumping

not invited
to the function

im a freak bitch
i say dumb shit


Sick of sitting home
on my own
someone hold me 

stuck inside my head
can my shrink unfold me 

i like it when they hate me
i like it when they scold me

i like it when they try
but they fail to control me 


Dont pretend you know me
I dont even know myself

Gimme just a minute 
to compose myself 

No one gives a fuck 
is what i told myself 

Gotta stop attempting 
to destroy myself 

i can act quite cold
like im loveless

i can numb my heart 🤍
while its pumping

not invited
to the function

im a freak bitch
i say dumb shit

[ verse : ons13 / ryu ]

i remember when i seen her in the club lights
now shes all i wanna see i don’t wanna fight
always made to feel wrong i don’t wanna b right 
i just rly hope that we’re gonna b alright 
had a dream last night that i was dressed in white 
woke up the darkness has taken whats mine
im dumb im stupid ignoring your signs 
i feel so useless i can’t make it right 

shes a freak bitch, and i hate it 
sometimes feel like i’m not good enough to make it 
if i give you my trust then don’t betray it
youre the only one i got so pls dont fake it 

im possessive and im nasty 
i don’t know why anyone would want me
i show you off, and you flaunt me
i look happy but my other side it haunts me

[ outro : @sprigtek ]

Dont pretend you know me
I dont even know myself

Gimme just a minute 
to compose myself 

No one gives a fuck 
is what i told myself 

Gotta stop attempting 
to destroy myself 

i can act quite cold
like im loveless

i can numb my heart 🤍
while its pumping

not invited
to the function

im a freak bitch
i say dumb shit

i can act quite cold + ons13

instagram

@feeluvsyou - world trade/rick owens

wat am i doing

prod oaf1

lyrics
Here you go way too fast
Don't slow down you're gonna crash
Better watch watch your stay here
Don't look out you're gonna break your neck
So shut shut your mouth
Cuz I'm not listening anyhow
I've had enough enough of you
Enough to last a life time through
& if I go around with you 
you know that I’ll get messed up too with you

Na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na

Here I go way too fast
Can’t slow down I’m gonna crash
Should I watch watch my stay here
Don’t look out I’m gonna break my neck
Shut up and watch your mouth 
I’m not listening anyhow 
Ive had enough enough of me 
Enough to call my life complete
So what 
what do you want from me
I got no words of sympathy
and if I go around with you
You know that i'll get messed up too with you

Na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na

crash + oaf1

hinoni 2

Hinoni - hinoni spirit

we can hav a party!! + capoxxo (p. not like this)

Precious Inconvenience (prod. BLOODiDOL)

vox by me (@xxcrush) 
featuring dreamcache (@dreamcache)
produced by 5v (@5vexe) odece (@odece)

from tha drugs + dreamcache

imma spill blood on my eytys
cant trust cus the music tried to play me
now im thinkin every1 is a sadist
never felt pain this much from a playlist
gatekeeper, one that i ask for
locked out, but i got the key to the backdoor
fuck that i got the key to the city
i just wanna know when im gone will u miss me

starrrworld, yeah we the hardest in the room 
he was talking to much, throw him in a tomb
yeah i caught his boys up , threw em in with him too
yeah im sipping poison but whats its to u
keep your eyes on the prize cus they wanted it too
keep your head down low, you turn 1 into 2 

imma spill blood on my eytys
cant trust cus the music tried to play me
now im thinkin every1 is a sadist
never felt pain this much from a playlist
gatekeeper, one that i ask for
locked out, but i got the key to the backdoor
fuck that i got the key to the city
i just wanna know when im gone will u miss me

The Music Tried To Play Me (prod. Mag)

prod. me + @northeastlights

can’t rid of the feeling 
u make it look so easy 
(but it’s rly not) 
staring at the ceiling 
wish I was someone else 

I rly hate it here 
yea it’s nothing new 
I hate this place y’all disgust me 
I rly hate it here 
yea it’s nothing new 
don’t wanna be a part of all this bs 

fuck you.

i rly hate it here.. (5v northeast lights)

credits are in every song description, mostly self produced <3